Chapter 471
Stella âWhat are you two up to?â
I turned toward my momâs voice as she approached us with a smile. She looked so much more relaxed here in Constantine than she did when we were living in Brightsky. My Abba and I shared a quick look of mutual understanding before he got up off the bench to greet her with a hug and a kiss.
I watched them wistfully, but with some hope brewing inside me. My fatherâs suggestion that I use my shapeshifting skills to change my appearance was a wild ideaâ¦but one that I really hoped would work.
It was also something I wasnât sure I wanted to tell my mom about. I figured sheâd worry about me.
And I definitely knew that Dad would lose his mind over the idea of me going out into the world.
Papa might be okay with it, but for now, Abba and I shared another look that said he was going to help me keep my secret.
After all, it was just a small one.
Right?
âMason? Stella?â Mom frowned, looking from him to me and back again. âWhatâs up? Everything okay?â
The edge of worry in her voice made me sad. I didnât want her to fret, especially not here in the packlands, where we were all supposed to be happy. I stood up to give her a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
âEverythingâs great, Mama. Weâre just getting used to being settled. Thatâs all. And Abba says he stayed up too late last night.â
He hadnât actually said that aloud, but Iâd sensed it in him.
Abba laughed and slipped his arm around my momâs waist. âI must be getting old. Canât party like I used to back in the olden days at Stillwood, when I was a young, single, rogue wolfâ¦â
Mom smacked his arm playfully. âUh huh. Keep talking about how it was back when you were young and single, and you might find yourself single again!â
He laughed and pulled her close for another kiss. âNever.â
They hugged and kissed before my mom turned back to me again. âThe twins are still sleeping, but I thought after they woke up that we could all take a little trip downtown? They need new shoes, and honestly, we could all use a bit of a new wardrobe, donât you think?â
Weâd brought hardly anything with us from Brightsky, and although I figured my mom probably had some clothes and personal belongings here in the Alphaâs mansion, sheâd also been a very different person when she left here. Hardly more than a kid, I realized now with a start. Sure, sheâd been mated to my dad and papaâ¦pregnant with meâ¦
âLittle star?â
I shook off my thoughts and smiled at her. âYes, Mama?â
âYou looked so far away,â my mom said. âYou donât have to go shopping in town if you donât want to.
We could order things to be delivered. I didnât think about what it would be like for you to go out in public, Iâm sorry.â
I shot Abba another look. âI canât hide away here, Mama. If I want the pack to accept me, I have to go out among them. Itâll be okay.â
âAre you sure?â She looked concerned.
I nodded firmly. âIâm sure.â
She still looked hesitant but let go of Abba and stepped away. âIâm going to grab some breakfast and check in with the staff. I havenât had much chance to be the acting Luna here, so I want to get started on that right away. But as soon as the twins get up and I can get some food into them, Iâll be ready to go shopping.â
âI can be ready then. Abba and I are just being lazy.â
âIâd say you both deserve it,â Mom said. She kissed his cheek again, stretching up on her tiptoes to do it. âWhat are you up to today, my love?â
âIâm sure Xander has a bunch of meetings lined up for us. Other than that, just getting the lay of the land. He said heâd take me on a driving tour of the packlands,â Abba told her.
My mom chuckled. âSounds like itâs back to work for all of us. Stella, Iâll see you in a bit.â
When sheâd left us alone again, Abba turned to me. âYou donât want to tell your mom about my idea?â
âI want to see what itâs really like today when we go to town. Maybe I wonât even have to do what you suggested.â I sounded hopeful, but I knew that wasnât going to be the case. âBut, can we plan it out anyway?â
He grinned. âOf course.â
We spoke quickly, in hushed tones. Abba had the best ideaâthat I should say I was a rogue wolf whoâd arrived in Constantine because I heard that it was becoming a sanctuary. Iâd be just one of many new faces joining the pack, so I wouldnât stand out. I could get to know the current pack members and anyone else who showed up, too.
I picked the name Elleah Whitehaven because it sounded pretty to me, and Abba assured me it was a fine name for a rogue because it didnât tie to any current packs.
Now, all I had to do was decide what I was going to look like.