Chapter 31: chapter 31

~Merin's POV~It has been a long. I had tried so hard to be with Ruhaan and make him notice me somehow. But he has changed really alot. Our finals, the end of this session is near. It's not just session ending soonbut my hopes, too. That time, when he came for that sleepover. It was literally the last time, I even felt that atleast I am important to him as a friend. Now, I don't even feel that. He has started maintaining distance from our fun 'n' mental four. Especially, from me!!! I don't even get to talk to him at school. Once, when I asked if I did anything wrong, He said it's nothing but tried to avoid me even more after this. Nick and Rose also tried there very best but Ruhaan doesn't change. Not only this, but he spends most of the time with Darcy. Even if he accidentally remember he got four friends,he would just talk about her even on the group chats. I am literally done with this.He doesn't love me, it's fine but don't even wanna talk to me or see my face that's a bit hard to handle...We have got a month holiday for preparing for exams and plus, there was some kind'a preparation going on in school. We got teacher's number to contact anytime. So, Me and Rose are going to her grandparents' house. I seriously wanna be around her grandma. I at least, wanna get over Ruhaan. After all, I can't force him to love me and all. Even, Nick is way too sad these days coz Ruhaan just talks about one thing to him that's Darcy and he is done with it. He always looked at Ruhaan as a brother but He just forgot us. May be he likes that Darcy or something. But, who am I to care? Ain't I just a toy? Not just me were we three just toys to him? He just ignore us for no reason. It was fine if he just ignored me or if more, ignored Rose but why Nick? I took my sleeping pills coz I am not able to sleep even for a moment. I drifted to sleep in this dark night, with no stars which used to be my hope, no moon which used to be just like Ruhaan. It's just dark clouds. Well, Ruhaan don't worry. You are still my moon. You are in front of me, always with your mysterious yet attractive vibes, but just way too far to reach. Aren't you really the moon? ~Rose's POV~I talked to Nick in the evening and it has rendered me even more crazy. He just told me that Ruhaan said that he is in love with Darcy!?! I mean, isn't Merin much more better? Darcy can't even reach half of her. Ruhaan, you don't know what are you doing and what are you leaving. I am a girl and I do get it easily being around a person, that who is wrong and who is right. Darcy would probably use you, your money, your love, and would snatch away your real self from you andon the other side, there is Merin. She was always ready to do anything for you. You don't even mention her, but you are everywhere, in her heart, in her thoughts, literally everywhere. If not love, at least you should have given her some comfort rather than ignoring her. I am really thankful that she didn't confessed to you. I can't see her heartbroken. It isn't she is afraid of confessing, She is afraid of losing you, losing her love and her hope. But, to be honest, she has lost her hopes. She is losing her happy era. The one who used to be bright as sun, as comforting as moon, as glittery as those stars, is just getting turning into a day without sun, a night without moon and stars. You know how she talks these days? She says, "You know what? Black isn't just a colour. It's emotion, a feeling  of how you feel being alone, being sad, being hopeless, heart broke, but above all its comforting now." I seriously wish she could get over you. You have affected her really a lot. Tomorrow, I will take her away. It's not just her and me. Even, Nick is done with how you behave, how you don't wanna listen to us but just talk about charms of Darcy...Charm, my foot!!! Bitch, she won't do you and good but my little girl is mad in love with you that she would accept you even if you hurt her even more. You don't know how much we are worried about her. I even saw sleeping pills in her room today. I swear, I don't even want you to pop around her even for a single millisecond now. I hate you, Ruhaan. What was the need to do all this?