Iâd never had a blowjob before.
Well, since Olivia is balancing across the ledge to get to her window with her throat coated with my cum, I can cross that off my list of things I want Olivia to do to me in this life. I can still feel the warmth of her mouth around my cock and hear the way she was gagging while Dad yelled at me to get inside.
She waited until he vanished to go back to her room.
Imagine he found out it was her? Iâd be a dead man.
The fact sheâs even going to see that asshole Parker makes me want to rip his fucking head off.
How many times do I need to threaten him before he backs off? I donât give a shit if his family made a deal with mineâheâll walk away unless he wants his balls to replace his eyes.
Adam took one look at me in his driveaway, my hood up and smoke falling from my lips, and heâs not been back at the manor since. I think Olivia still goes out to see him when sheâs forced to though, but at least heâs not under my damn roof, pretending to play happy couples with my girl the way Parker does.
She might think these lessons are real, but theyâre the furthest thing from the truth. I donât need to be taught a single thing, considering Iâve done stuff to her while sheâs been unawareâthe excuse worked though, so my inner Malachi is gloating at the other voices that tried to talk him out of it.
Those voices are calling me a little liar while a devil chuckles on my shoulder. Iâm a sneaky prick, and I donât care.
My phone buzzes, and I fully expect a message from my sister, but itâs the group chat. Everyoneâs planning a meet-up on their bikes, so I decide I might as well kill time until she gets home by joining them.
Mom and Dad donât ask where Iâm going when I pass by them in the hall. Theyâre arguing, as usual, and Mom is pointing in his face, but he doesnât seem to give a shit at how angry she is.
The guy has become so indifferent to her. They were loved up and happy on the camping trip, and somewhere, it fell apart.
I pull on my helmet, hit the button for the garage door to open, and head out to the meeting point only five blocks from here.
Mason is on his way there too. He said he was at some chickâs house and needed to clear his head. He hasnât said much about me and Olivia since catching us last weekend. The only time he mentions it is when I donât reply right away, and he asks if Iâm too busy fucking my sister.
Most of the time, Iâm ignoring him because Iâm kissing her, watching a movie, or weâre jogging at our usual spot while she blasts pop music through our shared earphones and I stare at the ass that Iâll soon enough get. I think so anyway. If sheâs going through everything else, surely sheâll let me near her ass?
So heâs partially correct. Iâm not fucking her. Not yet. But I know the lesson is coming soon. Thereâs only so many times we can get each other off with our hands before it gets deeperâIâve finally had my dick sucked, so weâre moving forward. Iâm certain Olivia will bring me to my knees to return the favor any day now.
Iâm starting to think I have an unhealthy fascination. Sheâs all I think about. Whenever something happens, I think of her. When Iâm bored or busy or just lying in bed or hitting some weights, I try to imagine what sheâs doing and if sheâs thinking of me too.
Iâm definitely in love with her. Soon, Iâll make her fall in love with me too.
âAre we heading to the lake?â
Some of us nod, and we speed off towards the water. The adrenaline I get from squeezing the throttle isnât even close to how it felt having her lips around my dick, flicking at my piercings, her eyes on me, but I go even faster and overtake Mason and Rory.
The latter is new to the group. Heâs still learning how to ride a bigger bike and crashes more than me. Even though heâs the height of a child, heâs the biggest party animal with booze and drugs, and the one who always asks me to invite him over so he can look at my mom.
Heâs never been allowed near my house.
Three hours later, we end up at Masonâs place. His parents turned their garage into a hangout spot for us all. We order pizza, play games, and pass joints between us until someone turns white and vomits everywhere.
Mason is scowling at his screen beside me. I glance over to see the middle-finger emoji sent from a contact called âCheerleaderâ below a message telling him he was just a quick and easy fuck.
I stifle a silent laugh and shoulder him. Did you actually get used?
He shuts off his screen and takes the joint from between my lips. âFuck you.â Have you screwed your sister yet?
My eyes lift to the group. None of them can sign or understand it, but I still get a wave of paranoia at what heâs asked me in front of them all.
âRelax,â he says. âYour secret is safe with me.â
âWhat secret?â one of the guys asks, and Mason shakes his head as a reply.
My phone buzzes, and I pull it out to see a message from Olivia. I frown at the location pin drop, swiping through to see if there are any other messages.
âWhatâs up?â Mason asks, noticing the way my body stiffens.
I show him the screen. His eyes narrow as he reads.
Then it hits us both at the same time. Olivia is in trouble. We jump to our feet.
âVizeyâs sister is in trouble. Grab your bats and masks and letâs fucking go!â
Beats of panic smash into me while we speed to the location Iâve shared with them all. We nearly get wiped out by a truck on the way.
As soon as we reach the pin drop in the middle of an expensive neighborhood, the bikes are ditched, the balaclavas are slid down to hide our identities, and we sneak into the house.
Voices and music come from the basement. Everything happens so fast, I barely register kicking in the door, hearing Olivia tell me what they were going to do to her, and ordering her to get out before my bat connects with far too many faces. Parkerâs my first victimâI break his fucking nose while he tries to argue his position.
I grab an ashtray filled with joint ends and crack it into the side of someoneâs face, following with a knee to the chest and a punch to the back of the head.
A fist misses me by an inch, and the guy squeals like a pig as I shove the handle of my bat down his throat, jerking it to break his jaw in several places.
Warm blood splatters over my face and down my clothes. He vomits crimson on the floor by my feet, mixed with cries and snot. If he doesnât get to a hospital right away, heâs screwed. I donât care enough right now to bother with the repercussions of my actions. They were going to hurt her, so Iâm going to make sure they never even breathe in the same direction as her again.
Mason and the guys are beating the shit out of everyone while I grab Parker by the scruff of the neck and kick him in the midsection, knocking him back towards the basement door.
I smirk under my balaclava as he runs up the stairs, falling to the ground when he reaches the kitchen. He throws open the patio doors and escapes into the backyard, and thatâs when I decide heâll never walk again.
I like the way he begs me to leave him aloneâI have all the power now, and this asshole spent his last day getting too close to my sister.
The earlier rainfall has turned the yard to sludge, so he doesnât get very far before I catch up to him, swinging my bat and knocking him off his feet.
Heâs face down in the mud now, and I press my boot on the back of his head, suffocating him in the dirt where he belongs. He fightsâhis arms and legs are thrashing as he chokes, but it only makes me push his face deeper.
This piece of shit. I want to kill him. I want him to suffer.
I only let him up for air so I can get a good swing at his leg, inwardly laughing as I hear the boneâs sickening snap. It only brings me joy.
He wails in pain. âFuck! You fucking psycho! Who the fuck are you?â
I pull off my mask, screwing myself over by ensuring he can identify me, and watch his eyes go wide. With blood staining my face from his hopefully dead friend, I drive my fist into his jaw once, twice, three times, until the motherfucker is crying for me to stop.
His leg is broken, so he canât get up, and the mud beneath him is swallowing his body while I grit my teeth and break his other leg by slamming my heavy boot down as hard as I can. Again, and again, and again.
âFuck!â he cries, probably pissing himself while he starts begging me to leave him alone. Heâll do whatever I want. But itâs too late. He already messed with the one person who means more to me than life itself.
I punch him one last time, knocking him out, before I let up and pull my bat to my shoulder, spitting on him.
If I could talk, Iâd tell him it was for Olivia. And if I could laugh, Iâd do it while telling him she was fucking mine.