I donât think she wants to hear about my actual experience.
I donât think Iâd want to tell her.
Itâs kind of like when people ask âHow are you?â and really only want you to say âfine.â Any further explanation makes them uncomfortable.
âI didnât get to go to a real high school. I went to a small private school near Seattle. It was awful,â Nora says, surprising me with another small glimpse into who she is.
âMy school was awful, too,â I admit.
Nora regards me with a skeptical look. âI bet you were one of the popular kids. You played sports, didnât you?â
I nearly laugh at the idea of me being a popular kid.
A jock? Me? Not even close.
âNot quite.â My cheeks get red. I can feel it. âI wasnât anything, really. I wasnât cool enough to be popular, but I wasnât smart enough to be considered a nerd. I was just in that middle ground where no one gave a shit about me. I was chubby then, so I got teased when the popular kids got bored with their usual prey. But honestly, I didnât realize how bad my high school was until I moved to Washington halfway through my senior year. My experience in Washington was so different.â
Nora walks over to the utility closet and grabs the broom and dustpan. She starts to sweep the floor and I prepare to fill the silence with more ramblings about my high school days as I wet a paper towel and clean the rest of the counter.
âNothing is worse than a bunch of assholes who peak in high school,â she observes.
I bark out a little laugh. âThatâs one of the truest things Iâve ever heard.â
âI guess I wasnât missing much,â Nora says, her eyes distant. She has that expression on her face again, the one that looks like sheâs grown bored.
âDid you always want to be a pastry chef?â I ask. The sugar is close to being cleaned up now, but I donât want the conversation to end. I almost wish there was another bag of something for me to accidentally dump on the floor.
Iâve never heard Nora talk this much before, aside from her and Tessa gushing over the two boys kissing on that demon-hunting show Tessaâs obsessed with. Usually, Iâm never a part of their conversations, Iâm in my room studying or at work when sheâs here, and now that we are alone and sheâs being uncharacteristically chatty, I want to gather in as many words as sheâs willing to say.
She moves the broom across the tile floor and looks over at me. âThanks for remembering not to call me a baker. And no, I actually wanted to be a surgeon. Like my dad and his dad and his dad.â
A surgeon?Thatâs the last thing I expected her to say.
âReally?â
âDonât be so surprised. Iâm actually very intelligent.â She cocks her head to the side and I decide that I really like her playful attitude. Itâs different from Dakotaâs, not as harsh or as hard.
Dakota.
I havenât thought about her once in the last thirty minutes, and her name sounds foreign inside my head.
Does that make me a bad guy? Naked with her one minute, not thinking about her the next.
Is she sitting at home, waiting for me to call her?
. . . Somehow, I doubt that.
âIâm not doubting that.â I raise a sugary hand to her. âI just thought you would say something more . . . art-related.â
Nora regards me with a thoughtful look on her face. âHmm, why is that?â