Something felt strange. Why did this⦠why did this taste so good?
The flavor of the cheese melted in my mouth, rich and slightly salty, but with a satisfyingly mild aftertaste. The stretchy, chewy texture as I bit into itâthere was nothing about it that wasnât perfect.
I knew my tastes and preferences had changed, but I hadnât realized theyâd changed this much. I never would have guessed that cheese could be such a high-class food.
Thinking back, the pasta I had with Luce was quite rich too. I hadnât noticed because Iâd been so distracted at the time.
Had my own preconceived notions been blocking me from enjoying something so wonderful all this time? Was I just now realizing how good this was? It was the kind of taste that made me reflect on myself.
ââ¦You were acting like you wouldnât eat, but here you are, really digging in.â
âUhâ¦â
âIf itâs not enough, we can always order more. If there are leftovers, you can put them in the fridge and reheat them later.â
âThank youâ¦â
Embarrassed, I lowered my head, but I didnât stop savoring the pizza. The sensation of the cheese on my tongue brought a strange sense of satisfaction each time.
We didnât bother watching any match footage during the meal. Work was for work time, and breaks were for restingâthat was a rule Iâd kept since my days as a pro. Besides, I had something on my mind that I wanted to talk about.
âSensei, Iâve got something thatâs been on my mind lately.â
âHmm? What is it? Iâll help however I can.â
âItâs just⦠there are a few people whoâve helped me out for this tournament.â
I was referring to Sulbbang and Elderin. There was also Traveler, but our relationship was more of a transaction. He probably needed some time to himself, and contacting him now felt complicated for various reasons.
What was on my mind was Elderinâs proposal.
Heâd suggested we meet if I did well in the tournament. Heâd mentioned that it was okay to decline, but⦠had I been too lonely for too long? I found myself wanting to make new connections.
Thanks to his financial support, I was able to focus on the tournament. Due to the tournament, I hadnât been getting as many job offers, so I was in a bit of a dry spell. If not for Elderin, I might have had to dip into my emergency funds.
âItâs risky for someone to help me in this game. Itâs a game where grudges can easily form.â
âSo he was brave enough to reach out first?â
âYeah. He wants to meet in person, but to be honest, Iâm a little worried.â
âWhatâs on your mind?â
âThis game involves a lot of money. You spend it, you earn it. There are people like me who rely on it for their livelihood. Thatâs why Iâve always avoided anything that could compromise my identity. You never know what could happen when moneyâs involved.â
Perhaps I was overthinking it. Even if the Infinity Blade community was a bit rough, it seemed unlikely that it would lead to criminal activity.
But I was weaker now. It didnât have to be an adult maleâeven someone with fully functional limbs could overpower me physically. Fears that I never had as a player now left me feeling overly cautious.
But the reason I was finally willing to step out of my shell was that loneliness had become unbearable. The warmth Iâd once felt had become an addiction, digging into my brain like a drug. I needed people in my life.
âYouâre uncertain, arenât you? Meeting people for the first time always comes with some risk.â
ââ¦Yes.â
âI understand. Donât be so hard on yourself. Youâve already shown courage. Youâre doing just fine.â
He patted my shoulder. His hand felt larger and more reassuring than I remembered.
At least it seemed like I wasnât overreacting. If he was willing to reassure me like this, I thought I could muster up a little more courage. Iâd make arrangements to meet Elderin once the tournament was over.
Whatâs the worst that could happen?
âSo you havenât set a time yet. If you do meet, where will it be?â
âProbably Seoul. Thatâs where he suggested.â
âSeoul, huh? Well, thatâs convenient. Once youâve set a time and place, let me know.â
âThatâs easy enough, but⦠why?â
Was he planning to come along? That⦠would be a bit awkward.
He wouldnât have anything to say, and it would feel like I was making him work for me. Then again, wasnât I already doing that with this tournament? I wasnât sure. My head felt a bit dizzy.
âAs long as itâs not at an odd hour, Iâll bring a few of the students and have a gathering nearby. That way, you can enjoy yourself without worrying about anything.â
âOh, really? That would be great!â
âWhy not? Iâve been thinking of treating everyone to some meat anyway. I just have to be in the right place at the right time; itâs no trouble at all.â
The casual way he said it almost brought tears to my eyes. I hadnât planned on crying, but I felt my eyes growing damp as I regained my composure. I could blame that on my weakened body, no doubt.
It wasnât my fault.
To avoid showing my tears, I grabbed a tissue and pressed it against my eyes. Thankfully, Sensei turned away to give me a moment.
After Sensei left, he continued to send me support and advice. Bolstered by his encouragement, I put in my best effort. Crow was an unknown entity, but it was the same for him, facing me.
Iâd have to blaze my own trail from here. If Crow thought heâd seen all I had to offer, Iâd teach him the same lesson as Muse.@@novelbin@@
Her rear end was currently the subject of countless memes overseas. She seemed to take it in stride, which I had to respect. That kind of resilience deserved some recognition.
Anyway, the semifinals Iâd thought would never come had finally arrived. Tournament time had a funny way of being unpredictable. When youâre waiting for it, it seems to drag on, but once youâre prepared, it rushes in and pushes you forward.
Iâd been pushed into a new arena.
[Infinity Arena Semifinal â Match 1]
[Map: Bamboo Grove]
[vs. Team CP Crow (Necromancer)]
The Bamboo Grove was a map inspired by the bamboo forests of East Asia. While it didnât have any unique mechanics, the bamboo here was tough enough to stop a longsword mid-swing, though it didnât pose much of a problem for a mage like Crow or a dagger-wielder like me.
The visibility was good, but the place was packed with obstacles. Rather than taking the main paths, I wove through the bamboo stalks, looking for my opponent.
For this match, Iâd invested heavily in detection skills. With so little information on Crow, I needed every bit of insight I could get on the field. The energy moving between the bamboo stalks looked like a dark, navy mist.
âThe magic detection is focused above⦠Itâd be better to keep low. I have been using aerial ambushes a lot lately.â
I crept through the shadows, evading the concentrated magic.
Passing by, I noticed a few undead creatures. Zombies reeking of decay and weathered skeletons with chipped bones. They werenât much of a threat on their own, but theyâd probably keep harassing me until the match ended.
After noting their positions, I moved on.
In this game, necromancers specialize in controlling tangible undead creatures. Theyâre what most people picture when they think of necromancersâexcept Crow didnât deal with spectral undead like banshees or ghosts.
As I reached the center of the magic, I saw a strange orb made of twisted bones. I knew Crow was inside. Dragging things out wouldnât do me any good, so I immediately launched my dagger at the sphere with full force.
My blade sliced cleanly through part of the orb. I couldnât break it entirely, but I caught a glimpse of blood within.
[The undead are watching you.]
[Every undead under the necromancerâs control now harbors intense hatred for you.]
It wasnât wise to get greedy after the first hit. The ground in the Bamboo Grove was soft, and in his last match, Crow had favored laying hidden traps. Sure enough, a massive bone hand erupted from the earth.
When it fully emerged, it looked like a giant skeletal hand. Had I been hasty, I wouldâve either been grabbed or skewered by its sharp fingers. As the orb shattered, Crow appeared.
For a pro gamer, an in-game avatar is a form of self-promotion. A memorable avatar helps cement an image and sticks in the minds of fans.
Museâs dancer avatar was popular because of its revealing outfitâwhether or not it was a personal preference, it certainly worked. Crow, too, had a distinctive look.
Dressed in a black robe and wearing a mask resembling a crowâs beak, he looked like a medieval plague doctor. He struck the ground with his staff, and something underground began racing toward me at high speed.