I nod again. Look at the floor. Watch a girl cross in front of me at a snailâs pace. âIs Zed coming back?â I ask him.
Dan looks around. âWhere did he go?â
âTo find Steph about my drink.â I lean farther onto the counter. Probably half of my bodyâs on it at this point. I canât really tell.
âHe did? Hmm, I can help you find him.â He shrugs. âI think I saw him go upstairs.â
âOkay,â I say. I donât think I like Dan, but I need to find Zed, because my head is getting heavier and heavier.
I follow slowly behind Dan as he pushes through the crowd and heads toward the stairs. The music is amazingly loud now, and I find my head moving slowly back and forth, back and forth as I climb the steps.
âIs he up here?â I ask Dan.
âYeah. He just went in here, I think.â He nods his head toward the door across the hall.
âThatâs Hardinâs room,â I inform him, and he shrugs. âCan I just sit here for a minute? I canât walk anymore, I think.â My feet feel heavy, but my mind feels like itâs getting sharper, and this makes no sense to me.
âSure, yeah, you can sit in here.â Dan grabs hold of my arm and leads me into Hardinâs old room. I stumble to the edge of the bed, and memories seem to take shape and swirl in the air around me: Hardin and me sitting on the bed, the same spot Iâm in now. I kissed him for the first time. I was so overwhelmed and confused by my growing need to be close to him. My dark boy. That was the first time I got a glimpse of the softer, kinder Hardin. He didnât stay long, but it was nice to meet him.
âWhereâs Hardin?â I ask, looking up at Dan.
An expression crosses his face, then disappears as he chuckles. âOh, Hardin isnât here, and you said you were sure he wasnât coming, remember?â He closes the door and locks it behind him.
Whatâs going on? My mind reels with the possibilities, but my body feels too heavy to move. I want to lie down, but an alarm is screeching through my head telling me to fight it. Donât lie down! Keep your eyes open!
âO-open the door,â I say and try to stand, but the room begins to spin.
As if on cue, thereâs a knock at the door. Relief floods over me when Dan unlocks the door and it opens to reveal Steph.
âSteph!â I moan. âHeâs . . . heâs doing something.â I donât know how to explain it, but I know he was going to do something.
She looks at Dan, who gives her a sinister smile. Looking back at me, she asks simply, âDoing what?â
âSteph . . .â I call for her again. I need her to help me leave this haunted room.
âStop whining!â she snaps, and I lose my breath.
âWhat?â I manage to say.
But Steph just smiles up at Dan while she digs her hand through the bag sheâs brought in. When I moan again, she stops and glares at me. âGod, do you ever shut up? Iâm so sick of hearing you bitch and complain all the damn time.â
My brain isnât working correctlyâSteph canât be saying these things to me.
She rolls her eyes. âUgh, and that stupid innocent poutâlike give it a fucking rest, already.â After a couple more seconds of digging, she says, âFound it . . . here,â and she hands a small object to Dan.
I almost fade out, but a little beep brings me back to consciousness . . . for at least a few more seconds.
I see a little red light, like a teeny-tiny cherry.
Like the cherry vodka sour. Steph, Dan, Molly, Zed. The party. Oh no.
âWhat did you do?â I ask her, and she laughs again.
âDidnât I tell you to stop whining? Youâll be fine,â she groans and walks toward the bed. Thereâs a camera in Danâs hand. The red light shows that itâs on.
âG-get away from me,â I try to yell, but it comes out a mere whisper. I try to stand to my feet, but I stumble back to the bed. Itâs soft . . . like quicksand.
âI thought you . . .â I begin.
But Steph puts her hands on my shoulders and pushes me back against the mattress. I canât get back up. âYou thought what? I was your friend?â She kneels on the bed, hovering over me. Stephâs fingers grip the bottom of my dress and begin to pull it up my thighs. âYou were too busy being a whore going back and forth between Zed and Hardin to realize that Iâve actually always despised you. Donât you think if I really gave a shit about you I would have told you that Hardin was only dating you to win a bet? Donât you think a friend would have warned you?â
Sheâs right, and once again my idiocy is glaringly obvious. The sting of betrayal is multiplied by the fuzziness in my headâand when I look at Steph now, the red-haired devil, her face is twisted, distorted in the most evil way imaginable, and the glow of her dark eyes sends a chill through me.
âOh, and by the way.â She laughs. âI hope you had fun waiting on Hardin to show up on his birthday. Amazing what I can do with one little text. So a video camera must be so much worse, huh?â
I try to fight her off, but itâs impossible. She easily removes my fingers from where Iâve dug them into her arms and continues pulling on my dress. I close my eyes and imagine Hardin bursting through the door to rescue me, my knight in black armor.
âHardin will find . . . out,â I threaten weakly.
âHa ha, yeahâthatâs the point. Now stop talking.â
Another knock sounds at the door, and again I pointlessly try to push her off of me.
âClose the doorâhurry,â Dan says, and when I crane my neck toward the door, Iâm not surprised to find that Molly has joined us.