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âAnan, I missed you so much. Did you miss me?â
Hearing his gentle voice, Zhao Anan burst into tears. She felt so wronged. She bit him hard and hit him while crying.âI hate you so much, donât touch me! Iâm so confused, what should I do, what should I do!â
She wanted to be with Mu Qing forever. What should she do?
She didnât want to leave. What should she do?
She missed Mu Qing so much, otherwise she would not have sneaked into his house.
But she didnât dare to think about him. As long as she thought about him, she couldnât control herself!
When would this endless torment and torture end?
Who could understand the pain in her heart?
She had been chased by the god of death all this time. Who could understand the panic and fear of facing death at all times?
Every time she went for a check-up, she would pretend as if nothing had happened, but who knew how scared she was?
She was also a human, and she was also afraid of death.
Zhao Anan wrapped her arms around Mu Qingâs neck and started to cry like a child.
Mu Qing was frightened. He didnât know why she suddenly started crying.
Zhao Anan rarely cried. She was a cheerful person and didnât care about the small things. She lived a happy life every day.
So every time she cried, Mu Qing felt that the sky was falling down.
He didnât know if it was because of what he had done or if it was because she was reminded of something sad. He held Zhao Anan tightly and admitted his mistake.âAnan, Iâm sorry, Iâm sorry. Donât cry, itâs my fault. You can hit me or scold me, but donât cry, okay? When you cry, my heart aches. When you touch it, my heart breaks. â
Zhao Anan didnât listen to anything but kept crying.
She would not shed tears in front of Zhao Zhao and Zhao Fu. But for some reason, she was more vulnerable in front of Mu Qing. His arms made her feel like a child, and she could cry freely to release all the pent-up emotions that she had been suppressing.
Maybe it was because Mu Qing pampered her too much, that she was so fearless in front of him.
âAnan, I love you, I love you very much, donât you know that? If itâs possible, Iâm willing to die for you. As long as you can live on safely, Iâm willing to do anything. Donât be angry, okay?â
Mu Qing had forgotten all of Shangguan ningâs advice and said everything that was in his heart.
Zhao Anan knew that Mu Qing wasnât joking. He really valued her life more than his own.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
She felt much better. At least, Mu Qing cared about her so much and was willing to share her pain.
Her face was full of tears, which made Mu Qing feel bad. He took the T-shirt that Zhao Anan had taken off and wiped her tears and snot.
âYou dirtied my clothes. What should I wear later?â Zhao Anan sobbed.
She was already crying so much, yet she still had the time to worry about her clothes! It seemed that there was nothing wrong with her at all. She was just crying in his arms because of the grievances that women had.
Mu Qing had been worried for nothing. He had thought that she was crying because she had found out that her cancer had relapsed.
Mu Qing heaved a sigh of relief. His handsome face was covered in sweat.
He was really frightened.
âDonât worry, I have a lot of clothes for you. You can change into one later. If you really can ât, Iâll buy you some. Donât cry, your eyes are already swollen. If someone sees you, you wonât be able to explain yourself. â
It worked on Zhao Anan and she stopped crying immediately.
Otherwise, he would not be able to explain himself if his eyes were swollen and his grandmother saw him.
Mu Qing wiped her face clean and kissed her gently.
âSilly girl, whatâs there to cry about? Donât be afraid, Iâm here for you. You must remember that no matter what happens, I will always be by your side. You are not allowed to bear everything alone. If anything happens, you must tell me. â
Zhao Anan realized what Mu Qing was talking about after a while.
What he meant was that if her condition relapsed, she had to tell him.
However, he was the last person she wanted to tell.
Because he was definitely going to die of pain and worry.
How could she bear to let him worry and suffer?
Zhao Anan didnât say anything. She was thinking that she didnât say âokayâ because she didnât agree. It would be better for Mu Qing not to know if anything happened to her in the future.
Mu Qing knew what she was thinking. She didnât say anything, which meant that she was trying to hide it from him. Otherwise, she would have said,âsure, I will tell you.â
He didnât force Zhao Anan to agree. If that day really came, he would know about it even if Zhao Anan didnât tell him anything.
Now, she was right beside him, in his arms. He didnât want to do anything. Just holding her like this was enough to satisfy him.
He had been too anxious just now and should not have forced her to do that kind of thing.
Mu Qing put the underwear back on for her and then lay down beside Zhao Anan. He held her in his arms and put his chin on her forehead, talking to her in a low voice.
âWhy did you come to find me today?â
Judging from Zhao Ananâs personality, she would not come to him just because she missed him. Besides, Mu Qing was not sure if Zhao Anan really missed him.
Zhao Anan opened her mouth but didnât say anything.
Mu Qing smiled and asked in a gentle voice, âYouâre afraid that Iâll get together with another woman? Youâre afraid that Iâll marry someone else, so youâre here to see if I have any other women?â
âNo!â Zhao Anan denied it subconsciously.
Mu Qing knew that this was not the reason. He had asked this question to tell Zhao Anan what he was thinking.
âI wonât marry anyone else. Anan, youâre the only one in my heart. I canât take anyone else in.â
Mu Qing said this in a relaxed tone, but there was an unspeakable determination in his voice. Zhao Ananâs heart skipped a beat.
âNo other woman will come to my place, only you.â
Zhao Anan raised her eyes and looked at Mu Qing. The affection and gentleness in his eyes only belonged to her.
âYou listen.â
Mu Qing put Zhao Ananâs hand on his chest so that he could feel her heartbeat.
âI said I love you in my heart.â
As he said this, he took Zhao Ananâs wrist with his other hand to check her pulse.
âYour pulse is beating so fast. From a professional doctorâs point of view, itâs either thereâs something wrong with your heart, or youâre attracted to me, which caused your blood flow to accelerate. Thatâs why your pulse is beating so strongly.â
âFrom the body to the mind, everything points to one thing.â
Mu Qing paused for a second and continued,âYou love me, Anan.â