Gabriela Mason looked at me with both of his eyebrows raised. Then, they furrowed.
âHuh? Sto Stop her from doing what? Malachi stopped Greyson before he actually did anything bad, if thatâs what you're talking about.â
Heâd looked upset and lost in thought when | first saw him from across the room, but now he only looked. confused. Well, so was |. Was it possible that what Iâd thought Iâd seen was not what it appeared to be?
Oh, how I prayed to the Moon Goddess that was the case.
âMalachi wanted Lanie to see if she could compel someone really hard, but he wouldnât have let Greyson hurt his mate,â Mason said confidently. He took a long pull off his beer and added, âYou thought she was out of control.â
| didnât want to admit it, especially not to her mate, but | nodded. He shook his head and also leaned toward me. Mason pitched his voice low.
â| didnât like it, and | can see you don't, either,â he said. âI realize that Lanie is strong and special, And mostly, Iâm cool with that.
But Iâm not sure how Iâm feeling about all this new stuff her grandfather is throwing out at us. Especially since it seems sometimes like heâs flying by the seat of his ancient pants.â
Alaugh choked out of me at Masonâs irreverence. âSo...Lanie was doing that under the guidance of her grandfather? Not all on her own.â
âNope.â
I | leaned back in my chair with a sigh of relief that | could tell intrigued him. âIf you knew it was all part of a test, why did you end up fighting about it?â
Mason groaned and rocked back for a second. He took another drink before he answered me, and | thought | could spy a hint of red creeping up from his collar. He cut his gaze from mine when he answered.
âAfter the test, Lanie was....worked up. Which ended up being great, but after...â He coughed into his fist and didnât say more.
| laughed. âMason, | know what the four of you get up to. | donât need every last detail, believe me, but you donât have to be embarrassed about it.â
He met my eyes. âWhy have you always been so nice to me?â
This took me a second to answer. Truthfully, | wasnât not quite sure how to answer him.
âYou're my sonâs brother,â | eventually said. âWhy by the Moon would | go out of my way to be cruel?â
We both knew all the reasons why | might have found it easier to hate Mason than to be kind. We didnât really need to dissect them. | tried to let him see and feel my acceptance of him in my gaze, until finally, he nodded.
His voice was h oa rse when he replied. âThanks.â
âSo. The fight?â
Mason grumbled and ran both hands through his hair, standing it on end. He looked very much like my son when he did that...which meant there was more than a passing resemblance to their father.
For the first time in many moons, thinking of Orion didnât immediately churn my stomach. | wasnât sure I'd ever be able to find my way totally to forgiveness-heâd never have the chance to ask for it, anyway. But | could find a way to let my mind help ease the pain heâd caused in my heart.
âAfter we were finished, Xander cracked some smarta ss comment about being the only Alpha. It really rubbed me the wrong way.â
â| can see why,â | said. âHeâs my son, but even | can see that Xander sometimes speaks without fully thinking his words through.â
Mason sighed. âHe wasnât even saying it to me, or about me. It was a joke that didnât hit, | guess. Maybe | overreacted. But then, the next thing I knew, we were about to get into a beatdown with each other, and Zane stepped in to break it up.â
âHe is your Beta,â | said, but it was easy to see that Mason didnât need the reminder.
âWe both turned on him.â
âOh, no.â | shook my head. âThat's no good at all.â
Mason again scraped his hands through his hair. âI donât even know what to do about all of this. Iâve even been thinking....| donât even want to say it out loud.â
Gently, | patted his shoulder. âMason, | know Iâm not your mother, but...Iâd like to be something like a mother to y 0 you, if youâd let me. And you should be able to tell your mother anything. Okay?â
His shoulders heaved with a sigh. Whatever was on his mind was weighing heavily. When he finally s his voice was so soft that I couldn't believe Iâd heard him correctly.
âNo,â | said. âYou canât be serious.â