âTessa.â I call her out of her deep sleep. Sheâs probably drooled all over the damn window.
My mum appears at the front door only seconds after the headlights hit her windows. She pushes open the screen door and rushes down the small steps like a madwoman. Tessaâs eyes open, and she focuses on my mum, who now is pulling at the passenger-door handle to get to her. What is it with everyone liking her so much?
âTessa! Hardin!â My mumâs voice is high and overly excited as Tessa unbuckles her seat belt and climbs out of the car. Womanly hugs and greetings are exchanged while I grab the bags from the trunk.
âIâm so glad you two are here.â My mum smiles, wiping a tear from her eyes. This is going to be a long weekend.
âUs, too.â Tessa answers for me and allows my mum to pull her by the hand into the small house.
âI donât like tea, so there wonât be any stereotypical English welcome here, but I made some coffee. I know you both love your coffee,â my mum hums.
Tessa laughs, thanking her. My mum is keeping her distance from me, obviously trying not to set me off during the weekend of her wedding. The two women disappear into the kitchen, and I take the stairs to my old bedroom to get rid of these bags. I hear their laughter travel through the house, and I try to convince myself that nothing catastrophic will happen this weekend. Everything will be fine.
The room is empty except for my old twin bed and a dresser. The wallpaper has been stripped off, leaving a hideous trail of glue along the walls. My mum is obviously trying to get the place ready for the new owner, but seeing the place like this actually makes me feel a little strange.
Chapter one hundred and thirty-one
TESSA
I still canât believe you both came,â Trish says to me. She hands me a cup of coffeeâblack, just the way I like itâand I smile at her thoughtfulness. Sheâs a beautiful woman, with bright eyes and an equally bright smileâand sheâs dressed in a deep blue tracksuit.
âIâm so glad we could make it,â I tell her. I take a glance at the clock on the oven; already 10 p.m. The long flight and time change have thrown me off.
âMe, too. If it wasnât for you, I know he wouldnât be here.â She places her hand over mine. Unsure how to respond, I smile. She catches on to my discomfort and changes the subject.
âHow was the flight? Did Hardin behave?â Her laugh is gentle, and I donât have the heart to tell her that her son was a complete tyrant throughout the security scan and half of the flight.
âHe was fine.â I take a sip of the steaming coffee just as Hardin joins us in the kitchen. The house is old and cramped, too many walls close off too much of the space. The only decorations are brown moving boxes piled in the corners, but I feel oddly comfortable and at ease in Hardinâs childhood home. I can tell by the look on his face when he leans down to walk under the archway leading to the kitchen that he doesnât feel the same way about this house. These walls hold too many memories for him, and instantly my impression of the place begins to dim.
âWhatâs with the wallpaper?â he asks.
âI was removing it all to paint before selling, but the new owners are planning to tear the house down anyway. They want to build an entirely new home on the lot,â his mother explains. I like the idea of the house being demolished.
âGood, itâs a shit house anyway,â he grumbles and picks up my coffee cup to take a sip. âAre you tired?â He turns to me.
âIâm fine,â I say, meaning it. I enjoy Trishâs humor and warm company. Iâm tired, but thereâll be plenty of time to sleep. Itâs still fairly early.
âIâve been staying at Mikeâs house, next door. I assumed you wouldnât want to stay there.â
âObviously not,â Hardin replies. I take my coffee back from him, giving him a silent plea to be polite to his mother.
âAnywayââTrish ignores his rude remarkââI have plans for her tomorrow, so I hope you can occupy yourself.â
It takes me a moment to realize sheâs referring to me.
âWhat sort of plans?â Hardin doesnât seem pleased with the idea.
âJust prewedding things. I have an appointment for us at a spa in town, and then Iâd love it if sheâd go with me to the last fitting of my wedding dress.â
âOf course,â I say at the same time that Hardin asks, âHow long will that take?â
âJust the afternoon, Iâm sure,â Trish assures her son. âThatâs only if you want to accompany me, Tessa. You donât have to, I just thought it would be nice for us to spend some time together while youâre here.â
âIâd love to.â I smile at her. Hardin doesnât argue, which is good, because he would have lost.
âIâm glad.â She smiles, too. âMy friend Susan will be joining us for lunch. Sheâs dying to meet you, sheâs been hearing about you for so long that she doesnât believe you exist, sheââ
Hardin begins to choke on his coffee, interrupting his motherâs excited rambling.
âSusan Kingsley?â He eyes Trish, his shoulders tight and his voice shaky.
âYes . . . well, her name is no longer Kingsley, sheâs remarried.â Trish stares back at him in a way that makes me feel like Iâve wandered into some sort of private conversation where Iâm not wanted. Hardin stares back and forth between his mother and the wall before turning on his heel and leaving us alone in the kitchen.
âIâm going to head next door now for bed. If you need anything, let me know.â The excitement in her voice has faded; she sounds drained. Trish leans over and gives me a quick kiss on the cheek before opening the back door and stepping outside.