I VIBRATED with anticipation as Wyatt drove through the streets of Queenâs Cove. Beside me in the driverâs seat, Wyatt stretched out, one hand on the wheel and one arm propped on the door. He was wearing a dark green button-up shirt, a step up from the t-shirts and wetsuits Iâd seen him in before, and sunglasses perched on his nose. He had swiped some product in his hair.
He was gorgeous. There was something about the way he held himself in his body, like he was so comfortable. Like he knew how hot he was. And maybe he knew how hot I thought he was.
I paused and peered at my reflection in the carâs side mirror. I looked pretty tonight. My hair seemed brighter from the sun. I wore mascara and a brush of highlighter, and had rubbed a tinted gloss onto my lips, and I felt pretty. This sparkling dress put a spotlight on me, and a corner of my conscious wanted to panic, crouch down behind something, and hide, but I needed to do the dress justice. Twice, I had tried it on before taking it off twice, talking myself in and out of wearing it. People would think I was too dressed up. People would wonder where we were going. People would make comments.
I remembered Thérèseâs words to me when she gave me the dress.
What if people look at me? I had asked.
So let them look, she had told me with a shrug.
Tonight, I would let them look.
Besides, Wyattâs heated gaze when I opened the door made any self-consciousness worth it. The skin on the back of my neck prickled and I smiled at the shops we drove past.
âWhere are we going tonight?â I asked.
One side of that cruel mouth hitched with his grin and he wiggled his eyebrows. âItâs a surprise, but first, we have to make a stop.â
He turned down the Main Street toward the bookstore. The green storefront drew my eye immediately.
âDid you forget something there?â
He shook his head and parked in front of the store. âCome on.â He jogged around the car before opening the door and pulling me out. His hands came to my shoulders, he made me face the alley, and my breath caught when I saw it.
âOh, wow.â
Naya had finished the mural. It was even better than the sketches. I pressed my hand to my mouth, blinking hard.
A story for every soul.
I nodded to myself, swallowing past the lump in my throat, blinking away the tears in my eyes. âSorry,â I laughed, wiping my eyes. âDonât know why I get so emotional when I see this thing.â
Wyattâs arm wrapped around me. âBecause itâs a big deal.â
I nodded and we stood there, staring up at it. âYeah. It is.â
He pressed a kiss to my temple and I closed my eyes, drinking this moment in when everything was right and happy. The mural wouldnât bring my mom back, but it was as close as Iâd ever get.
Wyattâs warm hand came to my lower back and he gave me a gentle push forward. âGo ahead.â He pulled his phone out. âI want to get a picture of you.â
I skipped over to the mural and craned my neck up at it. My smile reached ear to ear. I glanced over at Wyatt as he snapped a picture. The phone came to his side and he tilted his head at me.
âGet enough pictures?â I asked with a grin.
âOne moment.â His gaze rested on me, memorizing me. âOkay. Yeah.â
I was the luckiest woman in the world, and Iâd love Wyatt Rhodes until the day I died.
âI THINK Iâm too full to have a drink,â I told Wyatt as he ushered me through the door of the bar.
âToo full, even for champagne?â He shot me a cocky grin and I laughed, turned to find an empty table, and froze.
Every person in the bar stared at me. Jaws were on the floor and beers hovered inches from mouths.
I took a deep breath and pulled myself up to my full height. Thérèse wouldnât shrink. My mom wouldnât. Neither would I. Wyattâs hand came to my lower back and the tension in me eased a notch.
Right. This was fine. It wouldnât kill me for people to stare.
âGrab a seat and Iâll get us some drinks.â His breath tickled my ear as he murmured the words, and then he dropped a quick kiss to my cheek before giving my butt a playful tap.
Well, if they werenât staring before, they sure were now.
My face heated but I zeroed in on an empty table off to the side as I walked to it and took a seat. My hands itched to pull out my phone and mindlessly scroll but I resisted, clasping them together in my lap and tentatively taking in my surroundings.
A group of young women sat at the table beside me, sipping drinks and whispering, sending me side glances. My stomach clenched up. Were they whispering about me? I took another deep breath. I wouldnât wilt. Not tonight. Tonight, I was going to have fun. For me, but also for Wyatt. I didnât want him to play the role of my mentor or teacher tonight. Tonight, he was myâ¦
Boyfriend?
My stomach fluttered at the thought.
In the bar, I caught the eye of one of the women at the next table before I quickly looked away. They were in their early twenties.
âYour dress is really pretty.â She had long black hair that cascaded down her back in curls.
I glanced over at her. They were all smiling at me.
Another one of them nodded eagerly. âSuper pretty. I wish I had the confidence to wear that.â
I gave her a tentative smile. âOh, Iâm notââ I broke off and shifted in my seat. âAre you on vacation?â
âWeâre from Seattle.â The third woman sipped her drink and played with the little paper umbrella. âThis town is so cool, we love it.â
âYouâre so lucky to live here.â The fourth one leaned her chin on her palm and gazed at me with a dreamy expression. âItâs like a TV show.â
âOh,â I laughed. âSometimes, I guess. But yes, Iâm lucky to live here.â
âDid you grow up here?â
I nodded and told them about the town, about the funny festivals we had and about my bookstore.
âOh my god, Pemberley Books is your store?â The dark-haired womanâs eyes widened and she gestured to her friend. âTasha showed us the mural photos. We were going to go see it tomorrow.â
âItâs so cool that you sell romance,â Tasha added quietly. She rolled her eyes at herself. âI mean, I know theyâre dumb.â
I held a hand up to stop her. âTheyâre not dumb, theyâre awesome. Things arenât dumb because women like them.â
The women blinked at me and I realized how forcefully I had said the last part.
âYou are so right,â Umbrella Drink said. âItâs like when my coworkers make fun of me for drinking pumpkin spice lattes. Like, just let me like it.â
I nodded. âAbsolutely.â
Something behind me caught their gazes and their mouths dropped open. I turned as Wyatt set two drinks on the table and slipped into the seat across from me.
âThanks.â Both of our drinks were pink with salt rims. âWhatâs this?â I licked the rim and his gaze dropped to my tongue.
âPaloma,â he said, still staring at my mouth. âGrapefruit and tequila.â
âItâs good, thank you.â
Out of the corner of my eye, the table beside me sat very still and stared at each other. I held back my laugh and gestured to them.
âWyatt, meet my new friends. Theyâre visiting from Seattle.â
They all turned with big bright smiles and chorused their hellos.
âAnd Iâm Hannah,â I said to them.
They introduced themselvesâthe dark-haired woman was Shima, Umbrella Drink was Cassidy, and the other two were Harneet and Tasha.
âWe saw you at the surf shop yesterday.â Was Harneet blushing? âWe booked a lesson for tomorrow.â
Wyatt nodded and smiled at them, listening as they talked while sending me little amused glances.
Movement in the corner of the bar caught my eye. Olivia was setting up a microphone.
âOh, itâs karaoke night.â I wiggled in my seat and gave Wyatt an excited smile. âMy favorite.â
He winked. âI know.â
âThey do karaoke here?â Tasha interjected. âAre you freaking serious? I love this place!â
Cassidy clutched her hands together in excitement. âWe have to put our names down. Are we doing a group song?â
âOf course we are.â Shima pulled out a paper from her purse. âStart thinking of songs and Iâll grab a pen from the bartender.â
Wyatt turned to me and lifted his eyebrows. âWhat do you say, bookworm? Is tonight your night?â
I nearly choked on my drink. âNo. No, no. I donât think so.â
He didnât push it, he just shrugged. âOkay.â His gaze dropped to my mouth, and he reached out and brushed the corner of my mouth with his thumb. I shivered. His gray eyes darkened. He pulled his thumb back and sucked on it. âYou had a bit of salt on your lip.â
Maybe we didnât need to stay for karaoke night. We could go straight home, I could yank this dress off, and Wyatt could rub the part of me that was thrumming between my legs right now until I gasped his name against his chest.
Maybe we could finally have sex tonight. Maybe he wouldnât hold back on me.
I watched him, nodded without a word, gaze locked with him.
He winked at me and I pressed my legs together.
âHave I told you how beautiful you are?â He leaned forward on his elbows toward me and his voice was low. âIâve been thinking about doing terrible, terrible things to you since you opened the door.â
Oh my god. We were so having sex tonight. My insides somersaulted. His words made my blood thick, turning warmer and languid and slower.
âUh huh.â My voice was soft and my thoughts floated in the air around my head. Swooning? I think this was what swooning was. I had always read about it but had never experienced this light-headed, floaty, deliriousness like I did with Wyatt. âI would like that.â
A wolfish look came over his features before he took a sip of his drink. âLots of time for that later, bookworm. For now, you have fun.â He smirked.
I slid my foot so that it rested against his. We watched each other for a moment.
The door of the bar burst open and Miri Yang appeared in the doorway, chest heaving for air like she had run here. Her head whipped around as she surveyed the bar, eyes narrowed, before she spotted us and her eyes widened.
Wyatt shifted and surveyed our two nearly full drinks. âIâm going to get us some more drinks.â
I put my hand out to stop him. âNo, Wyatt, donât leave me hereââ
He shot me a teasing glance, walked away and Miri rushed into his seat.
âHannah Nielsen, as I live and breathe.â
âYouâre breathing really hard. Did you run here?â I raised an eyebrow at her.
She waved my words away with a scoff. âRun? God, no. Someone texted me that it was karaoke night.â She nodded. âYeah. That.â
I narrowed my eyes at her with a suspicion but a grin crept on my face.
Miri thrived on juicy gossip. It was her life force. And she was here for another hit of the good stuff.
âSo.â She gave me a sweet smile but hunger lurked behind her eyes. âI heard you and Wyatt went camping.â
I groaned and put my face in my hands. âStraight to it, huh?â
Her eyes sparkled. âAre you two an item?â
âNo. Weâreââ I sucked a breath through my teeth, scrambling. âSurfing. Heâs teaching me how to surf.â
Somewhere in heaven, my mom laughed at how obvious the lie was.
Miri blinked. âSweetheart.â Her tone was skeptical.
I squirmed in my chair.
âMiri, please stop interrogating my girlfriend.â Wyatt towered over the table with two new salt-rimmed drinks and a smirk.
Girlfriend? My stomach rolled forward.
âGirlfriend,â she breathed, biting her lip. She stood quickly to give Wyatt his seat. âGirlfriend,â she repeated to herself before glancing between us with delight. âVery well. Carry on.â She turned on her heel and practically skipped over to a table where her husband, Scott, sat.
âYouâve created a monster,â I told Wyatt. âSheâs going to be disappointed when you leave.â
My heart stopped as I realized what I said. Wyatt and I stared at each other for a moment, his mouth slightly parted at the acknowledgement of him leaving soon if he placed well at Pacific Rim.
âI meanâ¦â I trailed off. I had nothing.
âIâm going to miss Miri, too,â he said, and the side of his mouth lifted in a sad smile.
My heart clawed up my throat and I heaved in a breath, letting it out as a sigh.
Just as I started to like a guy, he was going to leave.
He put his hand on mine. âI want to talk to you about something.â
My heart lifted. âOkay.â
âAlright, drunks of Queenâs Cove!â Joe crowed into the microphone and a laugh bubbled out of me as the bar patrons cheered. âAre you ready to sing your hearts out?â
Another big cheer, half of it coming from the table of women beside us. A big smile stretched over my face and I glanced over at Wyatt, easing back into his chair and stretching out.
âWeâll talk later.â His eyes sparked with amusement.
âTonight is not just karaoke night, folks,â Joe continued. âItâs Queenâs Coveâs fourteenth annual karaoke sing-off.â A round of cheers rose up. âAs always, the winner gets to take home the terrifying and unhygienic Toilet Paper Princess Patty.â He reached out and Olivia handed him a doll with an unfortunate haircut. The dollâs skirt stretched around a toilet paper roll and it had those unsettling eyes that blinked. âThis creepy doll has been in my familyâs bathrooms for generations and the winner gets to take care of her until next yearâs competition.â
Every year, the doll changed hands based on whoever won the sing-off. The winner had to kiss the doll on the lips in front of everyone, because it was tradition.
âSo Queenâs Cove, I have a question for you,â Joe asked. âAre you ready?â
Another round of cheers and applause rose up as Joe waved the doll in the air.
The first singer stepped up and belted out a pitchy version of Sealâs Kiss from a Rose. The bar didnât care that the grocery store owner couldnât sing. They fed off his enthusiasm, clapping and hollering and cheering him on. They gave the next singer the same warm welcome, and the next. The group of women from the table beside us sang Sister Sledgeâs We Are Family and got a standing ovation. They returned to their table with bright eyes and flushed cheeks and something sweet and sharp panged in my chest at their happiness.
I thought about Div and his drag show, how fearless and confident he was. How he was afraid but had no regrets.
âIâll be right back,â I told Wyatt, slipping out of my seat. He brushed my arm as I passed, a brief gesture that sent sparks up my arm and emboldened me further. I exchanged a few words with Joe and returned to my seat.
Wyatt quirked a curious brow and I bit back a smile.
âYouâre up to something, bookworm.â
I nodded, smiling wider. âI am. Itâs the dress.â I gestured down at it, the sequins catching and reflecting the light. âIt makes me bolder.â
âIt makes you fucking radiant,â he bit out, a hungry look passing through his eyes.
Girlfriend, he had said. As sweet as it was, it pinched in my chest. Girlfriend until next week? Girlfriend until he got on a plane?
I shoved the thoughts out of my head. Tonight was my night. I could worry tomorrow.
âNext up,â Joeâs voice boomed, âHannah Nielsenâs singing Wannabe by The Spice Girls!â
âOh, shiiiiit!â a guy I went to high school with called from the back. âFuck yes! I love that song!â
Wyattâs eyebrows shot way up with delight. âYeah?â
I shook my head and took a deep breath. Nerves rattled my ribcage and my hands shook. âYeah. I donât think Iâll ever be ready, but Iâm going to go for it.â
He winked. âGood girl. Iâll be here.â
As I passed, he pulled me down and gave me a hard kiss in front of everyone. The table of women beside us lost their minds and I flushed with pride. Wyatt was mine, even if it was just for now.
People clapped and beamed at me as I walked up to the microphone.
My heart thudded in my chest. Joe handed me the mic and I stepped into place. People could probably see the sequins flickering with light as my chest pounded against them. I swallowed and my throat went tight. Everyone watched. My gaze snagged on Avery, leaning against the bar. She must have just slipped in. She gave me a wide-eyed, beaming grin and thumbs up and I nodded and sucked in another deep breath.
Holy shit. Everyone was staring at me.
Also, I was a terrible singer. Like, awful.
Holy shit.
âUmmâ¦â I said into the mic. âSo Iâm going to sing a Spice Girls song. Some of you may know that I like them.â
The bar burst into laughter and I frowned.
âWe are aware,â someone said in a dry tone.
Oh. They werenât laughing at me. I played Spice Girls all the time in the store. Of course they knew I liked them. Right. I let out a light laugh.
At our table, Wyatt watching with an amused, proud expression.
I wanted to be worthy of his pride, and I also wanted to be worthy of my own pride. My mom flickered into my head, so full of life and joy and passion.
Okay. The smile creeped up my face, into my eyes as they crinkled and I nodded at the bar. At all these people who knew me, and some new faces, like the group of women.
âYeah, Hannah! Wooooo!â One of themâShima, I thinkâscreamed and a bunch of new cheers erupted.
âOkay, so, here goes.â My voice was shaky.
The opening bars of the song played and a rush of fuck it energy whistled through my blood. I had heard this song a thousand times and like every other time, it filled me with excitement, energy, and of course, girl power.
I began singing with the music, not even needing to look at the screen with the lyrics. I knew this song by heart. The lyrics flowed out of my mouth. My head bobbed with the beat. I took a few steps. I made eye contact with people and they cheered me on. I was worthy of wearing this dress up here. I was good enough. I was fun enough. I had a terrible singing voice but people cheered and clapped. Olivia turned up the volume so loud, the roof was going to blow off the place. When I held the mic out for one of the later choruses, half the bar sang with me. My face hurt from smiling.
I was doing it. I was that hot girl, confident and carefree.
My gaze returned to Wyatt, leaning forward, chin on his palm, watching me with a look of pure adoration. My heart somersaulted.
I finished the song and the place exploded. I winced from the noise but couldnât stop laughing and grinning. My heart raced in my chest, my hands shook, and I waited for the embarrassment to set in, but it never showed up.
If my mom were here, sheâd be on her feet, laughing with me.
The group of women beside our table screamed their heads off.
Joe took the mic from me and I stepped off the stage, high-fiving people along the way back to my chair.
âGive it up for one of our own, Hannah!â
Another round of cheers rose up.
âAlright, folks, Hannah was the last singer for tonight.â His voice boomed across the sound system and everyone fell quiet. I reached the table and Wyatt pulled me into his arms.
âYou did it, bookworm,â he whispered into my hair.
I nodded and grinned into his chest. He didnât let go, so I shifted to see the stage while leaning against his warmth.
âWe judge the karaoke championship against a rigorous set of criteria,â Joe continued, âincluding song choice, dance moves, and overall stage presence.â He paused for effect. âThe winner of the Queenâs Cove karaoke sing-off is⦠Hannah Nielsen!â
Another explosion of cheers. Over at the bar, Olivia rang the loud bell and the clanging only revved everyone up more. Wyatt squeezed me and laughed with me before he pressed a hard kiss to my mouth.
âGo on.â He tilted his chin to the stage.
âYeah, Hannah!â The women beside us chanting, clapping and beaming. âYou killed it!â
I walked back up to the stage and accepted the terrifying toilet paper doll from Joe before turning to the crowd and holding it up high in the air to show them.
âYou know what to do, Hannah,â he said into the mic and everyone laughed. âToilet Paper Princess Patty awaits.â
I made a kissy face and held the doll up to my mouth as Olivia snapped an instant photo. A flash went off the second the dollâs plastic mouth touched mine and I blinked.
âSheâs yours for the year. Donât lose her, please.â
I shook my head at him. âI wonât. Iâll keep her in the bookstore behind a case.â
Back at my table, I slipped into my seat as Miri appeared.
âHannah! Look at you.â She wrapped me in a tight hug. âI donât even know who you are anymore.â
My throat choked with happiness. I couldnât stop smiling. Wyatt watched me with an amused grin.
âHuddle up,â Miri directed, gesturing between Wyatt and I. âI want to get a photo of you two.â
Wyatt grabbed my hand and pulled me into his lap. His arms wrapped around me from behind and he pressed another kiss to my temple. Miri took a few shots on her phone before pausing to admire them. She put a hand to her chest with a wistful expression before she returned to her table.
I moved to stand up but Wyatt held me firm.
âOh my god, you were amazing!â Shima yelled. Empty glasses littered their table and their faces were flushed. They all nodded with enthusiasm.
I beamed back at them. âIt was fun.â
I didnât know what I was so worried about, singing karaoke. No one had cared if I couldnât sing. Karaoke was about looking stupid and loving it. I sighed and settled further into Wyattâs chest.
People came up to say hello to us, to congratulate us and chat about my store or Wyattâs surf shop. At one point, I yawned, and Wyatt squeezed my arm.
âYou want to go home?â
I nodded. Home. When he said it like that, it hit me right in the heart. Wyattâs house was home and I had been there a week. How could I go back to my place now?
Something passed through our gaze. The green of his shirt made his gray eyes pop, and his gaze turned hungry as it dropped to my mouth. My face was hot. I was hyperaware of where I touched him, where his hands gripped me.
âWyatt, youâre gorgeous,â I told him with a small smile.
This should be the part where I normally would remind myself that Wyatt wasnât my type. That he wasnât forever-material. That he didnât want something long term, that he didnât want something to tie him down to Queenâs Cove when he might be leaving in a few weeks.
I couldnât remember any good, concrete reasons why Wyatt wasnât my type.
âYouâre the only guy whoâs ever made me feel like this.â The words slipped out and my breath caught. A hint of panic hit my bloodstream and I swallowed, watching Wyattâs face carefully.
These past few months, I had grown, but I had also grown around him. Not far from town, there was a forest trail where someone had left a bike against a tree decades ago, and the tree had grown around it. They were one now. There was no cutting them apart without destroying the bike or killing the tree.
My heart clutched hard. That was like Wyatt and I. He was part of me now.
Wyatt nodded, watching me with a funny expression on his face. Sad, almost. âI want to be the right guy for you.â His hand rubbed up my back to touch my hair.
âOnce we get home,â I bit my lip and his gaze flared. Heat pulsed between my legs. âYou can give me another lesson.â
Hunger passed through his eyes and he nodded slowly. His hand gripped my waist. âLetâs go.â