My back presses to the tree as I drag in heavy breaths to my starved lungs.
Sweat clings to my body like a second skin, dirt splattered all over my legs and ruining my shoes from how fast Iâve been running in the rain. Clearing my head and drowning out the voices only works when Iâm exercising or when Iâm wrapped up with Olivia, but something wasnât right when I woke up. I had to detangle myself and slide out from under the covers.
That was hours ago. I think Iâve been running all morning.
My mind is in overdrive. Iâm not sure why.
Anxiety has been eating away at meâthe kind that wakes you through the night as if youâve been strangled. The kind where you canât find your appetite. The kind that makes you think youâre losing your mind.
To be honest, the third point is most likely true.
I roll my neck, savoring the cracking sensation, and pull out my earphone, listening to the woodlandâs noises, then hold in a smile when I hear the rushed footfalls of my girlfriend hunting for me.
I told her to wait twenty minutes before she came looking for me when she called and asked where I was. She managed a whole five minutes.
I didnât want to wake her when I snuck out, but I also wanted to drag her from our bed and demand she deal with the rock-solid cock Iâd woken up with after sheâd rubbed herself all over it for hours, keeping me awake.
I almost slid inside her while she was lightly snoring.
Almost.
It wouldâve helped with how Iâm feeling. Maybe it wouldâve eased everything, even for an hour.
Fucking her again while sheâs not aware is apparently off the tableâsheâs given me strict rules not to touch her while sheâs passed out unless she gives me prior consent.
As boring as I find the restriction she made since coming back to me last week, Iâm listeningâI even covered her naked body before I went to work out though the voice on my shoulder yelled at me to ravage her.
See? I can be nice.
Olivia doesnât know it yet, but Iâm starting toâ
Whack.
âFuck!â
Something hard hits the side of my head, then thereâs a burst of pain and warmth trickling down my face as I pull away from the tree and turn to see Olivia hauling off my gas mask and dropping the baseball bat to the forest floor.
âIâm sorry!â she yells, her eyes wide. âI was supposed to hit the tree, not you!â
I wipe blood from my wound then stare at my red fingers before letting my eyes slowly lift to her. She gulps, taking a step back, but I shake my head and she stops.
âIt was an accident.â
Put the mask back on, I sign, because Iâm still more comfortable using sign language than speaking. She picks it up and slides it on while I ignore the trail of blood reaching my shoulder and most likely staining my skin. Now pick up the bat.
She lowers to grab it, her movements slow, calculated, as if sheâs ready to run any moment.
âWhat now?â
She stiffens a little as I walk towards her. Branches snap under my shoesâMEJKO is still playing in one of my AirPods, the other safely in my shorts pocket.
Olivia lets out a whimper as I tug the front of her shirt, popping the buttons at her breasts. Sheâs shaking, but I donât know if itâs with fear or with the anticipation that I might touch her.
I wonât. Not really.
Sheâs not wearing a bra, and her nipples go hard from the cold air. I lightly trace my blood-covered fingers over the perfect skin there, the pad of my thumb circling one of her nipples.
Her tits look perfect any other day, but with my blood on them, painting them red? Wearing my mask and holding my bat? I think I might give up on my plan and fuck her right here.
I release her and step back. Take your clothes off. Keep the mask on.
Slowly, she traps the bat between her thighs, unfastens the last two buttons, and lets her shirt fall to the floor, then unbuttons her pants, the bat dropping as she slides them down her legs so sheâs only standing in her panties.
White lace.
Now Iâm fucking harder.
Youâd think having been inside my sister more times than I can count, seeing her like this, basically naked with my blood on her, Iâd be used to it. NopeâIâm still very much obsessed with her, even when sheâs in her PJs, with knotted hair, and smelling like garlic or some other disgusting thing.
What twenty-eight-year-old gets butterflies like this?
Damn, I love this fucking girl.
âAre you going to just stand there and stare at me all day?â she asks, her voice muffled beneath my gas mask.
The same mask I wore on Halloween night. She likes itâapparently it reminds her of how she let go and allowed herself to fully have me and not worry about the repercussions.
I think I might stand and stareâsheâs a fucking masterpiece.
I gulp, knowing my shorts are tented as I drag my teeth over my bottom lip.
Oliviaâs terror shines out of her.
Beautiful. Scared. Fuckable.
I want to devour her fucking soul. If she asked me to, Iâd do it. Whatever it means. Iâd pin her down in the dirt and fuck her so hard, her head would end up buried in the forest floor. Even if she screams for me to stop, I wonât until sheâs passed out from lack of oxygen. Leaking. Fucking filled with every drop of my cum, and if any escapes, Iâll finger it all back in and drag another orgasm from her corpse.
âMalachi?â
But then if sheâs a corpse, sheâll be dead. Then so would I.
We could haunt our house together.
My sister is very much stuck with me forever. If she tried to run again, Iâd chain her back up in the basement and sheâd never see the light of day again.
Mine, always mine. And Iâll mean it. Not just a claim of property or a claim on life. Everything about her will be mine.
Already is.
âMalachi?â
If anyone gets in my way, Iâll kill them. Iâll finish off Dad, snap Momâs neck, and if that little sister of hers gets involvedâ
âHey,â Olivia says softly, and sheâs right in front of me now on the rug, the mask and bat gone. âLook at me.â
Her clothes are on. Different clothes. Sleepwear.
I blink, disorientated all of a sudden, confusion ripping through me when I look around to see weâre standing in our bedroom.