The dress drags on the ground as I walk through the main entrance to the party Iâm being forced to attend. Violins and other instruments play, a sing-song voice echoing in the air as Xander holds me to his side, then pulls me through the crowds to find his parents and their friends.
My head hurtsâIâve had a headache since I was escorted from the bedroom to a dressing room, where a red dress waited for me. Itâs too big for me. Thereâs a clip at my chest to hold the fabric together because the stylist didnât want to tell Igor Iâd lost too much weight to wear it.
Igor told me to keep my head down the entire party, but since I have nothing else to do, I sometimes lift it and look around, hunting for familiar facesâpotentially someone with black hair, tattoos, and a bat to hand. Heâd bounce through the crowd and smack everyone on the head, throw me over his shoulder, and get me the hell out of this nightmare.
My reality is that I donât recognize a single soul.
Igor and Xander converse in Russian then laugh together. Iâm led to a booth, and I flinch as Xander rests his hand on my thigh, grips it, then squeezes tighter when I try to pull it off.
âIs she behaving yet?â Igor asks. âOr do we need to take harsher measures?â
âSheâs getting there. Sheâs following orders and knows how to get on her knees when told.â
I gulp at his lie. Why is he lying to his father?
Igor hums. âAnd you still havenât fucked her?â
âNot yet. Like I said, weâre getting there.â
âThatâs an issue. But then again, we still need her to marry you.â
If thereâs a window nearby, I might throw myself out of itâwhat could be worse than this? Nothing. Nothing is worse than this situation.
âMaybe I should be the one to put another heir in her. You could pretend the child is yours,â Igor offers, and every drop of my blood runs cold.
âNo need,â Xander grits out. âIâm capable of doing it myself.â
Igor hums in disapproval. Then he starts speaking in Russian again. I donât know what theyâre saying, but Xanderâs hold on my thigh softensâand then vanishes as he checks his phone discreetly.
His father goes to talk to someone else, drawing his attention away from us, and I feel Xanderâs lips against my ear. âTell me you need to use the bathroom. Make sure he can hear you.â
âWhy?â
âTrust me,â he whispers.
âI have no reason to trust you,â I hiss.
He rolls his eyes then looks at his father, whoâs still in deep conversation. âJust fucking ask me, unless you enjoy being manacled to my family?â
My lips part as I search for any dishonesty on his face.
Then I clear my throat and say loud enough for Igor to hear, âI need to pee.â
Igor chuckles as he glances over. âTake your future wife to the bathroom, son.â
He nods, and I walk with him through the crowd, his fingers wrapped around my wrist. We go downstairs, following the signs for the bathrooms, but take a sharp right down a narrow cold corridor.
âWhere are we going?â I ask, my voice shaking as my steps falter.
âI made a promise to someone that Iâd get you out.â He pulls open a door to the back alley, where two shadows are waiting. âI kept my promise,â he says to one of them.
I frown. Iâm about to ask him what he means when he shoves me outside. Right into someoneâs arms.
Abigailâs arms.
âOlivia!â she cries, hugging me tightly as the door slams behind me. She buries her head into my shoulder and sobs. âOh my God. I was so worried. Xan said he was going to make sure you were okay, but I didnât believe him. Iâm sorry it took so long.â
Disbelief runs through me. My friend isnât here, hugging me, is she? Am I dreaming? Did they drug my drink? Is this all a hallucination? I blink a few times, but my best friend is still holding me. She feels warm against my cold skin, comfortable, and I fold my arms around her to embrace her back.
The rock is still in my chest, but itâs lighter.
I wonât feel relief until Iâm with them. My family.
âDid they hurt you?â she questions.
âIsolated me more than anything,â I respond, no tears falling as I unravel my arms from her. âIâm fine.â
âThis is a lovely reunion.â
I turn, freezing when I see Xanderâs cousin. The other Russian who doesnât really sound Russian. Sebastian Prince stands with his foot against the wall, smoking what I assume is a joint.
âHowdy, little Vize. You look like shit.â
I rub my arms in the bitter cold. âWhatâs going on?â
He throws his hands out. âXander arranged with Adryx to get you out here. Itâs my job to get you to your father. This one wanted to tag along.â He gestures to Abigail. âA car will be here any moment.â
I want to cryâtears are building behind my eyes, but they donât fall. I wonât feel safe until Iâm in my fatherâs or Malachiâs arms.
âIs Malachi alive?â
âKind of.â
My heart crashes. âWhat does that mean?â
âYouâll know when you see him. Donât want to traumatize you any further. Did any of my dear family members hurt you?â he asks even though Abbi already did, tipping his head and blowing out poisonous smoke into the air. âYouâre a lot thinner than before. Did they not feed you?â
I crush my teeth together, a tear finally slipping free. âIs my brother okay?â
Sebastian flicks the joint away and blows the last cloud of smoke out. âWhy do you call him that?â
âAnswer the question.â
âItâs likely heâll live. Heâs in a coma.â
I cover my mouth. âOh my God.â
âGive her more than that, for fuckâs sake, Base.â Abigail shakes her head. âHeâs not in critical condition anymore.â
Sebastian glares at her for a long second then shifts his gaze to me. âHe punctured a lung when he was stabbed and was shot in the chest. The bullet missed his heart by two inches. But he lost a lot of blood and had some complications.â
Oh God. Malachi.
I swallow hard. âMy dad?â
âHe hasnât left Malachiâs side.â
I take a deep breath. âAnd my sister?â
âIs that the chatty one? Sheâs fine. She tried to put a damn spider on my face while I was asleep on the sofa. I wanted to beat the shit out of her, but I didnât think my father-in-law wouldâve approved.â He then beams. âIâm trying to convince him Iâm enough for his daughter by being a good guy.â
âYouâre married to someone else,â Abbi adds.
âThatâs irrelevant.â
Iâm starting to think he fits in well with how psychotic the Reznikov family are. Heâs a bit unhinged, and thatâs putting it mildly.
âIs my brother in hospital then?â
âNo, we have a safe house with private doctors. And please stop calling him your brother. Thatâs like my best friend fucking my girlfriend.â
âAre they siblings?â
âTwins,â he confirms.
âMe and Malachi arenât related. We just grew up together.â
He raises a brow. âDo you call him your brother while heâs fucking you?â
I close my mouth, crossing my arms to look away.
I hear him fake a gag.
Abigail huffs. âStop being dramatic,â she scolds him. âThey arenât really brother and sister, so thereâs nothing wrong with them being together.â
Thatâs the first time sheâs ever defended our relationship. I want to hug her.
âWell, despite his choice of fuck buddy, heâs a good-looking guy.â
I chew my lip in annoyance. This guy is insufferable. âHeâs my boyfriend, not a fuck buddy.â
âDoes he swing both ways?â
I turn back to stare at him, confused. âWhat?â
âHmm.â He laughs, thinking to himself, then checks his watch and huffs that theyâre still not here. âIf I didnât have a girlfriend, I reckon Iâd fuck him.â
My stare turns deadly.
He laughs again. âPossessive? Or are you genuinely scared I could steal your brother from you?â Then he grimaces. âFuck, now you even have me calling him that. Change the damn subject.â
âLeave her alone,â Abigail snaps. âI think if youââ
The door flies open to reveal Xander, looking worried. âThey know. We have a rat. Get back inside, Olivia.â His gaze lifts to Sebastian. âYour driver was shot five minutes ago. They donât know whoâs working on the outside.â Xander looks at Abbi. âGet her fucking out of here, Base.â
He swears to himself and grabs Abigail. âSorry, little Vize.â
âWhy canât we take her with us now?â
âItâs too risky,â Xander tells Abbi. âTheyâll hunt for her, and the place is crawling with guards. Leave before they catch you.â
She bites her lip, looking desperately at me as she mouths, âIâm sorry.â
They rush out of the alleyway without looking back at me.
And there goes my escape.
âIf she runs, it will detonate. Sheâll be dead within half a second.â
I pause, my eyes widening as Xander and his father discuss inserting a tracker into my arm. The attempt at getting me out last night proved that someone on the inside isnât loyal, and Igor refuses to lose me.
Which makes no sense. Iâm no one compared to all these assholes.
Today, although itâs terrible that Iâm still here, it has been a little easier to know that Malachi is definitely alive, that heâs healing, and my father, Molly, and Abigail are all okay. A weightâs been lifted from my shoulders, but that rock still sits in my chest, suffocating me with every breath because Iâm not there, waiting for Malachi to wake up.
âGet this over with,â Igor says, crossing his arms and ankles, and leaning against the kitchen counter. âWe have a meeting in an hour, and I need your plaything back in her room.â
âYouâre not putting a damn tracker inside me,â I snap, trying to step away, my back hitting one of his immovable guards. âI wonât run,â I lie.
Xander steps in front of me. âThis isnât up for debate, Olivia. Give me your fucking arm.â
My eyes desperately search around usâbut all I see are his men and Igor, waiting, staring, some chuckling to themselves as tears start to slide down my cheeks.
âPl-Please donât do this.â
Xander is putting on a show. He doesnât want anyone to know he was the one who arranged for me to get picked up outside the partyâthat Sebastian was there and about to save me from all of this. He could easily run too. If he really does have a thing going on with Abigail, then why not hide with her?
The look on her face when he barged through the doors and told me to get inside told a thousand stories. Something is going on between them. If she was smart, sheâd run in the opposite direction, and definitely not into the arms of another Reznikov like Adryx.
What is she thinking?
âDo as youâre told, or this will get ugly. Give me. Your fucking. Arm.â
âI hope when Malachi gets you, he makes it slow and painful.â
Igor huffs and shoves Xander aside, grabbing my wrist and yanking me to him. I can smell his foul breath and the cigar smoke on his clothesâboth scents infiltrate my senses, and I try not to vomit as he pulls something long and sharp from his sonâs hand.
âHow hard is it to discipline her?â he sneers at Xander. âYou have a lot to learn, boy.â Turning to me, he tightens his grip until I flinch with the pain. âIf you squirm or try to pull away, itâll hurt much more.â
I grit my teeth and look away as he slowly, so damn slowly, inserts the needle into my skinâit tears at the flesh, and warm liquid drips to the ground.
âThere,â he says, grinning as he pushes the needle in further, cutting through the muscle and depositing the tracker. âNow you have no way of running from us.â
It burns. It feels like heâs pressing nails into my flesh, but I revel in it.
If I feel this pain, even for a few minutes, I can ignore the pain and panic in my heart. Because now, no one can save me.