Christian sits down on the couch next to Kimberly, and she climbs into his lap. âAnd howâs Hardin doing? Youâve spoken to him, I assume?â he asks.
I look away. âYes, a little. Heâs good.â
âStubborn, he is. Iâm still offended that he hasnât taken me up on my offer, given his situation.â
Christian smiles into Kimâs neck and kisses her softly just beneath her ear. These two clearly have no issue with public displays of affection. I try to look away again, but I canât.
Wait . . .
âWhat offer?â I ask, my surprise obvious.
âWhy, the job I offered himâI told you about it, didnât I? I wish heâd come out here. I mean, he only has, what, one semester left, and heâll be graduating early, no?â
What? Why didnât I know about this? This is the first Iâve heard about Hardin graduating early. But I respond, âErm, yeah . . . I believe so.â
Christian wraps his arms around Kimberly and rocks her a little. âHeâs practically a genius, that boy. If he had applied himself a little more, his GPA would be a perfect four.â
âHe really is very smart . . .â I agree. And itâs true. Hardinâs mind never ceases to surprise and intrigue me. Itâs one of the things that I love most about him.
âQuite the writer, too,â he says and steals a sip of Kimberlyâs wine. âI donât know why he decided to stop. I was looking forward to reading more of his work.â Christian sighs while Kimberly undoes the silver tie around his neck.
Iâm overwhelmed by this information. Hardin . . . writing? I remember him briefly mentioning that he used to dabble a little in it during his freshman year of college, but he never went into detail. Every time I brought it up in conversation, heâd change the subject or pooh-pooh the idea, giving me the impression that it wasnât very important to him.
âYeah.â I finish off my wine and stand, pointing to the bottle. âMay I?â
Kimberly nods. âOf course, have as much as you please. We have an entire cellarful,â she says with a sweet smile.
Three glasses of white wine later, my headache has evaporated and my curiosity has grown geometrically. I wait for Christian to bring up Hardinâs writing or the job offer again, but he doesnât. He dives into a full-blown business discussion about how he has been in talks with a media group to expand Vance Publishingâs in-house film and television efforts. As interesting as it is, I want to get to my room and try to call Hardin again. When an appropriate opening presents itself, I wish them a both a good night and excuse myself to rush off to my temporary bedroom.
âTake the bottle with you!â Kimberly calls to me just as I pass the table where the half-full wine bottle rests.
I nod, thanking her, and do just that.
Chapter seventy-eight
HARDIN
I walk into the apartment, my legs still sore from kicking the hell out of that bag at the gym. Grabbing a water bottle from the fridge, I try to ignore the sleeping man on my couch. Itâs for her, I remind myself. All for her. I gulp down half of the bottle, dig my phone out of my gym bag, and turn on the power. Just as I try to call her, her name pops up on my screen.
âHello?â I answer as I pull my sweat-soaked T-shirt over my head and toss it to the floor.
âHiâ is all she says.
Her response is short. Too short. I want to talk to her. I need her to want to talk to me.
I kick at my shirt, then pick it up, knowing that if she could see me, sheâd scowl at me for being such a slob. âWhat are you up to?â
âI went out exploring the city,â she answers calmly. âI tried to call you back, but it went to your voicemail.â The sound of her voice soothes my temper.
âI went back to that gym.â I lie back on the bed, wishing she were here with me, her head on my chest, instead of in Seattle.
âYou did? Thatâs great!â she says, then adds, âIâm taking my shoes off.â
âOkay . . .â
She giggles. âI donât know why I told you that.â
âAre you drunk?â I sit up, using one elbow to hold my weight.
âIâve had some wine,â she admits. I should have caught that immediately.
âWith who?â
âKimberly, and Mr. Vance . . . Christian, I mean.â
âOh.â I donât know how I feel about her going out drinking in a foreign city, but I know itâs not the time to bring that up.
âHe says youâre an amazing writer,â she says, accusation clear in her voice. Fuck.
âWhy would he say that?â I reply. My heart pounds.
âI donât know. Why wonât you write anymore?â Her voice is full of wine and curiosity.
âI donât know. But I donât want to talk about me. I want to talk about you and Seattle and why youâve been avoiding me.â
âWell, he also said youâre graduating next semester,â she says, ignoring my words.
Christian obviously has no idea how to mind his own damned business. âYeah, so?â
âI didnât know that,â Tessa says. I hear her shuffling around, and she groans, clearly irritated.
âI wasnât hiding it from you, it just didnât come up. You have a long time before you graduate, so it doesnât matter anyway. Itâs not like I was going to go anywhere.â
âHang on,â she says into the phone. What the hell is she doing? How much wine has she drunk?
After listening to her mumble incomprehensibly and futz around, I finally ask, âWhat are you doing?â