As she slowly came to, she felt as though she had fallen from heaven into hell.
âSobâ¦â she suddenly burst into tears as though she had received a huge shock. Tears fell from the corners of her eyes and rolled down her pale cheeks as she sobbed uncontrollably.
She finally remembered the news that she had read and the movies that she had watched that depicted how innocent girls were tricked into sleeping with men before they were cruelly dumped.
She realized thatâ¦.this was happening to her as well.
Mo Yixuan turned around when he heard her crying. He had already gotten dressed and he still held in his brand new phone in his hand.
He paused and his brows creased into a small frown as he looked at the girl in confusion.
Was she crying? Why would she beâ¦
âYan Yanâ¦â he said as he walked up to her and sat down on the bed.
His heart clenched in pain when he saw the bright red stain on the bed sheets.
She must be in pain. Heâ¦had been so excited that he was even a little rough with her.
Damn it, he should have been gentler with her. This was all because he didnât have any experience, so he must have hurt her.
He Xiyan didnât respond. She pulled up the blanket to cover herself and this also covered the red stain on the bed sheets.
She hugged her knees together and buried her pale face between her knees as she continued to sob.
Mo Yixuan didnât expect her to sob so hard, so he was a little flustered. He paused for a moment before he stretched out his right hand and gently placed it across her naked shoulder.
He pulled her into his embrace once again.
âDid it hurt?â he asked and his heart raced wildly.
He remembered everything that happened earlier and he also remembered how tight she had been when he was about to enter her. He had been quite forceful, so she must be in pain.
He Xiyan continued to remain silent and tears continued to flow from her eyes.
Mo Yixuanâs forehead beaded with cold sweat and his arms tightened around her.
This was his first time dating and this had also been his first time doing what they did earlier, so he didnât know much. He couldnât even guess why this girl was crying so hard and why she wasnât answering his question.
Was it because he didnât ask for her consent earlier? Was she afraid that he would leave her? Was she afraid that he would dump her after having his way with her?
His heart raced wildly and he took out a piece of tissue from the bedside and gently wiped her tears away.
âAlrightâ¦Yan Yan, please donât cry. I wonât leave you as long as youâre good,â he said softly as he pulled her into his embrace.
He had made this promise so easily that he didnât stop to think about whether heâd be able to fulfill the promises he had made. It wasnât until sometime in the future when he thought about this that he felt extremely guilty and it made his heart hurt even more.
He Xiyan was pulled into his embrace, but she continued to cry softly.
She was afraid that she would end up like the girls on television who were cruelly dumped.
He said that he wouldnât leave her as long as she was well-behaved?
Did he mean it?
She looked up and finally met his gaze and for some reason, she could never understand or figure out what he was thinking about.
âWeâ¦â she took a deep breath. There were some words she kept close to her heart but she didnât say them out loud.