Gabriela The enclaveâs optometrist was a cyclops, which was a little surprising. Not only had I never met any of the famous one-eyed clan, Iâd never heard of one going into any kind of medicine.
The most Iâd known about them was that they were mountain folk who kept to themselves.
âYouâre in good hands with Dr. Alonius,â said the receptionist, a petite Fae with a cheerful smile. âHeâs been part of Brightsky almost since it began. Have a seat. Heâll be with you in just a few minutes.â
âIâve been putting this off,â I said with an embarrassed smile. âIâm not sure why.â
As I took a seat in the comfortable waiting chair, I felt the urge to run out of the office rising in me again.
It had taken everything I had to make the appointment in the first place, and now that I was here, all I could think about was how horrible it would be if something bad happened to my eyes. No matter how I tried to tell myself it was foolishness, I couldnât stop myself from imagining, over and over, that when the doctor put the lenses in front of my eyes to test my vision, the glass would break and shatter splinters into my eyeballs.
It was enough to make me run screaming from the waiting room. Only the pain in my head kept me in the chair. I knew something was going on with my vision, and I didnât want to risk it being something important.
In the office, Dr. Alonius beamed a broad smile at me. His large eye, centered in the middle of his bald forehead, shone with good humor through the single bifocal lens. I felt much more at ease.
âGo ahead, ask me,â he said as he settled himself on a rolling stool. âEveryone wants to.â
âIâm not sureâ¦..â
âWhy does a man with only one eye go into optometry?â Dr. Alonius laughed with a hearty guffaw.
âWell, the answer, my friend, is that when you only have one, you want to be extra sure you take good care of it. I decided I wanted to do the same for as many others as I could.â
âYouâre making me feel a lot better,â I admitted. âIve been having some weird anxiety about my eyes. I know an eye exam shouldnât hurt, and yetâ¦â
âNo fear. Iâve got you.â Dr. Alonius scooted forward to begin the exam.
It wasnât the first time Iâd had my eyes examined. Wolves donât tend to need glasses until we get much older, but a number of years ago Iâd suddenly had a flare up of strange vision anomalies that felt very much like what had been going on lately. I told the doctor about them when he rolled his stool out of the way after heâd finished the exam.
âI canât see anything going on, so I can set your mind at ease about problems with your eyes themselves. As for needing a prescription,youâve got superb vision, Gabriela. No need for glasses. Not even readers.â The doctor tilted his head to study me. His expression was calm, but his brow furrowed in concern. âHave you seen the Brightsky medical staff about the headaches?â
A âShould I?â
âIf youâre truly concerned, butâ¦â He coughed lightly into his fist. âLook, itâs a bit out of line for me even to say anything, so feel free to put me in my place. But is it possible youâre havingâ¦anxiety attacks?â
My eyes went wide, and my eyebrows went up.
Way up. âAnythingâs possible.â
âItâs just that I know you and your family have had some hardships to deal with. All of that tension could lead to headaches and changes in your vision. I do want to relieve you, though. I can see nothing to worry about with your eyes themselves.â
I was relieved, and let out a breath Iâd been holding while I waited to hear the verdict on my vision. It stuttered out of me on a flurry of soft giggles that grew louder, until I had to clap a hand over my mouth to hold them back. After a moment, Dr. Alonius joined me. The two of us laughed hard for a minute more before we tapered into a comfortable silence.
âThat was unexpected,â he said with another bright grin.
liked this man. He had a calming, easy demeanor and gentle way about him that was so different than Orion had ever been. I blushed, realizing Iâd been staring.
âIâll walk you out,â Dr. Alonius said as he stood and offered me his hand.
I took it. His was so much bigger that it fully engulfed mine. He squeezed mine gently before letting it go.
âMaybe I should get your number,â he said quietly as we stared at each other. âJust in case,I mean.
Um, if any of these readings turn out to beâ¦um⦠of concern. I could call you.â
I couldnât hold back my smile. âIâd like that.â
With a spring in my step, I headed back home.
For the first time in what felt like an entire lifetime, it felt like I might actually have a good future ahead of me. A home here in Brightsky.
Friends.
The possibility of something even more.
Happiness.