Lanie âBack when | first started posting about my troubles, Charlotte said the word delicately, âI had a lot of people commenting. | read a lot of other blogs, too. | wasnât the only one in a bad situation with her Alpha, but | couldn't really find anyone who had the exact issues | did. As time went on, and | got more e answers, | stopped writing new content, but | kept the old blog up in case someone else needed to figure out what was happening to her.â
âI'm glad you did.â | snagged a fry, now cold, and chewed it carefully.
âI'm glad you found me.â She sounded sincere.
| still wasnât sure | could trust her, but | wanted to. âI think....for the first time, | can admit how.... lonely Iâve been feeling.â
Asharp bark of laughter slipped out of me, and | cut it off, embarrassed. | cut my gaze from hers. My cheeks heated.
âLonely,â | repeated under my breath. âAs if a woman with two mates can be lonely. A Luna with not one, but two Alphas. Iâm being ridiculous!â
âYou're not. None of this is normal. Nobody else can understand how it feels.â Charlotte seemed as though she meant to reach for me, but held herself back. âBelieve me, | know what itâs like to start to suspect you are not the same as everyone else. It is lonely, Lanie.â
âHow do you know so much about me?â | asked her finally.
âALuna with three mates gets people talking,â Charlotte said simply, without adding more than that.
| hated the idea of being gossiped about, but | knew she was right. We were keeping a wasnât like we were one hundred percent keeping our quartet a secret. âBut you didnât know contacted you?â
âNo. | get queries all the time from those old posts. Most of the time, | ignore them. If Iâm f a sshole that day,â she paused to chuckle, âI might send them off down a rabbit hole to some dec set up. But when you reached out to me, | could feel that you were legit. But Iâm sure you can under had to be wary. Make sure.â
âOf course.â | hesitated before adding, âThe Moon Goddess led me to you.â
â| know she did.â
but it More |
âMy mother-in-law was a powerful Luna. | admire her so much, and Iâve learned so much by watching her. But even she has never communed with the Moon Goddess the way | have.â | whispered the final words. fiercely. Charlotte might be convinced nobody here was going to pay attention to us, but | still didnât want to | broadcast us being shifters.
Except...we weren't wolf shifters. We were hybrids. Something entirely different. Not that it would matter if 1/2 âThey donât really carry pitchforks anymore,â Charlotte murmured when she saw my wild gaze darting.
around the bar.
âAre you reading my mind?â | demanded. It wouldnât have shocked me.
âOh....no. | just understand you, because Iâve been where you are. Well, except | didnât have anyone with the answers for me.
But Iâve been scared like you. Lonely, as you said.â She shrugged and gave me a sad smile. âI didnât have three good mates. |
didnât even have one good one.â
e was nearly | wanted to ask her what had happened to her Alpha, the one who'd been so cruel. If she two-hundred and fifty years old, had she been posting on the blog about events that had happened centuries before? Or had she been mated with someone more recently than that, the Alpha who hadn't been as strong? So many questions whirled in my head, but the clock kept ticking away the seconds. I'd just learned | was. going to live for a long, long time, but it already felt like time was running out.
âWhen you said nobody else was like me,â | asked, âwhat, exactly, did you mean?â
âLike | said, a lot of people were just asking questions out of curiosity. Some were trolling. You'd think the effort it takes to get on the dark web would mean people were genuinely in need, but...alas. You were asking the right questions, though.â
âSo why did you make me go through all the rigamarole?â | waved a hand in the air.
She laughed. âI have to protect myself, obviously. Youâre worried about your safety and that of your pup.
Why would you think | wouldnât be worried for myself? Not to mention that when you're as old as | am, you end up with a lot of free time to design and code disappearing websites. Sometimes, it was more like a game. With you, even though | felt like |
could trust you, | had to be sure you were willing to make the effort. And | was right, wasnât 1? Because here you are.â
âAnd you have answers for me?â
She nodded.