It's Hard To Act Normal Around You

"Hello there everyone I'm here to ruin your life!"

Says the demons in my head

It had wrapped it's hands around my neck

So I sit wishing I was dead

Unable to scream for help

So I stay silent.

You say your concerned about my lack of words

I'm stumbling on what to say

The words run marathon's around my head

And I'm unable to catch them

But I don't hate you

If that's what you believe

I just hate being me

Everything I do is wrong

I'll always be a mistake

I hole you understand

That it was always me who was the one making the mistakes

You did nothing wrong