Standing in this station, I looked around and observed the changes that happened the last time I was here to identify Emma's body. Well now I came here to apologize to Olivia for last night. I cannot even start to express what I am feeling right now when she gets to see me, that dark me. The worst me, the one no one has seen even my parents because I had it under control but last night, I don't know how but it went out.
Do I even deserve forgiveness from her? I think I should just leave, I can talk to her at night. I turned around to go but then I heard her voice.
"Ava", my footsteps halted hearing her voice, I closed my eyes telling myself, to turn around and fucking apologize to her.
Taking a deep breath in I turned around and met her eyes, her deep forest eyes. That brought me to peace but then I got a glimpse of her eyes last night, where I saw fear, fear because of me.
"Ava" she spoke again, I looked ahead and caught a glimpse of a bruise on her neck. I took a step forward with my hand reaching out to analyze more but she immediately took a step back from me. The amount of shock, guilt, remorse, and sadness I felt in my body at that very moment made me even more angry at myself.
"Andrea told me you were here to see me," she said. I stood straight up and lifted the bag towards her.
"You leâleft early this morning, soâso I bought breakfast for you."
I told her stammering in between, still trying to come to terms with the incident last night.
"It isâ" she started saying but was interupted by someone.
"Hey Liv, are you coming back, we are waiting." A young woman with brown hair, similar height to Olivia.
"Oh hey, I am Sira, one of the FBI agents helping Liv out." she said putting her hand in front of me to shake, I grasped her hand and shook it politely. But when my eyes caught a glimpse of her hand on LiâOlivia's waist, made my blood boil.
Why the hell is her hand there?
She could have kept it on her shoulder.
Why waist?
I heard Olivia calling me out, I met her gaze and she spoke. "Ava, her hand" I looked down and saw I was literally crushing her hand. I immediately left her hand and apologized to her.
"Damn woman you are strong." I shook my head, my anger was taking control again, I took a step back from them.
"Avaâ" I handed her the bag which I bought for her "Here, IâI have to leave." I said breathing heavily and turned around walked faster out of the station but bumped to a woman.
"Sorry Mam" I muttered and left.
I don't think I am good for her, I am a fucking vampire and she is a human, I should have never approached her in the first place.
Olivia POV
"Ava waiâ'' I felt someone pulling me back.
"Olivia let her go, it was clear she was jealous of me. I could feel it through her hand crushing mine." Sira said, and I looked at her confused.
"Why would she be jealous?" I questioned.
"Girl didn't you notice she called you Liv, her hand was on your waist, where it shouldn't be, ughh sometimes I feel you cheated your way to be a detective." Andrea said coming from behind. "I told Sira to do this to see if will she be jealous or not."
Sira pulled me closer to her and smiled at both if us "And she was, plan successful." Sira said laughing but stopped when she heard someone clearing their throat.
I followed her gaze to where she was looking, was a woman standing with Aiden, Diana, Noah Steve and Jack who had smirk on their faces.
"Fuck" I heard Sira mutter which made me even more confuse. The woman started walking towards us, with the others. She was literally throwing daggers at me with her eyes, Sira quickly removed her hand from my waist and went towards her.
"Hey babâ"
"Don't you hey babe me, what the hell are were you doing."
Was this woman her teacher, her wife? Ohh shit she saw Sira's hand on my waist and how close we were, anybody would guess that we are dating or something.
"Lydia, I swear to god it isn't what it looks like." Before Lydia could say something I jumped in "Yes umm, Mrs Greenaway, Sira was just helping me out, the woman who just walked out of here is who I love. She was trying to make her jealous, I swear."
"Thank you Olivia, see baby I swear I was just helping her out."
"Are you sure Sira, it was lookingâ" Jack said but Sira just glared at him, stopping him mid-sentence while everyone laughed.
"And it's Grey Greenaway not just Greenaway '' Lydia said, I smiled nodding my head.
"My apologise" I said to her, she just smiled and shook her head. She turned to Sira and hugged her, I could feel their love, I wanted this, this to be my future with Ava in it. I wanted to share this type of Love with Ava.
"I missed you so much," Sira muttered, pulling away.
"I missed you a lot."
"You guys talk I will be in my office. And it was nice meeting you Mrs Grey Greenaway, I have heard a lot about you from Sira." I said and she laughed "Ohh please call me Lydia, nice to meet you too." I nodded my head and left.
AVA POV
My fault.
My fault.
My fault.
My fault.
My fault.
My fault.
I ruin everything. I ruin everything. It's me. I am the problem. I just had to go and ruin everything. I was broken out of my anger by my phone ringing. I picked it up and looked at it, Theo was calling.
"Yes Theâ" "Its Liam actually," I pulled back my phone to recheck the name whether if I misunderstood or not, but it was actually in fact Liam calling from Theo's phone. I sighed answering him.
"Yes Liam"
"Umm, everyone is waiting for you here at home."
"Ohh umm yea I will be there" I said ending the call.
Taking a one last look around the forest, I started walking but I stopped mid-way when I heard someone screaming. I turned around and ran towards the voice. Running deep into the forest, as the scream for help continue to increasing, I stopped in a distance, to see 4 men holding the girl down who was screaming for help.
"You think you could escape us huh" the man said to the girl and slapped her. That is when I lost it and ran towards them pushing the men's off her and helping the girl stand up. God she was bleeding, cuts and dried blood marks around her neck. My eye's turned red looking at her.
"Youuuâare one of them" she stuttered backing away from me. I came back in my senes
"No, no wait I am not going to hurt you." I said but before I could make move on her I screamed in pain looking down my stomach was bleeding. Vervain bullets.
I turned around to see all the 4 men's had their fangs out. I hissed back "So you are the infamous girl who has been a problem to our boss." I groaned in pain but plasted a smirk on my face
"Problem huh, it will be better if you leave right now or within the span of 5 minutes your boss will find your lifeless bodies." Ignoring my statement all of them started to circle me. I knew I had to ignore my pain and focus right now, or instead if them it would be my dead body. Gaining up all the strenght I had in matter of 10 seconds all of their hearts were out of their body crushed by me. I laid down on the ground panting, covering my stomach with my hand.
I stood up groaning in pain, and heightened my smelling sense to smell the girl. I ran towards the north by following her scent even though all my body was screaming to lay down because of zero energy in my body. Stopping in front of her I grabbed her shoulder for her to stop running.
"Please just let meâme goâgo, I just wanna go to my parenâparents house."
"Shh, I am not going to hurt you, I just killed those guys who hurt you. Listen to me lady, I don't have much energy. I might be like them but I don't kill please belive me." I left a hold on her and took out my phone, my eyes closing on it own every second.
Just one goddam minute. I looked at my lock screen with Theo's, Mom and Dad's miscalls. Handing my phone to her. "Here call this number, it's my brother's he will be here in seconds and help us out of here."
"IâI don't" she hesitated. But now is not the time.
"Mam, I don't have much time, I am passing out if I and you don't get help, one thing is for sure I will die now and those people will come back here looking for you and take you away. So please call him."