Chapter Twenty-Six
Iâm dreaming of something sweet.
âHereâs some cotton candy,â Lee says. Heâs dressed in a blue plaid shirt and jeansâthe most casual Iâve probably ever seen him. His hair is gelled in different directions and he has a piece of cotton candy in his hand. He uses his other hand to open my mouth and feeds me the bright pink, fluffy cotton candy. It melts in my mouth.
âLee?â I ask. I look around. Weâre sitting at one of those picnic tables in the middle of a very green park. Trees surround us and I think I see the sun reflecting off of a lake nearby.
âYes, my love?â Lee replies. He grabs my right hand and rubs circles on the back of my palm. âWhat can I do for my baby?â
I blush and feel heat spreading to every edge of my face. Leeâs calling me sweet names. Heâs usually either calling me âMiss Ivoryâ or telling me how much of an idiot I am.
âUh, where are we?â I ask.
âOn a date, of course.â
âA date?â
âYes, beautiful,â he replies and I feel my face reddening again. This canât be Lee. Heâs being too sweet and careful. âYou look so good today, Ivory. That dress looks amazing.â
I look down to myself and see Iâm in a gorgeous white dress. Itâs a floor-touching gown and has butterflies made out of white cotton on the straps. It has ruffles and itâs soft and I love it. My hair seems to be in some sort of bun. I feel the texture of the dress and realize thereâs something on my hand.
A ring.
I gasp, standing up. Thereâs a huge ring finger on my left hand. I canât stop staring at it. Did Lee give it to me? I look up but the scenery changes. Â Suddenly, weâre directly in front of the lake and Leeâs in a tux. He looks dashing in his black suit and black bowtie. Thereâs a priest next to us and to my left, thereâs a billion peopleâstrangers Iâve never even met. I see my mother in the front row with Brent and Candy, whoâs holding a baby. They have a baby? Momâs awake?
âMom?â I say. âCandy? Brent? Whatâs going on?â
All Mom does is smile really big and shouts, âSay I do, Ivory!â
âDo you, Ivory Flores, take Lee Richardson to be your lawfully wedded husband till both you shall live? In sickness and health, in richness and poor, in life and death?â the priest asks, facing me. He smiles cheerfully with his rosy cheeks.
âMe?â I say. âIâm getting married?â
Lee chuckles next to me. âOf course, honey.â Â Heâs holding both my hands in his. âYouâre so funny, sometimes.â He kisses my forehead.
Iâm getting married to Lee? The Lee Richardson?
âHell yeah!â I say. âOf course, I do.â
âYou may kiss the bride,â the priest yells.
Everybody cheers and stands up, clapping. I see my mother jumping up and down and Brent grinning along. Candy rocks her baby as she stands up, smiling at me also. They throw rose petals that land on my hair and suddenly, Lee grabs me by the waist.
âIvory Flores, you have no idea how long I have waited for this exact moment,â he tells me, holding me gently. One of his hands rub my cheek and he stares at me with his beautiful eyes and I melt. âI love you, baby.â
âI love you, too, Lee,â I say, resting my hands around his neck.
He leans closer and closer, and then his lips touch mine. I smile as he kisses me and he grabs my legs and hoists me onto him. I wrap my legs around him as the bells ring and people cheer. He dips me as he kisses me and everything is going great until someone pushes us into the lake.
Suddenly, all I feel is water.
âWhat the hell are you doing here, you fucking prick?â
I open my eyes and see my brother, Brent. His face is red and his eyebrows are so close together, it looks like he has a unibrow. His hands are holding a random white bucket, probably one of Momâs old paint buckets. He looks ready to kill.
Then I remember last night.
I jolt up and look over. Leeâs slowly waking up, rubbing his eyes. His face has water all over it and itâs soaking through the jersey heâs wearingâand my bed.
âBrent, what the hell?â I yell. Thereâs water all over Lee and a little on me. So the water from the dream was really just Brent angrily splashing Lee with water.
âWhat the hell is going on in here?â he yells.
Leeâs suddenly awake and he sits up straight and looks around. He looks down at his clothes and then at me. He sees Brent and his eyebrow twitches in fear. âBrent, I can explain!â he says before Brent does anything else. He stands up and heâs almost the same height as my brother, a little taller.
âBrent, nothing happened, okay?â I say, getting out of bed, too. I grab the hem of my shirt and air it, trying to get the water off of it.
âWhat do you mean? Why is he in your bed? How did he even get up here?â Brent says. He asks a million questions at once.
Lee swiftly takes of his shirt, as if itâs normal. He uses a towel that just happens to be nearby on my desk to rub through his hair. My eyes are the size of the moon as he does this. The holy greek god himself is shirtless in my room, water dripping down his solid, muscular body. Lee moves in slow-motion in my head as he shakes his head to get water out of his hair.
âIvory? Ivory? Ivory!â Brent waves a hand in front of my face. He follows my path of vision at Lee. âGod damn it, I will seriously kill you!â
Lee discreetly points to the door so only I can see. âHey, uh, Brent,â Lee says, âis that a new shirt youâre wearing, man? It looks really nice.â
Brent looks down at his shirt.
Iâm grabbed by Lee and weâre running out of my room. Lee slams the door behind him, leaving Brent in my room. Itâll hold him for about 1.2 milliseconds but thatâs enough for us to run downstairs. Mark is nowhere in sight as Lee and I make our great escape. Lee grabs Brentâs car keys on the coffee table in the living room and we run outside before Brent can reach us.
The sun is adamantly shining down this morning, bringing traces of summer heat along with it, though it is May. The so-called breeze rustling through the air only releases sticky, humid air onto my face, which isnât helping at all considering all the running Iâve just done with Lee. Itâs probably the most Iâve ran in my teenage years.
âDonât just stand there, Ivory,â Lee calls, snapping me out of my stance. âYour brother is right behind us. Hurry up and get in the car.â
Thereâs the real Lee. Heâs rude and nice at the same time. I donât know how he does it. His words are so sweet and yet his personality is like the Wall of China; built tall and high so you can never fully understand how it could ever exist (like him). But, when you do finally cross the entire thing, you feel amazing. Lee is a paradox Iâll never understand, though, I do wish he could be like my dream Lee at times.
âIâm coming, Iâm coming,â I say, running to the passenger seat of my brotherâs beat up truck. He had gotten it right before leaving for college.
All the saving up from past part-time jobs that never lasted long finally became of use as he declared he was going to buy a car. Mom was ecstatic, so happy that her failure of a son was getting his life around and buying himself a car. So when Brent brought home a beat up, 1977 Chevy truck, you can imagine Momâs dismay. Â I was standing with her, waiting, as Brent brought home his new baby. Mom almost fainted.
The good part was when Brent finally convinced her that it was all re-vamped and that it may have looked old-fashioned, but the engine was new and so was the battery. Mom was still skeptical about it and thought Brent would probably get stranded one day in the middle of nowhere in it, but she did approve some-what. Â She helped re-paint the faded baby blue of the vehicle as Brent started calling the car, Sherry.
I truly did hate the car at first, but now that I look at it, it gives this vintage vibe and the white leather seats from the seventies get to me.
Lee jams they key into ignition and turns it. Nothing happens.
âShit,â I cuss. âTry again!â
We are minutes away from the wrath of Brent. Heâs already angry about Lee sleeping in my bed but if he sees us with his baby, he will literally behead both of us.
Lee holds on to the steering wheel with his left hand as he turns the key again with his right hand. âCome on, come on!â The second try is a failure as well.
I see the front door opening and a very angry Brent turning even angrier. I see my life flash before my eyes. âLee, hurry up! Brent is here! He is literally five feet away!â I yell, jumping around in my seat, panicked. I lock my door for safe measures.
âCome on, please!â Lee yells at the car. Brent starts making a dash for the driveway and I know itâs the end. We did our best. Lee and I are just going to have to face the consequences of being utter idiots. I shouldâve pushed him back to go downstairs last night. âCome on!â
V-rrooom.
The engine roars to life and itâs the most beautiful sound Iâve ever heard. All I can think is maybe this shit car isnât so bad after all.
âHurry, Lee! Drive!â
âGet the hell out of Sherry!â Brent yells.
Brentâs running up to the car and his hand touches Leeâs door right as we back up and out of the driveway. The sudden movement causes Brent to fall on his rear, which makes him ten times more angrier than he was seconds ago. The car turns to the left and heads out onto the street. I see Brent getting smaller and smaller as we drive away.
And by drive away, I mean drive in a zigzag from one lane to the other.
âHoly shit, we did it!â I scream. âWeâre alive!â Without warning, Iâm thrown to my side and my face hits the window. âJesus christ, Lee, do you even know how to drive? Youâll kill us before Brent gets to.â
Lee grins sheepishly but his eyes are nervous. âUh, well, I donât really drive much. I have drivers so itâs been a while since Iâve been behind the wheel.â
âLet me drive,â I demand.
âNo way,â he says. âIâm doing fine.â
âYeah, and youâre also shirtless and driving in both lanes. I bet youâll crash us into a tree before we even get ten minutes away from my house,â I counter.
âHey, Iâm Lee Richardson, I know what Iâm doing,â he replies. I grin even though Iâm scared Iâll end up wrapped around a pole thanks to his great driving. I can feel Leeâs true personality peeking out. âUh, do you have any shirts possibly in this car?â
âWhy?â I ask, smirking. âI enjoy this view.â
He turns, keeping his eyes off the road even though itâs already so dangerous. He stares at me and has this playful smile and I wish I had a camera to remember the look forever. Not to mention, heâs shirtless and drivingâI donât think it gets better than that.
âFine,â I say, âIâll check.â
I first put on the seatbelt so I donât bang my head on any dashboard while Iâm searching for clothes. Then, I reach down to the floor of the car and look around Brentâs car. Besides a billion wrappers, crushed cans, and a half-eaten sandwich, thereâs no clothes. I look around in the back, but get nothing.
âWhat a bummer,â I say. âI guess Iâll have to watch you drive shirtless. I canât believe my luck.â I cross my arms and pretend to frown.
Lee laughs and gives me that intense look. âVery funny.â
He keeps staring at me and I have no idea what Iâm doing until I realize Iâm kissing him. I have no idea how I got my license because Iâm promoting all sorts of road danger. Â He should definitely be keeping his eyes on the road, and I should be encouraging him to drive properly, not kissing him. But the stare he gives me makes me go crazyâitâs the type of stare every girl wishes a boy would look at her with.
Iâm punished when we hit a road bump and my head hits the top of the car. I groan in pain as I rub my head. âHoly shââ
âOops, sorry,â Lee says, secretly smiling as he turns his head back to the road. âMaybe if I had seen the road bump sign, I couldâve slowed down, but someone was just a little too eager this morning.â
âShut up,â I say even though Iâm grinning. âWhereâd this come from?â On my lap, thereâs four twenty-dollar bills, eighty dollars total. I count it again to make sure I counted right. I look up and see that thereâs another twenty clipped to the sun shield of the passenger seat. âBrent, that sly devil, hiding money in the sun shield. I mustâve hit it when you were going over that speed bump.â
âClip it back, heâs already going to kill us,â Lee says, being all responsible.
âLee, weâre already in deep shit. He found you in my bed, we stole his car, so what else can he do to us if we use his money?â
âYou swear in every sentence, donât you?â he responds, shaking his head. âAnd thatâs considered stealing if we use his money. He can already sue us for stealing his car, and if we use his money, weâll definitely be dead.â
âWe already are good as dead. And didnât you say you were Lee Richardson? Iâm sure you can handle my brother,â I say, fanning myself with the money. âAnd weâre not stealing, Lee. Itâs just borrowing.â
âIf only I hadnât left my credit card,â Lee says. He sighs, taking a right turn. âFine, but we have to pay him back, okay?â
âYeah, yeah,â I agree. I look out the window and see that we are on a completely empty road. The road is black and there are tall, green pine trees blurring past as Lee continues to drive like a blind man. The sun is just rising and I check the time. Itâs six in the morning and I groan. Why did Brent have to wake us up so early? We only got an hour or two of sleep. Then again, more time to spend with Lee.
âWhat?â Lee asks, grinning. âWhatâs with the groan?â
âItâs so early.â
âI told you that we shouldâve slept earlier,â he says. And then he laughs as if remembering something funny.
âWhat? Whatâs so funny?â I say.
âNothing,â he replies, covering his smile with his unoccupied hand.
I turn away from the window and look to him. âTell me!â
âWell, you made a promise to me last night and I hope to see that you keep to that promise,â Lee says, laughing once more. I raise my eyebrows. What promise? He sees my confused face and answers, âYou promised me youâd wear Candyâs present for me one day.â
I start choking on the very air Iâm breathing. The choking leads to coughing and I feel my cheeks burn from embarrassment and lack of oxygen. I hear Lee laughing but he pats my back with his hand as he actually looks at the road.
âShut up, youâre lying!â
âNope,â he says, smirking that one sided, lopsided, uglyâokay, not ugly, but I wish it wasâsmirk that I havenât seen in a while. âStick to your word, Ivory.â
âI will jump out this car if you keep talking,â I say, so embarrassed I am half-ready to actually follow up with it. I canât believe I said I would do that. I canât even remember, which is even more humiliating. Covering my face with my hands, I hide my red cheeks from Lee. âIf you mention it again, Iâll have to kill you.â
Leeâs laughing like a hyena. I hate the way he laughs but I love it. âFine, fine,â he says, âI already forgot about it.â He reaches over and turns the radio on. âLetâs listen to some music to forget your little slip-up.â
I send him a glare and then finally relax against the seat. Stacyâs Mom plays throughout the car and I tap my finger as I rest my hand outside the window. The song is a true classic.
âStacy, do you remember when I mowed your lawn?â I sing. âYour mom came out with just a towel oh-oh-oh-on!â
Lee grins and then surprises me. âI could tell that she liked me from the way she stared,â he sings along. I stare at him with wide eyes and he continues grinning. âAnd the way she said, âYou missed a spot over the-e-e-re!â
I laugh. We both look at each other and start singing simultaneously, âAnd I know you think itâs a fantasy, but since your dad walked out, your mom could use a guy like me! Stacyâs Mom has got it goin on! Sheâs all I want and Iâve waited for so long! Stacy, canât you see, youâre just not the girl for me. I know it might be wrong but Iâm in love with Stacyâs Mom!â
We scream the last part together and start bobbing our heads up and down to the electric guitar part. I start playing my air guitar as Lee sings in the background. It reminds me of the time he was singing Hunter Hayes when I stayed with him. This moment makes me so happy, us singing and just being carefree.
Lee and I end up singing the rest of the song, which isnât much because it was nearing the end when we started, but itâs the funniest thing Iâve ever done with Lee. Him singing with his off-tune voice and me rocking out with my air guitar and my guitar skills that are just as real as my air guitar.
When the song ends, I laugh and roll my head back, enjoying the breeze coming in from Leeâs rapid driving and the sun slowly coming up. Itâs going to be a good day.
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Lee parks Brentâs car at the parking lot of a small strip mall containing a petite diner called Sallyâs, a store called Jenâs Clothes, and a Radio Shack with its open sign flickering on and off. There are other stores but they all seem to be out of business or at least, very close to it. Itâs one of those road stops you go to when youâre going somewhere far. I wonder where we areâitâs definitely not Brownwood, New York.
He turns the key and the hum of the engine dies down. âReady?â
I smile. âOf course, butâ¦.â
âBut?â
I point to his chest and he looks down. âYouâre shirtless,â I say. âAnd Iâm dressed in my care bear pajamas. I donât think weâre ready.â
âWhy?â Lee says. âI think your care bear pajamas are cute.â
âThat was so romantic,â I say. He laughs and Iâm getting used to hearing this now. It sounds foreign every time still but Iâm glad I can make him laugh so much.
âFine, letâs go see if Jen has any good clothes,â he replies, throwing his thumb over his shoulder to the store with the capital J of the sign about to fall down. Does anyone even actually shop here?
I nod and unbuckle myself. Lee quickly gets out of the car and runs over to my side, opening the door for me. âAnd they said chivalry was dead,â I say when I get out, holding his hand. He smiles and we walk over to the store.
Itâs completely freezing inside and dark. Or maybe itâs just because itâs 6 in the morning, the sunâs not up, and the store might not even be open yet. There seems to be nobody behind the counter but Lee and I help ourselves, going through the racks of clothes. Everything about the store screams, Hey! I havenât been touched in ten years!
A part of me wonders if Lee whisked me away to somewhere far and dormant because there are no reporters. So nobody would find out about our whole one day date thing because heâs ashamed of me, ashamed to be seen in public with me. Heâs scared itâll ruin his business, his life, Penny. A part of me knows thatâs somewhat true no matter how much he tells me he wants to be with me. Iâm not cut out for his life. Iâve been a small town girl with a pretty boring life and stupid high school fights and now I actually wouldnât want anything more. Thatâs why I can never believe my mother couldâve been the wife of some rich heir. Sheâs happy with her boring life and so am I.
I realize Iâm ruining the whole no-worries thing for today and push the thoughts away. I pick out a random red plaid shirt and hold it out. âHow about this?â
I turn to Lee to show him and see that heâs holding the exact same thing. We laugh and I realize that in my dream, Lee was wearing plaid. Right before the whole marrying him part of the dream. Although the shirt was blue in my dream, it still reminds me of our romantic picnic and wedding.
âWhy are you so red?â Lee asks, smirking. âIs it because theyâre couple shirts?â He pulls the sleeve and examines it. âIâve always wanted to wear a plaid shirt.â
I try not to stare at his abs as I talk to him. âUh, er, yeahâ¦no, I was just thinking about, uh, eâwhat was I talking about again?â
He smirks. âI donât know, what were you thinking about?â
âI forgot.â
âMy eyes are up here, Ivory,â he says, pointing to his blue eyes.
I look away and blush. I push his shirt on his abs so I donât get distracted anymore. âJust put the damn shirt on, Richardson!â
âYou and your brother,â he says, shaking his head in disapproval, âcanât seem to stop swearing in every sentence that comes out of your mouth.â He turns away, still shaking his head, and puts on the plaid shirt. To say it looked good would be an understatement. âHow do I look?â
He stretches his arms, as if opening them for a hug and looks down at himself. Lee looks so god damn cute that Iâm probably getting heart constrictions from staring at him, because I can hear my blood flowing in my ears.
âItâs all right,â I say, shrugging my shoulders as if he doesnât look good in almost everything he wears. âNow turn around so I can change.â
âWhy?â Lee asks innocently. âNow could be a good time to fulfill your promise and show me some of that lingerie.â His lips are in a thin line to keep from laughing out.
I whack him with my shirt. âShut up, pervert! Turn around.â
âGreat, now youâre abusive, too?â
But he turns around obediently, crossing his arms like a little angry toddler who didnât get what he wanted. I quickly take off my pajamas, paranoid that someone else might just walk into the store, though it doesnât look like thereâs any humans around for miles. Still, I hurry up and stuff my head through the plaid shirt, only realizing after I put it on that itâs two sizes too big.
âYou can turn around now,â I tell Lee. Heâs smirking when he turns around but it changes into a soft, endearing smile. âHow do I look?â
He answers by pulling my waist and gluing me to him. One hand moves hair out of
my eye that got messed up when I put the shirt on. âI have no idea why you arenât wearing pants, but I could get used to this every morning.â He kisses my nose.
âYeah, the whole plaid thing didnât go with my care bears pants thing, you know?â I say, wrapping my arms around his neck, which is surely pulling the shirt inches up so that itâs barely under my butt, but I donât care.
Lee grins. âAs much as I would love having you pantless for the rest of the day, Iâm sure so would other man that isnât blind.â He picks up a random pair of shorts from the rack over and hands it to me and I am suddenly glad I shaved yesterday. âWear these.â
âFine, Brent number two,â I say, groaning. I struggle to put on the shorts that are a bit too tight but I hope it makes my butt look bigger so I leave them on. Buttoning them on, I look up to see a Lee with hands on his hips.
âWhatâd you call me?â
âBrent number two because thatâs exactly what heâd say, party-pooper.â
âI am not a party-pooper!â
Lee reaches out with both hands as if to catch me but I run around the rack before he can. I hide behind the rack and stick my tongue out.
âDonât you dare run from me, Ivory. I will definitely tickle you after I catch you now,â he says, rubbing his hands in a malicious way even though the most harm he could do is probably make me punch him in the face.
âIf you tickle me, I will cut you,â I threaten, holding up a random hanger.
Lee ignores my warning and continues chasing me. I round many racks and scream as I go from rack to rack. The store is small so there isnât much ground I can use to run, but I keep going in circles anyways. Finally, he does end up catching me. He grabs my hand and pulls me towards him, holding my waist, right where he wants me. His hands find my stomach and I immediately squeal away, dropping the hanger. Lee tickles me again and I try to inch far as way as possible but only end up imbalancing us, causing us both to fall. We bring down a harmless rack of clothes with us as we tip forward on it. Suddenly, weâre both on the floor, engulfed in clothes with shirts and pants flying in the air.
His face is so close to mine as we breathe hard, both of us grinning like little kids. He lays on top of me, his hands on either side of my head and his knees on either side of my stomach. And itâs all so beautiful in slow motion. Clothes flying in the air, Leeâs blue sparkling eyes, his somehow pink lips.
I wrap my arms around his neck slowly, ready for a make-out session.
âWhat the devil is going on in here?â
Thatâs the second time today Iâve been interrupted when Iâm about to kiss Lee whether in my dream or in real life. I mentally sigh in my head and know Iâm not alone in it when Lee closes his eyes in disappointment.
We both look over and see an old man. Heâs short, wearing brown pants and a white loose shirt. He has a bulge in his stomach area but my eyes almost fall out when I see heâs holding a rifle in his left hand. Itâs not aimed at us but the sight is enough to make Lee clumsily shuffle and get up and me to follow.
Lee stands, runs his hands through his hair to fix it and stands in a position with his hands by his side and his head hung low. âWeâre so sorry, sir.â
I fix my hair and pull down my shirt thatâs ridden up my stomach. I pull the rack of clothes back up and quickly try to place all the clothes back on it. After, I join Lee in the military position, hoping that the old man doesnât shoot us.
âWhatâre you stupid kids doing in here?â
âJust looking for some clothes to buy, sir,â Lee answers. I donât think Iâve ever heard him being formal with someone else for once. It must be the gleaming rifle thatâs in the old manâs hand. I donât know whether itâs to create conversation and pull the man away from the mess Lee and I created or because we actually need them, but Lee asks, âDo you also sell shoes, sir?â
Itâs probably because we do need them because Iâm wearing my unicorn slippers and Leeâs wearing some sandals that just happened to be laying around when we ran out of the house.
The old man eyes us down once more, squinting as if to find something that he hadnât seen before. Then, he grumbles and points to the back. The man sets his rifle down by the cash register and then leads the way to the back.
Lee follows, turning back to comically wipe his forehead as if to say âPhew.â
I silently laugh back, still afraid the old man might shoot us.
While Lee and the old man walk over to the back, I eye the items near the cash register on display. Thereâs gum and small candy and then thereâs a glass box with pretty necklaces. A silver chain with a small green bead in the middle catches my eye. The small font under it reads, the Neptune. Itâs beautiful. Itâs expensive.
âWeâre back,â Lee announces.
I look away from the necklace. Thereâs no time to buy souvenirs. Our money is limited to spend on important things for today. Instead, I pick up a small disposable camera that costs roughly around ten dollars. I ask, shaking it around in my hand, âMaybe we can get this, too?â
Lee grins in approval and walks over. He sets down a pair of matching rip-off vans, his obviously bigger than mine. âItâs a buy one-get-one-pair-free sale! Only five dollars.â
The old man walks behind the counter. âYeah, yeah, hand emâ over so I can check it out.â Lee hands him the shoes and the man snatches them out of his hands and runs it over with a scanner. âThe shirts and the camera too, Iâm guessing.â
As the old guy quietly scans the prices, Lee has the nerve to ask him a question. âSo, Iâm guessing your name isnât Jen, am I correct?â
I have to look down at my unicorn shoes to keep from bursting out laughing.
âShut up, pretty boy,â the man grumbles. He throws the bag full of our things and then grabs his rifle. âGet out of here, you darn kids!â
âYes, sir,â Lee grins, his hand already slipping into my hand. He grabs the bag and quickly salutes to the old man intentionally and then we run out of the store. Outside, we burst out laughing and I have to clutch my stomach. âThatâs the most fun Iâve had in a while,â Lee says, trying to slow his breathing.
âGet out, you darn kids,â I mimic, pointing my finger and shaking it for effect.
He grins and kisses my hand that heâs holding. âI like you.â
It takes me by surprise and I stop laughing to look at him. Heâs not laughing anymore, but is staring at me with that intense, heated look. âI like you, too, Lee,â I respond, smiling. I kiss him on his cheek. âBut you know what I would like more?â
âWhat?â
âBreakfast.â
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