âItâs already been a year.â
I tried everywhere to find him, but it was a failure.
I let out a deep sigh in my chair.
Where the hell are he hiding?
Or has it not the timing yet?
knock, knock.
âYound lady, the Count is calling.â
Whatâs going on in the early morning?
I hate to admit my father, who looks down at me with an expressionless face, looks just like me.
Itâs natural because his blood runs in my body, but it didnât feel right to me that he look down with a face similar to mine.
âWhy call me all of a sudden?â Come to think of it, I donât think Iâve ever talked to him face to face.â
I got down on the chair and brushed off my clothes.
I had to get rid of anything that was worth picking on.
When I ran into him by chance, his slow-moving eyes seemed to see right through me. Edgarâs eyes gave me goosebumps every time I look at them.
âCanât we not go?â
I peeped through the open door and looked at Diria.
It would appear that a child without fail is complaining. But I really didnât want to see that human in the morning.
Moreover, wouldnât it be suspicious if a person who has never called me out, called meal of a sudden?
âYoung lady, there must be a reason why the Count called you. Itâs the first time! He might have been interested.â
âThatâs what I mean. Heâs not interested, so why is he looking for me all of a sudden?â
Diria looked sorry for me as I grumbled.
Do I look like a crooked child because Iâm not affectionate?
âIâm just wondering is it because I did something I wasnât supposed to.â
âUmmmâ¦â¦. Maybe itâs because youâve been going out a lot lately?â
âDid you tell him?â
âNo wayâ
Diria shrugged. If itâs not her, then the knights are the obvious answer.
I looked at the knights with a sad expression.
I think it is them, looking at the way they avoid my gaze.
âYou guys are so mean to meâ
I went to the city once or twice a week to find Leon.
It was to buy what he wanted, but he didnât impose any restrictions.
Because he wasnât even interested in me, he didnât say anything whatever I did.
I walked around comfortably because you guys said youâd keep it a secret!
It is clear what the knights hinted at, they were bothered with the frequent outings.
âHow about going out more comfortably with the Countâs permission?â
âHe wouldnât care.â
I walked around and stood in front of the door.
Who am I suffering for?
I wouldnât have died if my father didnât put me between Zenith and Leon.
I donât have a companion, and I will die at such a young age.
At the hands of Delder Cavezer, he dies brutally on the terrace of the banquet hall.
I just got punished.
But why should I be punished along with my father? This is a bit unfair!
Delder Cavezer, the Crown Prince of this country. He loved his half-sister Janice Abel Botina.
It wasnât that kind of âI knew and loved my sisterâ from the beginning.
Delder fell in love with Janice, whom he met by chance, and secretly developed an unrequited love. Then, when Janice came as a princess, he was very angry.
Because his love couldnât come true. But he seems to have been a friendly second male lead.
He loved the female lead and decided to support the happiness of the two. I shouldnât have existed on that road.
Because he thought I was the one who would block their flowery path at any time.
Considering what my father did, I had no choice but to do so.
He secretly imported and sold various drugs, pioneered the slave market, and formed alliances with other countries that could rival the imperial family.
Of course, this was a secret to others.
My father set up an information bussines and did things that seemed normal on the outside.
The scale of the bussiness was large, and he was able to live so far because he did not give taxes or gaps to the royal family.
If all of this gets caught⦠It wonât be strange if the neck falls off right now.
âWhatâs with the bloodline? weâre an enemyâ
Letâs run away, but where am I going?
I fumbled with my little hand.
My heart raced as if it was about to explode at the thought of meeting each other after a long time.
Now that itâs like this, Iâm going to ask it confidently.
With the slow opening door, I entered the office grimly.
I saw a man with red hair and blue eyes like me.
âWhat the damn thing.â
He smiled ridiculously at me as he opened the door and walked in.
âIt looks like a stray cat is here.â
A stray cat? A stray cat?
The word that he uttered when he saw me face to face for the first time was quite shocking.
He picked up at my bewildered expression and said with a smile.
The cold, sunken eyes glanced at me quickly every day without fail.
âYou must have something to tell me.â
A lot, a lot. I took off my clenched mouth and shouted.
âHey, you fool!â
Everyone froze on the spot upon hearing my words.
His brow wriggled and twisted.
âAhâ¦â¦ this is not it.â
I closed my mouth in a hurry. However, I couldnât pick up the words that had already gone out of my mouth.
With Diriaâs pale face, everyoneâs eyes turned to me.
âYes, I know.â
That guy called Father put down the pen in his hand. His expression is quite funny as he looked at me.
âThatâs not it.â
âWhat is itâ¦Youâd like to say to me.â
He didnât say anything.
I was just thankful that he didnât lose his mind and telling me what was wrong.
âLetâs stop talking to each other!â
âWhy should I do that?â
âEven if you donât like it, Iâm your blood. I didnât open my eyes to this world because I wanted to be born.â
You shouldnât have sown the seeds if you hated me so much.
Itâs your responsibility that I was born.
Iâm leaving you alone. I wonât say anything, so I want you to leave me alone.
My fatherâs expression was subtly twisted upon hearing my bold words.
âOh, my lady.â
Diria stopped me in a hurry, but the mouth that burst didnât intend to stop.
âIf youâre going to stop me from going out!â
âItâs dangerous, so Iâll add more knights. it would be troublesome if you die somewhere.â
Youâre so sweet.
I huffed at Edgarâs words, put my hand on my waist and glared.
I wanted to punch him in the way that he was annoyed as if he wanted me to die.
âIsnât it easier if I die?â
âItâs different with you die in my hands.â
I, I!
âOnce a week. Nothing more.â
ââ¦Really?â
I asked back with a suspicious look.
Should I trust someone who may cheat somewhere else that easily?
My father nodded. He stared at me with his eyes wide open and tapped the desk with a pen.
âWhy? You donât like it even if I say yes, right?â
âNo! Is that why you called me?â
âYeah, it doesnât look very good to be sneaking around like a stray cat. Youâre a kid whoâs only six years old. Keep in mind that actions that undermine the Countâs status should not be damage.â
Oh, you knew my age, didnât you? This was unexpected.
âYou knew my age, too. That much attention is enough. Letâs stay as usual. This kind of behavior feels unfamiliar to me.â
âI will. But youâd better not do anything intrusive. Everyone here is my eyes and ears.â
âDonât listen to the story behind your back and donât do it. Thatâs a pretty low-status behavior.â
I stood up without losing a word. Well, if youâre going to kill me, just kill me.
âHah, heâs not really gonna kill me.â
Edgarâs eyes turned sharp on my proudly raised chin.
In a hurry, Diria caught me and turned me over, greeted him, and left the door.
I grinned at Edgar, reaching out and covering my ears.
The knights who were watching this looked at Edgar with tense expressions on their faces.
He tried to get up, but Diria ran faster than anyone else and got out of this place.