Annaâs heart began to race. âIâll go in and take a look,â she said, then prepared to enter the operating room.
Hey! What are you doing, Dr. Gabriel? Youâre not dressed in a surgical gown! This is completely unprofessional.â The nurse looked at her in surprise.
It wasnât until then that Anna realized she had been so frantic that she had forgotten common sense. Then she went to the dressing room right away to sterilize herself and put on the surgical gown. When she entered the operating room, she was still distracted.
Many doctors were gathered in front of the operating table. Anna could not get near the table, and she did not dare to rush in. As a result, she was forced to stand outside the crowd. The surgical gown was heavy and made her sweat all over.
She was so far away from the operating table that she couldnât tell if the man on it was Wayne or not. But she had a gut feeling that it was him.
âWhat brings you here?â A nurse next to Anna asked âI came to see this surgery;â Anna said absentmindedly.
âThis patient is in poor health. To be honest, I believe we will have to apologize to his family later.â
âHeâs not doing well?â Annaâs face instantly turned pale. She felt as if all her strength had vanished instantly, and she couldnât even stand stil.
âWhen he arrived at the emergency room, we had no idea what was wrong with him. We measured his intracranial pressure and discovered that he was in a bad condition. The head of the brain department met to discuss what to do for him, but the truth was that he had little chance of survival. The success rate of craniotomy was low, but it was the only option. So, after informing his relatives, they operated on him.â
âIs it possible for him to survive?â
Actually, thereâs just little hope for us. I heard that the doctors were preparing the death certificate, and they will have to sign it if the operation fails.â
Anna was stunned and devastated. She barely avoided falling down by holding on to the surgical bed beside her. She thought, No! What2/Am/dreaming? No, no, no... If... If! wake up, will Wayne be there for me? Right, | must be dreaming!
The instruments suddenly made a jumbled sound. Then, she looked up and attempted to see through the crowd to the scene inside. Her ears were ringing, and she felt dizzy.
âOxygen.â
âHis heart rate is low.â
âPacemaker.â
The fluctuating EKG eventually faded to a flat, straight line. The line continued, but his heart stopped. Everyone fell silent, and no one made another sound.
âDeath timeâ
âSign the form and deliver it to his family.â
Before collapsing on the floor, Anna felt that her world was falling apart. As if fallen into a deep sleep, she seemed to have had dreamed of a man leaving her. 428 A Silver Lining Two hours later, Anna was finally awake.
âIs everything OK?â Nancy asked her.
Hearing that, Anna opened her eyes and found herself in the internâs lounge of the hospital, with Nancy sitting beside her.
âNancy?â she asked, puzzled, touching her brow. âWhat am I doing here?â
As she handed Anna a glass of water, Nancy said, âDonât you remember? You passed out inside the surgery room and scared the hell out of everyone. Did you eat breakfast today?â
Anna froze, and her face began to turn pale. Her eyes welled up with tears. She sat motionlessly and seemed to have forgotten how to utter properly.
âIs he really dead? No! | donât believe it!â She said hysterically as tears streamed down her cheeks Nancy, seeing her crying, said anxiously, âIâm not sure about that. Do you know that patient?â
âWâm going to find him,â With that, Anna jumped out of bed âHuh? Stay here, Anna! You need to rest for a little longer.â
âIâm perfectly fine!â
Then Anna stumbled and ran to the hospital morgue.
Anna, are you OK?â Nancy asked as she followed her. She frowned and ran faster as she looked in Annaâs direction. âWhat are you doing here?â she yanked on Annaâs arm at the morgue door.
Anna was still in tears. âIâm going in to find him,â she said hoarsely, trying not to whimper.
Nancy was taken aback by her behavior and asked, âWho are you looking for? Iâll look for him for you.â âAIL... All of the patients who died during surgery are here, right?â
Anna asked as she was about to burst into tears.
Nancy frowned and said, âYeah. Whatâs the problem? Thereâs no failed surgery today. Who are you looking for, anyway?â
âYes, there is! Before | passed out, I witnessed a failed craniotomy on a patient. He passed away, and I didnât have the chance to talk to him. I havenât even said anything to him!â Anna said this while crying.
âAre you talking about the surgery you watched before you fainted?â Nancy asked.
Anna nodded.
Seeing that, Nancy released a sigh, patted her on the shoulder, and said, âCome with me.â
After that, Nancy and Anna put on their surgical gowns and made their way to the ICU, where the automatic door opened for them.
Pointing at the man in the hospital bed with tubes all over his body, Nancy asked, âYouâre talking about him, right? He came back to life just as the doctors were about to sign his death certificate. This guy is so fortunate!â
âAnna, who was in a trance, looked up as soon as she heard Nancyâs voice. Wayneâs face was obscured by an oxygen mask, all of his hair was shaved off and his face was swollen, but Anna recognized him instantly.
Then Anna approached him slowly with heavy steps as if she had forgotten how to walk âWho exactly is he?â Nancy, who was standing behind her, asked.
Anna replied as she was sobbing, âHeâs the love of my life.â
Annaâs feelings, which she had suppressed for five years, burst forth at this moment. She sobbed bitterly, finally admitting that she couldnât get over Wayne. She was heartbroken and unable to control herself when faced with death.
She thought, How could / be so stupid and stubborn?! Why on earth didnât Iget back together with you? What was | thinking?!
Why didnât realize that you were so important to me until death nearly did us apart?! God...
Wayne, Iâve been in love with you for years and I still love you like crazy now! Even after leaving England, | couldnât stop thinking of you every single day. The truth is that Iâve never gotten over you and Iâll never will. But | was too stubborn and stupid to admit that!
Wayne, you have already won my heart, leaving no room for anyone else. And this time, Iâm not going to deny my feelings for you anymore, and Iâm not letting you go. Please wake up soon. I need you! Tammy and Matthew need you! Istill want to build a wonderful and happy family with you! | really do! Please be okay, Wayne... Please...