JASON I stand to the side and watch Grace perform some mini prayer ceremony.
It seems more human, the way she acts.
Souls can cross time and weâre never really disconnected from our packmates. Heck, I can project my thoughts to any one of them if I so choose. But she has no wolf now, and no pack, so maybe that absence has her so sad.
But it seems deeper than that.
This woman looksâ¦broken.
Her almost-smile is dejected. Her almond-shaped eyes are misty. The light of the candle and the light of the lamp in the corner of the room mix together and cause shadows to dance across her face.
She has arched eyebrows, a small nose, and pink lips. Sheâs not at all bad-looking, but Iâve seen countless women more attractive than Grace.
Back then, Jennifer Atkinson, my fiancée, had been a rare beauty. Grace's looks are only ordinary in comparison.
I understand her need to say some kind words and to acknowledge her Grandpaâs passing, and her momâs, but fresh out of prison, declared a rogue, wolf-less and working in a sanitation center, to say sheâs âdoing wellâ â¦is one hell of a stretch.
"Also, grandpa, thereâs another person here who's staying with me," she says softly.
I tense.
She turns her head and glances at me. Under the light of the candle, she seems to glow from within.
She smiles like my presence is enough to bring her joy. After a moment, she turns to look at the man in the photo again. "So, I am doing really good, Grandpa. You can rest in peace."
After saying this, she respectfully bows to the photo. She closes her eyes and though her lips move, whatever words she says are too soft even for my wolf hearing.
Itâs several minutes before she nods and opens her eyes. âAlright, I'll clean up and make some soup.
Let's have dinner together.â
I move until Iâm directly in front of her. Iâm thinking of last night and how she looked this morning when she left. I touch her face. âThis is newâ¦â
She covers the bruise with her hand and looks everywhere but at me. âI, uh, donât want to talk about it.â
I grunt.
I donât like her answer. And sure as hell, Iâm not used to being shut out by people or told no. When I ask something, people answer me.
She holds out her arm. âSit. Relax.â
I do only because Iâmâ¦unsettled.
I sit on one of the rickety chairs and watch her.
She sets out plates and bowls. Silverware. She pours me a glass of water from the sink before rinsing off some vegetables and setting a pot on the stove to simmer.
Her movements match her nameâgraceful. And while she doesnât hum and thereâs no sound in the room, there is a rhythm to her motions as if she moves to some languid melody.
I wonder at her wolf.
Would her other side be as lithe or more bold?
The smells from the kitchen gradually take shape. Onions and root vegetables, simmering meat and herbs. The yeast from the buns I bought.
Iâve attended banquets for ruling Alphas that smelled less delicious.
And though the spread Grace places on the table is simpleâsoup, some egg frittata sheâd mixed with leftovers from the refrigerator, a few simple baked rollsâmy stomach rumbles.
She smiles.
Then she ladles more soup into my bowl.
âThank you so much for the bread, Jay.â She breaks a piece off and chews appreciatively.
Seriously? Sheâs smiling like I handed her the moon.
It makes me feel â¦Iâm not quite sure what it is, but it isnât quite comfortable.
She takes another bite of bread and thanks him again.
My lips twitch. Iâm not sure why sheâs thanking me. It was her money.
Iâm the guest here. I should be the one thanking her, if anything.
We both eat quietly, and the quiet is calming. When in the giant hall that my pack inhabits, the noise is at times overwhelming. Iâd never admit that, but it is true.
âJay, what kind of work did you do in the past?"
I anticipated that sheâd have questions, and I rehearsed answers in my head before coming back to Graceâs place.
âI did all sorts of work,â I say vaguely. âIf there was work to do, then I would do it. If there wasn't, then I would just find a place to rest.â
Her brows draw together. âHow old are you?" she asks.
"Twenty-eight," I reply.
"Which month are you born in?"
"November."
"It's July for me.â Grace dabs at her mouth with her napkin. "You don't have any family, and neither do I.
Why don't you treat me as your sister from now on? I will also regard you as my brother."
"Sister?" I smile lightly.
If she knew who I am, would she dare to say such a thing?
However, it is exactly because she doesn't know that makes this situation so interesting to me.
"Can't you?" Her eyes darken.
âYou look sad,â I remark. And itâs likely my fault for not answering her quickly enough. âThis was your idea, adopting me.â
Her lips twitch.
Iâm the most powerful Alpha on this entire coast.
I command an army some three-thousand strong. Though other packs and Alphas inhabit this region, they all swear fealty to me.
I donât worry about their âfeelingsâ and yetâ¦what?
This girl frowns and Iâm bantering with her to raise her spirits again?
She inclines her head to the candle still burning on the countertop in memory of her grandfather and mother. âWhen my mother passed away,â she says, âI was only three. I don't have many memories of her to be honest, but I know she loved me.â
Iâd have to think very hard to recall my life at that age. And for a child grieving, the trauma would probably overshadow the good memories.
âHow did she die?â
âMiscarriage. The baby was six months along.â She glances back at me. âMy brother. But he only lived for ten minutes after entering this world. It wouldâve been so wonderful, I think. Having him with me.â A tear slips down her cheek. âI like to think that theyâre together.â
He grunts. So⦠a brother.
"Are you sure you want to be my sister?" I ask suddenly. I capture her hand and she sucks in a startled breathâ¦