Zane yawns so wide I can look down his throat all the way to his lungs. He runs a hand through his dark hair and it flops back over his forehead.
A bunch of cheerleaders giggle. Each of them look at Zane as if his mere existence is enough reason to get on their knees and worship him. Even when heâs not trying, my twin can plow through half the female population.
The cheerleaders are sending smiles my way too, but Iâm not looking back. My eyes are intent on the horizon, waiting for a pair of long, pale legs to clamor down the sidewalk.
I check my phone again.
Cadeyâs late.
âYou can still smell the sulfur,â Finn mumbles.
I glance behind me and notice my brother lounging on the stairs. One leg is propped on the railing and the other is so long that it touches three steps below us. An e-reader is in his hands.
âFrom the fire.â His sharp brown eyes slide toward me. âYou can still smell it.â
I firm my lips and look away.
âThey rebuilt as much as they could, but itâs not like they could hide everything. Some damages are there for life.â Zane stretches, long arms reaching over his head. âWhat the hell are we even doing at school today? We should have taken a page out of Solâs book and slept in, but nooo.
insisted on coming.â
âDutch has his reasons,â Finn says knowingly.
I pull out my phone and call Cadence again.
Nothing.
Damn it.
Why the hell does this girl not answer? Did she think I was joking when I told her to pick up my calls?
I have important things to ask her. Like⦠is she okay? Did she and Vi smooth things over after I left last night?
And what the hell was that talk about a corpse?
âMaybe she doesnât want to see you,â Finn says, not lifting his eyes from his tablet.
âWhy wouldnât she want to see him?â Zane scoffs. âHe went to that dumpster of a neighborhood to look for her sister and convinced us to join him.â He gestures between himself and Finn. âShe should be kissing his feet in gratitude.â
âIâm sure Dutch has other ideas on where she can kiss him.â Finn clicks a button to turn his âpageâ.
âTotally.â Zane smirks.
I whirl around and send my brothers a frigid glare. âCan it.â
Finn shrugs, unperturbed.
Zane studies me. âUntwist your granny panties. Weâre just joking around.â
I grunt and pace the front steps.
âFinn? Caveman translation please?â
âHe slept with her and now heâs hooked,â Finn mumbles, eyes still on the tablet.
I freeze.
Zane does too. âBro.â
I give my brother a stunned look.
âDid Jinx tell you?â I growl.
âI donât care enough to pay Jinx for that information.â Finn rolls his eyes. âIt was all over your face when you came back home⦠the next morning.â
I flinch. Oh right.
Zane covers his mouth, eyes wide. âThat night after she trashed our practice room⦠were you and Brahmsâ¦damn! No wonder you said we didnât have to get her back. Youâd already taken the price.â
I scowl.
Zane slaps me on the back. âAbout time.â
I knock his hand off.
âWait,â he scrunches his nose, âwhy are you so anxious to see her? Girls are usually the ones acting clingy after seâah!â
I grab his shirt collar. âIf you keep flapping your mouth, Iâll stick my fist in it.â
Zane chuckles. âTry it and see what happens.â
I wheel my hand back.
âEnough, Zane. Go easy on him.â
âWhy should I?â
âDonât you see heâs been rejected?â Finn unfolds himself from the steps and tilts his neck from side to side, massaging the kinks. His eyes meet mine when he straightens. âFor the first time in his life, Dutch genuinely cares about someone and that person would rather die than be involved with him.â
My anger surges.
My cheeks burn.
I release Zane and swing at Finn.
He blocks me with one hand and looks at me with bored eyes. âCompose yourself. Your womanâs walking toward us.â
Immediately, I whirl around.
Finnâs right.
Cadence is stalking toward Redwood Prep. Sheâs wearing one of her old uniformsâthe really short skirt with the white top. I pause for a moment and glance over her, noticing her big brown eyes rimmed with dark purple circles of exhaustion.
What the hell happened?
How do I fix it for her?
Who do I have to kill to make her smile?
Behind me, I hear Finn sigh.
âDad is trying to take over Redwood and Sol tried to burn the whole thing down, but one guy canât take his eyes off the new girl, and the other is in love with our step-sister. Weâre screwed.â
At once, Zaneâs smile collapses.
The air gets tense.
I can feel a fight brewing.
Turning to my brothers, I speak confidently. âWeâll handle dad. And Miss Jamieson, sheâ¦â My eyes flick to Zane and back. âItâs not like sheâs a biological sisterââ
âForget it.â Zane knocks into my shoulder as he heads down the stairs.
âClass is that way,â Finn says.
Zane flips us off. âIâm going back home. And Iâm taking the car.â
Cadence nods at him as he passes.
My twin nods back and disappears around the bend.
Finn tucks his tablet under his arms. âIâll be in the library. Iâm not feeling classes today either.â
Finn greets Cadence, just as Zane did.
Itâs a high honor to be acknowledged by either of them, but especially Finn. Brahms doesnât run in our circles and we all tend to ignore other peopleâespecially girls weâve already slept withâitâs easier to keep them away. But Cadence is different. Sheâs important to me and that means sheâs important to my brothers too.
Even if Zane, Finn and I fight like sumo wrestlers, we know whatâs important.
Family.
Itâs a meaty thought, but I donât have time to dwell on it because Cadence Cooper walks right past me.
As if I havenât been standing here waiting for her all morning.
As if I havenât blown up her phone.
As if sheâs got no idea that sheâs been the only thing on my mind since I first laid eyes on her.
As if I can freaking breathe without having her close to me.
The.
Hell.
Is.
That?
âTake one more step and see what happens,â I drawl. My voice is calm, easy. But beneath it is a layer of steel that stops her in her tracks.
She whirls around, her dark ponytail long enough to whip me in the face. Brown eyes brim with fury. The sight of it reminds me of the days when every mouthy response from her made me want to smash her into a nearby locker and drop her skirt to her ankles.
That defiance of hers always did something to me.
Made my blood pound with frustration. With need.
Now, it just worries me.
Somethingâs wrong.
And screwing her wonât get to the bottom of it.
No matter how loudly my straining pants is screaming the opposite.
Iâve only had shallow flings with girls before. I donât know much about dating, but I know that screwing like rabbits isnât enough to keep a relationship alive.
Or else dad wouldnât be such a massive freaking disappointment as a husband and father.
If anyone has a hard time keeping it in his pants, itâs him.
Musical chimes rush through Redwood Prep.
Our last warning.
âClass is about to start,â Cadence says. She averts her gaze and stares straight ahead.
I clench my jaw and swallow the words back.
Zane was right. I acting like one of those girls who beg me to call them again after Iâm through taking what I want.
This isnât me.
I donât cling.
I donât plead.
I make demands and I take what belongs to me.
And this girl, sheâs mine.
Itâs only a matter of time before she accepts it.
Tilting my chin up, I walk until Iâm beside her and then I walk ahead of her. When she doesnât follow me, I turn back.
Cadence eyes me warily.
I beckon her with my fingers. âI thought you didnât want to be late for class.â
She scoffs and stalks past me, her skirt flaring around her upper thighs and almost flashing a butt cheek. My fingers tingle, eager to palm that stretch of skin, but I dip my hand into my pocket instead and follow her to the classroom.
She throws angry eyes over her shoulder. âWhat are you doing?â
âGoing to school.â
âYouâre not even this class.â
âOf course Iâm in this class.â I scowl at her and open the door so she can walk through. âI just donât attend.â
She makes a disbelieving sound in her throat.
When we step inside, the algebra teacher stops mid-sentence.
I motion for him to continue his lecture.
He goes red and stammers out the rest of his lesson.
Cadence heads down the row of desks but, when she sees that her usual chair is already occupied, she tightens her fingers around her book bag and turns the other way.
I watch the punk in her seat smirk as if he won something and my blood pumps faster. How dare this bastard take my womanâs chair and gloat about it?
I grab Brahmâs elbow to keep her in place.
She glances at me, her eyebrows pinched.
Wordlessly, I lead her to the chair she usually occupies. Why the hell should she walk away? Why the hell isnât she demanding what she wants? She always freaking sits here. Since that first day of algebra, sheâs always taken a seat in the back.
No freaking way is that changing.
Not while Iâm around.
Cadence realizes what Iâm doing and her eyes widen. She pushes at my hand. âDutch, Iâm fine. Iâll sit somewhere else.â
âYou.â I point to the punk.
He trembles like an idiot. Now isnât the time to be scared. He should have thought twice before acting smug.
âDutch,â Cadence hisses.
In the background, the math teacher is droning on about calculus.
I tune them both out.
Pointing a finger, I draw an imaginary line from the first chair in the row to his. âThis all belongs to her.â I jut my thumb at Cadence. âNo one sits here until she decides what chair she feels like occupying that day. Understood?â
âDutch!â Cadence is whispering, but she might as well shout her objections.
The kid hops to his feet, grabbing his bag to his chest. In his haste to get away, his books fly out of his unzipped backpack and thud to the ground.
Silence falls.
Everyone in class stares at us.
The kidâs face turns red and he scrambles to put his books away.
Cadence drops to her knees to help him.
My eyebrows knot. I reach down to grab her hand and haul her up.
âGet off!â She snarls.
My eyes widen.
Cadence gives the kid his books back, mumbles an apology (for what, I have no freaking idea) and shoots me a glare so frigid, it would make Siberia feel like a Caribbean cruise.
I gesture to the seat she usually likes, indicating that she should take it.
Cadence pulls her lips into her mouth as if sheâs trying not to curse me to space and back. She whirls around sharply and takes the only unoccupied seat at the front of the class.
The hell?
She never sits at the front.
Someone laughs at the obvious rejection, but that chortle ends quickly when I send a frigid stare his way. No one dares to even breathe after that.
Reaching deep for patience, I point to the chair right behind hers. Itâs occupied but I give exactly damns.
I watch as the kid flees in a heartbeat and I calmly slide into the chair behind Cadence. She knows Iâm behind her. I can tell by the way she clenches her little fists. By the way her neck tenses. But she refuses to turn around.
Fine by me.
I donât care either way.
Slouching in my chair, I focus on whatâs really important. Cadence. From this point, all I can see is her shiny brown hair spilling out of her high ponytail. Small tendrils are out around her cheeks.
I remember how it felt sliding past my fingers. Long and silky. Carrying the fragrance of fruity shampoo. If I lean closer, I can catch a whiff of it now.
Damn.
Sheâs sexy as hell from the back too.
I content myself with watching her and I donât feel the time fly.
Itâs not until the musical chimes sing through the room that I realize class is over.
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