Chapter 46 Jenny seemed lost in thought, reminiscing. âWhen we graduated from middle school, Elton threw you a prom. You invited me. I told you I didnât have a dress or heels. You took me to your closet and told me to pick out anything I liked You helped me pick a white dress and a pair of pink heels. I felt like a princess, just like you, living in a castle. I was so excited to go to your prom that dayâ
Agnes remembered that day but also that Jenny didnât show up Agnes said. âThat day, you told me you werenât feeling well, so you didnât come.â
Jenny said, â1 was so excited that I went early. The venue was empty, except for Eltonâs setting up. I had seen him many times over the three years, but that was the first time I had ever seen him up close He was in a suit and looked like a prince from a fairy taleâ
Agnes said, âSo you fell for him at first sight, betrayed our friendship just to get closer to him?â
Jenny laughed, âDo you know the first thing Elton said to me?â
Agnes was silent Jenny said. âWhen he saw me, he walked over. I remember the anticipation: I knew he was your boy friend. I didnât have any inappropriate thoughts. I thought, since I was your best friend, I could be his friend too. But when he approached me, he frowned at me, then asked why I was wearing your clothes and shoes.â
Red faced, Jenny had replied, âAgnes lent them to me.â
Without missing a beat, Elton said, âAre you some kind of beggar? Donât you have your own clothes? These shoes are a graduation gift I worked two months to buy for Agnes. You think youâre worthy of wearing them?â
The humiliation from that day still haunted Jenny.
Jenny said, âAgnes, do you know how it feels? Itâs like Cinderella turning back into a frog after midnight. Thatâs when I knew we were from different worlds. You were living in the clouds, and I was stuck in the mud/Even when you reached out to help me, it only made me see more clearly my own inadequacies. Thatâs when I swore that one day, I would reach the top. And Iâve done it.â
There was a hint of pride in Jennyâs eyes, âCan you imagine what itâs like when Elton sleeps next to me? When the man who once looked down on me is having sex with me, itâs the greatest satisfaction. I feel like all my past humiliation have been vindicated. Even Iâm the first... the first woman heâs ever been with!â
Agnes said, âLetâs got talk about this. I donât know what Elton said to you back then, but even if he did, it doesnât justify your actions. You care too much about what others think, and youâre afraid of being looked down upon. But the freedom of your soul is more important than othersâ opinions.â
âAgnes, itâs easy for you to say that. Youâve had a privileged life. You donât know what itâs like to struggle. Have you ever had to deal with the teacher coming to your house because you couldnât pay your tuition? Have you ever been the kid with patches on clothes while everyone else was talking about limitedâedition sneakers? Have you ever had nothing but bread and cold water for lunch for an entire semester? You donât know what itâs like, so you have no right to judge me!â