Itâs odd being back on base again. Some things are still the same; the guards at the gate checking IDs and ensuring youâre supposed to be where you are. Unfortunately for me, people still know who I am. More than a few snap into a salute when we walk by. I barely restrain myself from saluting in return, the training still ingrained, but I do nod my head at them.
âDamn, that shit is weird after all these years,â I mutter as I follow Crypt to his room. The memories pile on as we walk down the sterile hallways. Of all of us racking out after we got back from a mission to finally get some sleep. Of the times that Sam would tease me not to forget to lock my door so I didnât accidentally sleepwalk right into her room.
I have to push those thoughts out of my mind as Crypt opens up the door and reveals the sparse room where two duffle bags and a box sit on the bed. âNot much stuff,â I remark, looking around quickly. I note that there are no pictures on the wall, nothing to show that the space belonged to someone.
Not even pictures of his family or his teammates. Though, I suppose he could have them packed away in his bag already.
âDonât need much,â Crypt answers with a shrug.
âMakes things easier to get you set up at the clubhouse. Alright, well, letâs get out of here.â I grab the box and he grabs the duffle bags. He reaches the door before I do and I drawl, âSure you donât want to say one last goodbye? You know, get all those tears out?â
Crypt looks over his shoulder at me and gives me a droll look. âGet right on that.â Then he keeps on walking as I chuckle behind him.
We walk out of the building, nodding at people along the way, until we make it to his truck. âYou ready to say goodbye?â I ask him, giving him a sideways glance when he looks around.
He turns his head and gives me a blank stare. âGoodbye to what?â
I shrug. âWell, this is the last time youâre going to be on base. Big moment for you, isnât it?â
His eyes are penetrating as he stares at me. âThat what you did? Said goodbye before you left?â
Not like I had a chance, I think to myself. Instead of saying that, I roll my eyes. âFine, you made your point. Letâs get out of here. I got some work for you to do before I take you to the clubhouse.â
As we head off base, with Crypt ahead of me in his truck and me on my bike, we head towards the office, and I try not to think too much about the place we just left. The last thing I need is more memories. I spent most of my night tossing and turning, trying to banish the memories that plagued me. Dreams bordering on nightmares.
Images of Sam and Quinn kept blurring together, and when I woke up, I was in a piss poor mood. Still, I brushed it off, because I have far too much to do today. Mostly getting Crypt set up. Viper is working with Syn on arranging the search tonight, and I want to make sure Iâm around for it.
When we reach the office, I show Crypt around and then get him started filling out paperwork. He sits at the desk we had put in for him this morning, and quickly and efficiently completes the task, ignoring everything else around him. Though, the only other people in the office right now are Viper, myself, and Hulk, who is typing up a report on the other side of the room.
Hulk isnât one for paperwork, and his scowl makes clear that he hates this part of the job. I definitely feel the same. I gave Rose my ad this morning, so hopefully weâll get some suitable candidates. Iâll need to make sure they have clear background checks, but that shouldnât be too hard. If Cryos is busy, Crypt can tag in. Good way to break him into the scene.
I head into my office, not even bothering to look behind me when Viper follows me in. I take my seat and look up at him expectantly, folding my hands over my stomach.
âWeâre all set for tonight,â he tells me in a low voice. âYou coming for that?â
âWouldnât miss it,â I reply softly. âSyn bringing both dogs?â
âShe is, but sheâs only going to deploy one at a time. Sheâll have Loki start , and then have Ebony do the second half of the search.â
âYou set up grids for them to work?â I ask curiously.
Viper pulls some paper from his back pocket and hands it to me. Itâs a satellite image of the compound. Viper has already marked it, showing what is priority, and has drawn a line to indicate where the dogs should switch. We own a lot of land, but weâre only focusing close to the compound for now. Especially since most of the acreage is forested.
âWeâre going to start here,â Viper explains, pointing at a spot closest to the fence by one of the outbuildings. âSheâll come from the fence side. That way, we donât alert anyone. Sheâs going to walk over so we donât arouse any suspicion with engine noise. If youâre going to be there, weâll probably have to switch off working with her. One of us holds the dog that isnât working, that kind of thing.â
I nod. âThatâs fine. You want to work with her on the first part or the second?â
âIâll take the first part. She also assured me that if the dogs find anything, their alert is to sit or lie down; they wonât bark.â
âGood, less chance of people waking up and spotting us,â I mutter, looking at the map again. âYou marked which one is being used for Torque and Izzyâs project?â
âShit, forgot about that one. Iâll mention that to Syn when I text her later. Torque will kill me if we scratch that car,â he chuckles.
I snort. âI think itâs Izzy who will kill you, brother. Torque told me she would gladly marry that car instead of him, so Iâd say sheâs the one you donât want to piss off.â
âIâm sure I could charm my way out of it,â Viper smirks. I roll my eyes at him. âI have another copy, so you can keep this one. Mark which one is Torque and Izzyâs spot and Iâll do the same on mine. Iâll show Syn tonight when she arrives. Donât want any electronic versions rolling around.â
I nod in agreement. If the mole is someone electronically inclined and tracking us there, we donât want to tip them off. âHopefully we hit paydirt tonight.â
Viper nods. âSyn said she can help again tomorrow if we need to sweep the clubhouse. If we do, sheâll bring in both dogs, and weâll allow them to bark; it shouldnât matter since no one will be around.â
âWe figure out what to do about the cameras?â I ask him.
He glances at the doorway and then back at me. âI noticed the kill switch in Cryosâs space at the clubhouse earlier. Iâll turn them off from there. Heâs going to be pissed, especially since it will probably mess up a bunch of his shit, but weâll deal with it.â
I chuckle softly. âYou sure he wonât just shoot us?â Itâs an unspoken rule of the club that we touch nothing of Cryosâs. The man is fiercely protective of his gear. Still, I donât give a shit, because if he is the mole, Iâll rip every damn wire out of every damn wall and strangle him with them. If he isnât, Bullet can deal with the fallout. Perks of being President.
Viper shrugs. âIf he does, weâll see him coming.â Then he gives me a quick salute and heads out the door.
I try not to let my anxiousness and anticipation get the better of me. I need to keep a calm head. So, I put my head towards answering emails and filling out more dreaded paperwork. A new receptionist canât come fast enough.
Mid-afternoon, Iâm tired and in desperate need of some coffee. Words on my screen are a blur, which means itâs time to get out of here and get some fresh air. I push away from my desk and stalk down the hall. Hulk and Crypt are both still at their desks, though they donât look cross-eyed.
âIâm heading over to the convenience store,â I tell them.
âThank fuck,â Hulk groans, standing and stretching his huge arms over his head. âIâm going with you.â
âWeâre heading out?â Viper asks, coming out of his office.
âThis is not a field trip,â I grouch.
âYou sure about that, Mr. Chapman?â Viper snickers.
I flip him off. âFine, letâs go.â I look over at Crypt, whose attention hasnât moved from the screens, engrossed in the task I assigned him. âCrypt, letâs go,â I tell him.
He barely glances back at me. âIâm good,â he replies.
âNot a request, soldier,â I tell him easily. âCanât leave any classmates behind.â
âYou know, when I was in school I couldnât tell my teacher to fuck off, but I donât think I need to worry about that with you,â Crypt remarks coolly.
I smirk at him. âOh, I donât know, I might have a cell around here. I can call that your detention.â His eyes are blank as he stares at me, obviously uncaring about my threat. âJust get off your ass and letâs go.â He eyes me for a minute before getting up to follow us.
Weâre all quiet as we make our way down the street. Behind Viper and I, Hulk and Crypt are silent, even as we enter the store. I nod at the clerk when we walk in. Mr. Diaz nods back at me from behind the counter before returning his attention to his magazine â or rather, , since everyone knows heâs actually got porn tucked between the dog eared pages of that sports magazine.
I make my way down the aisle to the coolers in the back and grab a bottle of soda. I want coffee, but Iâve had enough for now, so this will have to do. I ignore the way Viper jokes with Hulk about his choice of a healthy bottle of water, while Crypt grabs himself an energy drink. I turn around to head back towards the register, but freeze when I see the woman walking thru the door.
The same woman that haunted my dreams last night.
She glances my way, and her gaze stops on mine, and I feel a burn in my chest ignite almost instantly as our eyes collide. Her eyes flash with recognition, and her face flushes with a blush. She gives me a quick nod and moves to grab some gum and a candy bar from the display to her left.
I stand behind her as she gets to the counter. She briefly glances back at me and gives me a shy smile before she faces forward again. I glare at Mr. Diaz when he gives her an appreciative look, and he quickly looks away while he rings her up. Mr. Diaz isnât much of a problem normally, but I donât want him trying anything with Quinn.
âThank you,â Quinn says shyly as she finishes her transaction. âHave a good day.â
âHold on a second,â I tell her as I toss some cash on the counter to pay for mine. She looks at me in shock before her gaze slides away, and her face heats even more. I donât think Iâve ever seen something so endearing. Mr. Diazâs eyes light up when I gesture for Quinn to follow me outside, leaving him the change as a tip. A very good tip, since I gave him a twenty and my bill would have only been a few bucks.
I catch Viperâs eye to let him know where Iâm going, and he grins at me and nods. Outside the store, Quinn stops a few feet away from me, and glances up at me before shifting her eyes away. Hmm, I guess she is shy. âIs, um, is, this, uh, about Macy and the chip thing?â she asks, nerves clear in her voice. âI can pay you for them.â She reaches for her purse, but I stop her quickly.
âNo, nothing to do with that. I just wanted to say thank you for contacting me about Crypt. And let you know we moved him off base today; heâs going to be staying at our clubhouse for the time being,â I explain. Hopefully Crypt wonât have my ass for telling her this, but I have the uncontrollable urge to talk to her. To see just how different, and alike, she is to Sam.
âOh, thatâs wonderful,â she says, her face instantly transforming into a beaming smile. âIâm glad that he could get a job with you and find a place to stay. Are the accommodations at the clubhouse permanent?â
I shrug. âItâs up to him. Heâs going to propsect for the club; if he likes it, and we like him, weâll patch him in eventually which means heâll always have a place at the club. If he doesnât want to stay with the club, then weâll set him up at his own place, but he can still work with me. One isnât dependent on the other.â Fuck, I need to shut up. I donât know what it is about Quinn, but I canât seem to stop talking.
She nods, unconcerned. âItâs great that he already has so many sources of support. And thank you for giving him a chance with the job.â
âAnyone else, send them our way,â I tell her with a smile. She blinks at me, flushes some more and nods again. She stands there awkwardly as we lapse into silence, neither of us moving away. Finally, I force myself to say, âOh, and we have another opening for a receptionist or admin person, if you have anyone that fits the bill.â
She straightens slightly and reaches into her purse to grab her phone. âLet me make a note of that. I have a couple more people coming to see me today, and Iâll keep this position in mind when I talk to them. Are you looking for anything specific in this person?â
âThey need to keep their mouths shut,â I say honestly. She looks up at me in surprise. âThe jobs we do involve sensitive, often highly confidential information. We do security work, bodyguarding, and sometimes, private investigation and reconnaissance; all of that is confidential. People in the forces are naturally good at keeping things hush-hush. Despite that, you can tell when people are the type to give a little too much information, by over sharing things with you in a general conversation.â
Quinnâs brows pull down into a little V of concentration as she quickly taps away on her phone. âDo you need them to have a clearance of any kind?â she asks.
âNot necessarily. We donât work with the military or police or anything like that, but our clients have means and donât want their business talked about.â I cock my head thoughtfully as I look at her. âMostly, I want someone who doesnât mind creating a schedule, is organized, and can handle paperwork. I hate that shit.â
She lets out a small chuckle, so soft I almost donât hear it, but now that I have, I want to hear it again, but louder. Damn it, I donât want this in my life right now. I donât want her to captivate me. âI hate paperwork too,â she tells me. She puts her phone away and tucks a strand of copper hair behind her ear. âThanks for telling me all this. Iâll definitely keep this in mind for my clients. How long are you accepting applications?â
âUntil we hire someone. I put an ad up today, so there will be other applicants,â I warn her.
She nods. âIf the position is filled by the time I send someone your way, then weâll look elsewhere. Thank you, Mr. uh, I mean, Shadow. I really appreciate you being willing to work with me and my colleagues on this.â
âAnything I can do for fellow Vets,â I tell her truthfully.
I hear the door behind me open and glance over my shoulder to see the rest of the guys coming out. Viper gives Quinn a wide smile, and Crypt and Hulk both give her sober nods. âHi, Crypt,â Quinn says shyly. âShadow was just telling me you were hired and staying at the, uh, clubhouse. Thatâs fantastic.â
Crypt gives her a quick nod. âDo you need to follow up with me, Ms. Holt?â he asks her politely.
She shakes her head. âOnly if you want me to. If youâre okay, then Iâll make a note to check in with you in two months. And call me Quinn. Iâm not fancy.â
âSince this asshole isnât going to introduce us,â Viper drawls, stepping forward with his hand out, âIâll have to do it myself. Iâm Viper, and I run the joint with Shadow here. Other guy is Hulk. Donât worry, heâs a softy.â
Hulk huffs out a breath and glares at Viper.
Quinn shakes Viperâs hand quickly, looking up at him and Hulk with the same shy smile. âNice to meet you. Quinn Holt. Well, I need to get back to the office. It was nice to meet you and, uh, good to see you again, Crypt. And, uh, you too, Shadow,â she adds, nearly tripping over herself to say goodbye before turning to hurry away.
I watch her retreat, her sensible flats eating up the sidewalk with purpose.
âSheâs a skittish one,â Viper remarks. âPretty too. Iâd ask her out if I thought sheâd actually accept.â
The idea of Viper taking Quinn out is not one I want to entertain. I have no business thinking of her at all, and the idea of her around constantly makes me feel things I donât want to. âSheâs not crazy enough for you,â I tell him as we head down the sidewalk in the opposite direction from Quinn. âYouâd chew her up and spit her out, and that would ruin any kind of relationship for you.â
Viper sighs. âYeah, probably. Still, I think she was looking at you awfully close.â
I ignore the bait heâs dangling in front of me. Instead, I tell him, âI told her about the reception position, so of course she was looking at me. She was taking notes on her phone and is going to send clients our way.â
Viper looks like he doesnât believe me, but finally shrugs. âIf you say so.â
As we continue walking back to the office, I resist glancing over my shoulder to see if I can catch another glimpse of Quinn. I need to forget about her and focus on the task at hand. We have a mole to catch.