do.â She pokes at her leg and I get distracted by a small freckle in the center of her thigh.
Her shorts are so short, and my eyes follow the freckle, up to another one, to another one. Itâs like the brown speckles have aligned perfectly to form a trail to the edge of her shorts. Itâs only human nature to follow the dots.
She turns slightly and looks at her own ass and thighs. âBut I like to keep some things the way they are.â
Iâm sweating.
I may pass out from the rise in temperature induced by the pushing of her ass out slightly, subtly. And because now Iâm staring at the back of her thighs. Her hand grabs a chunk of her own flesh of her ass and she looks at me.
I look away, I have to.
I should speak.
I should say something cool back to her.
Problem is, I canât think of anything remotely cool to say, and I donât want her to think that Iâm thinking that sheâs thinking . . .
Dammit, Iâm overthinking again.
âEspecially when I bake for a living and a hobby,â she continues, as if she had not just discombobulated my brain. âI would rather go without Wi-Fi than sweets.â She turns back to me, and somehow I manage to not return to the freckles on the front of her thighs.
Her declaration is serious and I can tell by the way sheâs bugging her eyes out and pursing her lips that she means business.
I almost pretend that Iâm one of those trendy techy people who immediately ask for the Wi-Fi password wherever they go, but after last night, I donât have the energy to pretend much of anything.
âYou make it sound like this is life or death,â I tease.
She grins at me wholeheartedly . . . and then I make a U-turn in our conversation: âSecond thing, part B: if you want to talk about Dakota, we can.â
Nora shoots me an annoyed glare. I ignore it. I want her to know that Iâm not one of those guys who doesnât tell you whatâs on his mind and makes you guess, and by the time you figure it out, youâve already forgotten what the problem was in the first place. That guy is not me.
I was raised by a single mom, and I credit her for my communication skills.
I donât just swallow half-truths, and I donât give them out. I wouldnât just leave with my ex and not want to explain everything to the girl I was actually on a date with. I donât want her to create this version of me that she thinks she knows. I want her to base her opinion of me on facts and good experiences.
But so far, I havenât given her a great example of what type of man I am. I wipe out the pan and spray the nonstick spray onto the nonstick surface. Neither product actually works completely, but still, only half of my meals get stuck to the bottom of the pan. Thatâs a win, the way things go for me.
âCome on,â I say, trying to guide her into the conversation.
Nora eyes me tentatively. âSince I get the feeling that you arenât going to let this go, Iâll talk about how insane it is that sheâs my roommate and youâre Tessaâs roommate. Talk about a small fucking world.â
She tilts her head back and shakes it.
It is such a small worldâtoo small, if you ask me. Iâm so curious as to how it could be possible that my ex-girlfriend ended up rooming with my . . . friend Nora.
âHow did you meet her? If sheâs in the ballet academy and youâre a bakerââ
Noraâs neck rolls and she holds up her hand. âIâm not a baker. Iâm a chef.â
Her tone lets me know that she gets that a lot and she doesnât care for the generalization. Oops.
âAnyway,â Nora continues, âmy old roommate from college, Maggy, posted an online ad for a third. Dakota showed up one day with one bag around her arm and the biggest attitude Iâve ever seen.â
I can tell by the face sheâs making that she regrets saying this in front of me. âNo offense,â she