It feels like déjà vu, watching Malachi wash blood from his body.
Weâre teenagers again, and heâs just saved me from Parker.
Except this time, he saved me from our own mother.
I can still hear the manâs strangled choking as Malachi drove a screwdriver into his throat repeatedly. I can hear the blood splattering on the windows, how he fought to stay alive, even though his head was nearly hanging off.
I can still see the way Malachi looked at me when I slid his mask offâhis eyes were a void, like he was close to drowning in his own mind from panic, but the tether we have between us kept him above the surface.
Dirt and blood slips down his muscles, and I stretch onto my tiptoes, pressing my lips to his. âThank you.â
He frowns, signing, Why are you thanking me?
âYou saved me.â
Malachi chuckles deeply, audibly, clearly, as he walks me into the tiles of the shower wall. His head tilts, causing his black hair to fall over his forehead, a smile playing on the lips I canât stop staring at.
Clear as day, he speaks. âIâm your partner. Your lover. Your brother. Your everything, Olivia.â Then he lifts his slightly stained hands to sign, But what you are to me is something more than any words can explain. If someone found a way to remove you from existence, I would burn the world before making sure my soul found yours in the afterlife.
âHow poetic of you, Malachi.â I smile at him. âYouâre my boyfriend, not my brother.â
His eyes pinch at the corners as he narrows them, his hands lowering to my ass, grasping each cheek as he closes the distance between usâhis body presses mine up against the tiled wall, his cock stabbing into me.
âAnd weâre going to stop referring to each other as siblings,â I add.
He shakes his head, looking like Iâve suggested we break up given the way heâs glaring at me. Heâs so easily annoyed. A man with a short fuse.
To annoy him further, I slide my hands up his chest, wrap my arms around his shoulders, and fist his hair. âTell me Iâm your girlfriend. Tell me you arenât my brother.â
He shakes his head again, this time with a firm jaw. Despite the anger in his eyes, his cock jerks against my navel, and I rub myself against it, needing him to touch me, to take away the memory of someone trying to kidnap me. I need him to replace the hand over my mouth with his lips, to make me feel anything but the paranoia and sickness in my gut.
âYou need to choose, Malachi.â I lick my lips, arching my back. âIâm either your sister, or Iâm your girlfriend.â
Iâve mentioned this before, but he really does need to choose because we canât go around labeling each other as partners and siblings.
His eyes flash, his jaw so tense I think his bones might break as his hand slips up to my neck, grasping my throat. âBoth,â he grits then slams his mouth against mine, his thumb pressing into my pulse as his tongue delves past my lips, tasting the moan leaving my lungs.
âI need you.â I take him in my hand, feeling him grow in my grip. âPlease.â
This isnât slow and romantic. It never is with Malachi. He lifts me into his arms and wraps my legs around his waist, fisting my hair to tip my head, kissing me deeper as he pushes into me.
Hard. Fast. Abrupt. He fucks me against the wall, dragging whimpers from my lips as he kisses me the total opposite from the way heâs thrusting into my pussy. He drags his mouth to the corner of my lips, my jaw, along to the sensitive area below my ear and nips the skin, making me flinch and clench around his cock.
âI love you,â I whisper into his ear.
He lifts his head, still buried deep, then groans as he shuts off the water and carries me into the bedroom. He slides out, throws me onto the bed, and shuts off the light so only the moon shining through the window glows on his face.
âI love you too,â he replies firmly, as if the words were hard to say instead of signing. Heâs trying so hard for me and for himself.
I smile as he climbs on top of me, parting my legs around him.
âPut my legs on your shoulders.â
He hesitates as he takes one of my legs, and I can see it all over his face. He doesnât have a clue what heâs doing. This man has tied me up, fucked me in chains, fucked me unconscious, fucked me against walls and on all fours, even over our dying fatherâs body, and this is what he struggles with?
Itâs not even the position. Thereâs something else there. His entire posture stiffens.
âYou havenât done it that way before?â I ask.
He looks away from me, but I force him to give me his eyes as I grab his jaw. âHey. Talk to me.â
Iâve only ever fucked you, remember? His signing is angry, his eyes even worse, and my mouth closes.
âIâm sorry.â
A silent beat passes, his grip tightening on my leg, and he gulps deeply.
Show me, he signs.
I donât want him to feel embarrassed. His cheeks are going bright red and heâs closing off on me.
I nod slightly, chewing my bottom lip as I lift my other leg, resting both on his shoulders. âWrap your arms around them and hold the sides of my thighs with the opposite hands.â
Tentatively, Malachi does as I tell him, and his fingers dig into my flesh, his cock twitching against my slit. I reach down between my legs and take him in my palm, pumping him in the fist while rubbing his precum-soaked head against me.
His chest is rising and falling, the grip on my thighs growing harsher, especially when I position him right where he wants to be.
Like he wasnât inside me minutes ago, Iâm desperate for him, but I want him to take his time. I want him to be comfortable.
I know what heâs like. Heâs going to be in his head right now, thinking about how this is obviously a position Iâve done before. And I hate myself. I hate that heâs not the only man Iâve been with, that I didnât fight harder for him.
I truly believe Iâm the only person Malachi has even as much as looked at in a sexual wayâit makes me feel special.
âPush your hips forward,â I say. âSlowly.â
I gasp as he eases the head of his cock into me, his piercings rubbing against my glistening pussy. Each inch that pushes into me, from this position, feels deeper than every other position. Iâm open for him as he slides in to the hilt, keeping himself buried as he closes his eyes and groans.
Heâs not even wearing a condomâIâve been trying to tell him to, considering where we both stand in terms of having children. Iâm starting to hate the idea that Iâll never become a mother, but Iâd never put something like that on him when he doesnât want it. Ever. Heâs more important to me than anything else in the world.
I arch my back as he fucks into me faster, a spiraling heat coiling in my spine as he sucks his bottom lip into his mouth, watching himself slide in and out of me.
âFuck,â he groans. âFuck, Olivia.â
My hands fist the sheets as he goes harder, my moan probably waking the dead for miles while the headboard smacks the wall.
He releases my legs and covers my body with his to kiss me. His hands fist my hair, tugging harshly as he devours my lips and groans and grunts into my mouth.
My eyes start to roll as he hits the spot that has me seeing stars. My body tenses, my arms wrapping around him, my heels digging into his ass to draw him deeper. âKeep going,â I cry, sinking my teeth into his lip and releasing it with a painful snap. âK-Keep going.â
Malachi buries his head into my shoulder and lets out a deep moan as my orgasm has my inner walls clenching around the thickness of his cock. I tense all over, my nails ripping into the skin of his back as I shake beneath him.
He pauses, his cock pulsing inside me, filling me with every drop of his cum until weâre both breathless.
My eyes suddenly start to water, and after a few moments, he straightens his arms to look down at me. I blink away the tears, refusing to think about the last twelve hours.
He grabs my jaw to stop me from looking away, drawing his face near.
âStop crying,â he tells me, whispering the words against my lips as we both pant from our highs.
The betrayal is lodged deep in my bones. I always knew my mom wasnât a good person, but to do what she didâ¦
I canât describe the way I truly feel.
Dad had his driver pick him up and take him straight home. He was going to confront our mother and put an end to all of this. Sheâs been the catalyst to this arranged marriage from the beginning.
First, she accepts millions from Xanderâs family for my hand in marriage, then she fights every step of the way when I beg her not to make me do it, then she arranges for me to be kidnapped and taken to the Reznikov family to be used and abused and wedded to an asshole whoâll do nothing but bring me hell.
I hate her.
Iâm done with that woman.
Dad is desperate to hide us. He wants us to run. To stay away until he fixes everything. Malachi is in total denial about running. He wants to fight for me. I could see the calculating look in his eyes. Heâs never going to run. Heâs going to stay and fight for my freedom with every ounce of his being, and that terrifies me.
Malachi kisses my cheeks. âPlease. Stop crying.â
I nod, sighing as he drops his head to my chest and hugs me.
When we eventually sit up, Malachi gazes over at me with his back against the headboard, watching as I run my fingers through my hair. I give him a questioning look when he doesnât do anything but stare at me.
âWhat?â
I donât know if Iâve ever really told you, but youâre beautiful.
The blush running over my cheeks and down my chest has me trying to hide my nervous smile. I donât know why that melted my insides and made me a puddle on the floor. Malachi has always been expressive with me, but being told by someone like him that Iâm beautiful is something I wish Iâd recorded to watch over and over again.
I go to him, and he flips us so heâs above me, grabs my face, and lowers his to mine. His lips press to the tip of my nose, my forehead, each eye to soak up the tears, then he kisses me on the mouth.
For some reason, I feel safe. I know that weâll be okay. Malachiâs struggles with his mental health and me being targeted by the Reznikov family will only be stepping stones for us. Iâll help him adjust to his new lifeâheâll help me adjust to mine. Weâll be fine because we love each other to death.
âYouâre⦠mine,â he says, falling over his words.
âAnd youâre mine.â
I donât know how to beat them, he signs, his nostrils flaring, angry at his own words. Iâm one man. But Iâll fight. For you, Iâd do anything.
âWeâll fight them together. No matter how dangerous it gets.â I tilt my head, giving a slight smile. âIâd die for youâdo you know that?â
He frowns. I wouldnât let you die for anyone. Not even me.
Wrapped in each otherâs arms, we lie in a warm embrace. He buries his head into my shoulder, and I brush my fingers through the hair at his nape, feeling him go heavy on top of me as sleep starts to pull him under.
Then he flinches and sits up, glancing over his shoulder at the sound of footsteps. Turning to me, he presses his finger to his lips before getting off the bed and grabbing his bat.
Oh God. Please tell me they havenât come for me?
âOlivia?â our dad calls, and my shoulders slump in relief.
Malachiâs body relaxes, then he tosses the bat to the floor. He runs his hands through his hair and shakes his head at the second voice.
âAre they home?â I hear Molly ask. âCan I see the spider?â