Being suspended isnât so bad.
I wake up as late as I want. Chill in bed. Scroll through my phone. Play a few video games.
Harris thought he was punishing me, but he gave me permission to take a needed vacation. Itâs been non-stop chaos for weeks, what with Tina dying, dad trying so hard to be a B-rate villain in a slasher film, and Dutch getting married.
Itâs nice to have the day to myself.
The only thing I regret?
Not being awake when Grey left.
And also, not being there with her at school.
Damn. So make that two things I regret.
Iâm worried about her safety. Hall is still a problem.
Last night, I punched the bastard so hard his body made a dent in the ground. I should have buried him there, but I didnât. He might come crawling back to Redwood like the snake he is and I wonât be able to do a thing about it.
I already asked Sol to keep an eye out today. He couldnât afford to get suspended and lose his scholarship, so we told Harris he had nothing to do with the fight. Thankfully, Harris didnât touch him.
At least I can keep tabs on Grey through Jinxâs app.
No news means good news.
I slip out of bed around noon because the smells coming from downstairs are driving me crazy.
Marian is in there, humming and stirring a pot on the stove.
I rub my eyes, smiling at her. âMorning.â
âYoung man, it is one oâclock,â she says sassily.
âAfternoon.â
Her earrings wiggle and smack her dark cheeks. âHave a seat.â
Soberly, I sit.
Does Marian know about my suspension?
I hope not.
Iâm supposed to be earning her trust so I can spill the news about dadâs true colors. She wonât take me seriously if she sees me as the screw-up everyone else does.
I press my hands together. âIâm not feeling well, so Iâm taking a sick day.â
She gives me a loaded look and I can tell she smells my BS a mile away.
âBefore Finn left, he told me about that little fight you started yesterday.â
Sheepishly, I rub the back of my neck.
âI heard you punched someone for saying nasty things about Gracie.â She gives me a proud little smirk. âHowâd you do it?â
âSlammed him across the face with my drumstick.â
She sticks out a fist.
Stunned, I punch it lightly.
Marian returns her attention to the stove. âI wasnât sure what you liked, so I played it safe. Baked beans. Barbecued ribs. Slaw. Some mashed potatoesâbland because your palette might not be used to all this flavour.â
I laugh and swing into a barstool.
She sets the table and I take a bite of the ribs. An explosion of flavors bursts on my tongue and I moan.
âDamn. No wonder dad married you.â
She chortles warmly. âFunnily enough, your dad doesnât like my cooking.â
Iâm shocked, but not too surprised. Dadâs a heartless vampire who drinks blood and doesnât need regular human sustenance.
Marian folds her hands together and peers at me. âI know my marriage to your father was a shock. I also know I didnât make a great impression during our last family dinnerâ¦â Her voice trails.
I set my fork down. The last family dinner was when mom came over and told us about our grandmotherâs inheritance.
âNobody was in a good mood that day, but it wasnât because of you.â
She smiles tightly and pinches at a bread roll. âI guess, what Iâm trying to say is that Iâm honored to be a part of your family. And I wonât let anything jeopardize that.â
My fingers tighten on the fork. Thatâs not good. I canât have Marian being too attached to the Cross brand of insanity. Sheâs a key player in my plan to weaken dadâs power.
âIs this how you usually spend your day?â I ask, digging into the baked beans.
âI do some shopping, watch TV.â
âDad hasnât been home for a while now,â I say, watching her carefully.
Her eyelashes flutter down. âHeâs on tour.â
âHas he called you?â
She launches out of her seat. âLet me pop these rolls back in the oven. Theyâre a little too soft.â
I watch as Marian fiddles with the knobs on the stove.
âAbout dad, thereâs something I need toââ
âZane.â Her voice sounds tired. âDo you know how Grey grew up?â
I shake my head.
âWe lived in a cramped apartment behind a nightclub. The noise was obnoxious. There were fights. Screams. Women sold their bodies on the street near our block. Gangs fought turf wars right in front of our house. Sometimes, the bullets tore through the walls. We could have died in our sleep.â
It sounds horrific.
âI swore Iâd get her out of there and I did.â She turns to face me, a determined set to her chin. âMy baby was smart. She got a scholarship to Redwood. She went to college. She made something of herself. That was all I wanted. For her to be better than I was. So I never imagined Iâd be here.â She throws her hands out to indicate the giant, spacious kitchen. âLiving like this. I never allowed myself to dream of it.â
The edges of her mouth curve up in a not-quite-there smile. âI donât know why you boys moved in and I donât care. Iâm glad to have a family. Me and Jarod, we will always be a family.â
She gives me a knowing stare, and I realize Marian isnât as clueless as she looks.
âUnderstood.â
Her grin gets more genuine and she pops the rolls out of the oven. When she returns to the table, she sets one in my plate.
âEat up.â The scent of her cocoa butter lotion wafts to me as she pours another glass of sweet tea.
I back off, deciding not to broach the topic of her divorcing dad yet. âThis food is really good.â
âItâs the least I can do for such a sweet little brother.â
Calling me âsweetâ and âlittle brotherâ in the same sentence?
Poor Marian.
She has no idea all the filthy things I want to do to her daughter.
Marian folds her hands together and rests her chin on top of it. âYou know, Iâm so glad Gracie has you boys looking out for her at Redwood.â
That makes two of us.
âIt shocked me when she said she was moving back and teaching there. She wasnât really treated well in high school. And that horrible tragedy with her friend, well, it traumatized her. Both of us, really. I thought sheâd run far away.â
âWhat happened to her friend?â
Marianâs lips clamp shut.
I tilt my head, flashing her a charming smile. âItâs okay. You can tell me. I wonât tell anyone else.â
She glances back and forth as if someone bugged the house. Finally, she crooks her finger in my direction.
I drag my chair closer to hers.
âIâm only saying this because youâre family. Gracie made me swear not to talk about it with anyone.â
I nod, leaning in.
âHer sophomore year, she met this other scholarship student named Sloane. Sloane was a bit of a wild child. Wore lots of short clothes and piercings. She reminded me too much of those ladies in our old neighborhood.â Marian makes a face. âBut Gracie was lonely and Sloane was the only one whoâd talk to her. They got very close.â
âWhat happened to her?â
âShe was murdered.â
My eyebrow twitches.
âThe attacker was Sloaneâs boyfriend. Thatâs what the police said, but Gracie swears thereâs more to the story. She thinks thereâs another reason Sloane got murdered and she thinks sheâll find that reason at Redwood.â