When I stand in front of Posey, she has a serious expression on her face.
âYou know how to be around kids, right? Sheâs so young and I trust you, otherwise thereâs no way I would ever leave her alone with you, but do you know how to handle kids? What to do if sheâs hungry? Or if she falls and scrapes her knee?â Poseyâs voice is low and she sounds like a mom. âYou have to hold her hand when you walk outside. At all times. And she only eats fries and peanut butter crackers.â
I nod. âFries and peanut-butter crackers at all times. Hold hand. Donât let her fall down. Sheâs too young to write my essays for me. Got it.â I grin at her and she sighs, smiling at me.
âYouâre sure?â she asks again.
âPositive.â
âCall me if you need anything,â she says.
I nod and promise her over and over that everything will be fine. I donât tell her that my phone is at my apartment, but Iâm going straight there, and telling her that I wonât be reachable until Iâm home will only make her more panicky, if thatâs possible.
Posey explains to Lila that sheâs going to work for a little bit, then come to my house and pick her up. Lila doesnât seem to mind one bit.
When I say goodbye to Aiden, I notice a deep purple mark on the side of his neck, just above the collar of his shirt. My stomach turns a little, and I try not to picture the type of women he brings home.
During the walk to my apartment, Lila holds my hand and points to and names every bus, van, and ambulance as they pass. Any car with lights on it qualifies as an ambulance in her book.
The walk is quick and sheâs chatty, though itâs hard to make out some of her words. As I look around, it seems like there are a ton of women out and about today. Either that, or women really do pay more attention to men with kids. Iâve gotten more smiles and more hiâs in the last twenty minutes than I have since I moved here. Weird. Itâs like in that movie with the dog, where Owen Wilsonâs friend uses his puppy to get attention from women.
Probably best I donât compare kids to puppies, though.
When we reach my building, I let Lila press the button on the elevator and I count the seconds as it climbs to my floor. I really hope Nora is still here.
The TV is on when we walk through the door. Tessa is still on the couch, her hair pulled on top of her head. She still looks tired when sits up to greet our guest. Sheâs sitting alone, I notice immediately.
âWell, hi,â she says with a smile for Lila.
Lila waves and pulls her blue car from the pocket of her tiny jeans.
âThis is Poseyâs little sister. Iâm keeping an eye on her for the next hour and a half or so.â
This seems to wake her up a little. She beams and waves at Lila. âWhatâs your name?â
Lila doesnât answer. She just sits down on the floor and starts rolling her car around our printed rug, making little noises as she drives the car along the lines.
âSheâs adorable,â Tessa observes.
I nod in agreement. âIâm going to put my phone on the charger and run to the bathroom. Can you watch her for a minute?â
I try not to make it obvious when I scan the room for Nora for the second time.
âOf course,â Tessa says, and I go into my room and plug in my phone.
My bed isnât made and my laptop is open on the floor next to it. Good thing I didnât step on it when I was rushing around this morning. I wait a minute or two for my phone to turn on so I can text Posey and tell her that we made it just fine. No falls. No problems whatsoever.
But when my phone turns on, I see I have a text from Nora:
Please donât tell Tessa anything. She doesnât need the drama right now :/