I frowned. âYou can always drink water; I want to enjoy the festival. Would it be weird if we just stayed together?â
Lexus looked around. âItâs not like we planned this, if anyone asks, weâll just tell them what happened.
Theyâll assume Iâm just being nice since you have no other choices.â I was more excited to be with Lexus at the festival than Calvin.
âOh, how selfless of you,â I said sarcastically. We started walking. âDo you really see me as your friend?â
âYeah, I do,â Lexus answered while looking over the crowd. Knowing that he saw me as a friend made me feel like we really were getting close. âThatâs the main reason I asked Cade to help us earlier. We didnât need the extra help. I thought you could spend a little time with your brother.â
I blushed. âThat was nice of you.â I stared at his hand but knew I couldnât hold it. I saw Arma with her family and she looked like she was forcing herself to look happy.
We went to sit down to watch a dancing performance. Since I was with the prince security made sure we got seats up front. It was traditional and tasteful. âWhy didnât you go with Calvin and Sadia?â I whispered halfway through the performance.
âItâs not like they needed me. I doubt Ruben wants to see me helping his pack, itâll just make him resent me more,â He explained. âI also wasnât sure if youâd be okay being left alone like that.â
I thought it was sweet until I saw him staring at a girl five minutes later. âWhatâre you doing that for?â
Lexus looked at me and chuckled. âYouâre jealous? Itâs cute but you donât really get to be jealous.â
âDo you care about Sadia at all?â
Lexus glared at me. âOf course I do, but me and Sadia havenât been together for long. We didnât even date or anything.â We went straight into engagement and we were just friends before.â Then what changed so quickly? âI honestly donât think she expects me to be monogamous, at least not until weâre officially mated. The only reason Iâm sneaking around is out of respect for her. You donât need to be jealous of random girls who youâre more attractive than anyways.â
I didnât speak for the rest of the performance. âIf you werenât engaged would we..?â I asked while I stood up and clapped.
Lexus stood up. âBe together?â Lexus looked down at me to the side of his eyes. âProbably not since youâre the holder, our status conflicts with one another.â
Sadia wasnât our only obstacle. âAnd youâre okay with that?â We walked away from the crowd.
Lexus didnât answer my question; instead, he stopped in a line for the Ferris wheel. It was the only ride they had. Again, we didnât have to actually wait in line, we were let right on. âWhat was your human family like?â
We started moving up and I held onto Lexus as we rocked. We were in the type of Ferris wheels with a door. None on the ground would be able to see us. âI told you about my parents so thereâs not much to say about them I loved my siblings.â I pulled out my phone and started showing him pictures. As I swiped a picture of me, and ex showed up and I deleted it.
âIs that the guy who broke up with you because youâre too submissive?â I never told Lexus that, so I wasnât expecting him to bring it up.
My face was deep red. âOh yeah⦠how do you know about that?â
âSadia told me. Heâs an idiot.â He laid back as we rocked.
I laid back and he put his arm around me. It felt romantic especially because the stars were out, and the festival lights were even more eliminated. âLie to me.â I closed my eyes.
âOkay.â He held me closer. âIf I werenât with Sadia then we would be together. I wouldnât let tradition, or my parents stop us.â
âYouâd be the first one.â
âThe first one to do what exactly?â He asked for clarification.
âTo love me and stayâ¦â My eyes started to water as I thought about all the rejection Iâve been through.
âI will then, Iâll break off my engagement.â
I chuckled. âNo you wonât.â
âIâm serious Aqua, Iâm going to break it off so we could be together, thatâs all I want.â He played in my long kinky curly hair. âYouâre everything I want for my future. So much that Iâd even give up my being King for you.â
âYou canât just leave Sadia.â
We were at the top now âI donât love her; I feel more for you.â
I started crying because I knew it was all lying, I loved hearing them, but it wasnât real. âYou can stopâ¦
I donât want you to lie anymore.â I opened my eyes. We started to go back down.
Lexus sat up and wiped my tears away. âI didnât mean to make you cry. I donât want to hurt you Aqua.â
âI knowâ¦.â
He kissed me at my most vulnerable and I kissed him back. The tears didnât stop. He wiped the rest of my tears away before we got to the very bottom. We got off and went to eat. We got food from a food truck and sat down at a table. It tasted so much better than anything I ate in the human world. âWow this is so good.â It took my mind off all the emotions I was feeling. I rocked back and forth in joy.
Lexus stared at me the whole time, even when we werenât speaking. âItâs a meal only served on special occasions. They say the recipe calls for a little bit of pixie dust as a spice.â
I wasnât sure how pixie dust tasted but if thatâs what made it so good then it was maybe the best ingredient ever. Participating in dragon shifter culture pleased my dragon self and the rest of myself too.