ZEDKIEL.
I couldnât believe it took so long to finalise a team.
As I sat there with Kash, I was hesitant, and in the end, I have rounded it off to people I know. During that time Evelyn feasted on grapes while watching us, as she swings her legs from where sheâs sitting as she turns back to the television. Something she clearly enjoys, itâs currently some horror show and every time something disturbing happens, she cackles like a witch.
âDo you need him?â Kash asks regarding Adonis.
I sigh. âI know you donât want him around, but this is a mission, and I need efficient warriors. If it was down to that, I mean, I wouldnât even take you, but â Iâm hoping they have an answer and a way to heal you.â I say quietly as I shuffle some of the papers with the warrior stats on them around.
âWeâll seeâ¦â
âWe will find a way.â I say firmly through the link.
Yeah, but if we donât.. take care of Isa for me⦠He says quietly. His face is unreadable, but I realize that in that moment heâs sentencing himself to die.
âNo. Because you will f*****g make it.â I reply icily.
He doesnât respond and instead sits back. âChasyn didnât offer. Iâm surprised since he acts like he cares.â He says, changing the topic entirely with a small scoff.
I sit back, observing him. âSo you never really shared why you canât stand him.â
He frowns and shakes his head. âNothing to share.â
He replies, looking down at the map on the tablet.
Tilting my head, I frown. âIt bothers you until this day, and I know for a fact it involves his favourite Omega Lucia.â
His heart rate picks up a little, and I almost smirk.
As I presumed..
âYou know Lucia belonged to my family; she was meant to be mine. I had already made it clear that I would be claiming her, thatâs until Chasyn saw her and immediately staked his claim⦠of course, Dad would never refuse a royal.â His voice is low, and I can sense the anger in him.
I get it, omegas were something that once you set your sights on one that you wanted, it was hard to get over it. If Kash had already decided on having Lucia as his, only for someone else to claim her⦠that must have been rough..
âWhy didnât you come to me?â I ask.
He c***s a brow. âI had no right. Her family worked for the Lanes.â He mutters. âI think it annoys me more that he doesnât even treat her well.â
His fatherâs familyâ¦
âThen go fill that empty spot, with Zedkiel as your soon-to -be king and l , your queen, I will give you her!â Evelyn says confidently.
Well, she definitely was listening to us.
We both stare at her as she pops a grape in her mouth. Iâm not sure how she thinks thatâs ok.. but Iâm certain her heart is in the right place.
I doubt that.â Zerachiel scoffs.
âShe loves Chasyn, regardless if sheâs just cast aside. Iâm over it, over her. It just annoys me, though.â He shrugs.
âWell, maybe youâll have some luck and find your mate. That will make you get over the situation completely.â I say, and I look up sharply when I notice the change in his body language. His hand stops from reaching for one of the files that are strewn across the table.
Donât tell me youâre f*****g withholding shit from me again.â I growl through the link.
Kash shakes his head. âNo, I may have imagined it.
Besides finding out who Isaâs mate is, I think weâre all riding on a wave of bad luck.â He replies, before turning back to the papers. âRight, so who does the final team consist of?â
I reach for the file Iâve compiled, knowing heâs done with that conversation. âKash Donovan, Ragnar Vilkas, Jeremiah Vilkas and Adonis Lane.
We keep it small; we move faster and inconspicuously.â
âAnd me.â Evelyn adds, frowning in displeasure.
I have to admit sheâs a tad cute with her huffy behaviour, but it stings not being able to have Evangeline beside me. I missed her far more than I was ever going to voice. Not when Evelynâs anger came out whenever I mentioned her.
Wait for me Little Mouse⦠I will come for you.. Ragnar?â Kash murmurs through the link, clearly not trusting him.
I know heâs rough around the edges, but he likes being in the midst of the action. He isnât one we need to worry about.â I reply confidently.
âStop mind linking.â Evelyn growls, making Kash raise an eyebrow.
âSheâs a creepy little psycho. I prefer Evangeline.â
I do too!â Zerachiel says to me in response to Kash.
I donât reply, my heart squeezing at the mention of Evangeline.
Yeah⦠me too. I say to Kash before I stand up.
Mind if I go to have a word with my father?â I ask Evelyn.
She shrugs as she bites into a strawberry.
âYouâre the one who doesnât trust me and doesnât want to leave me alone, right?â She smiles chillingly, her eyes turning black. âWho knows who Iâll kill, right?â
âNo. I do trust you and thatâs why Iâm asking, and if I return and you have done nothing wrongâ¦
Zerachiel may want to spend some time with you.â
I say quietly.
Her eyes return to normal, widening in surprise.
âOh?â she says, trying to hide the way her heart is racing.
âYeah.â I reply.
I am not spending any time with her.â Zerachiel hisses.
You areâ I growl. For Evangeline.â
Evelyn nods. âWell, I was going to watch another movie on the television. Kash can keep me company until you return.â She declares, looking at him.
Kash nods as he gets up and grabs the remote. âIf Iâm dead when you return, youâll know why.â He says with a smirk.
âYouâll live.â I reply, heading to the exit.
I can feel her eyes on me, and stopping mid-way, I force myself to turn and walk back to her. Bending down, I k**s her cheek.
Evangeline..
âIâll be back.â I say to her, and I donât miss the soft smile on her face.
She nods.
I donât know what youâre playing at.â Zerachiel growls.
I âm showing her compassion, something she is never given.â I reply curtly.
âEven when sheâs the reason, our mate isnât here.â
âYes, because sheâs the only pathway to our mate.â
He grunts, not responding as I mind-link Dad to meet me in the forest, itâs time he told me everything regarding Zeina Aton and exactly how he and she came togetherâ¦
Twenty minutes later, we were walking through the forest, and Iâve asked him the question.
Heâs quiet as he walks with his hands in his pocket.
âSome things are better left untold, Zed.â He says quietly.
âNot when thereâs a chance that I may see her⦠I want to hear the truth from you before herâ¦â
Growing up, I had heard the rumours, some darker than others, and I know despite never questioning it.. I now need to know the truth.
âThatâs true⦠I wonder if youâll see me the same way.â
Unease fills me as I watch him emotionlessly. Do I want to know? Iâm beginning to doubt myself seeing the seriousness on his face. This isnât about wanting⦠I needed the truth.
âOnly one way to know. Tell me the truth.â I say quietly.
The wind blows through the trees, as if they are whispering the truth that my father has kept from me.
âA long time ago, We encountered a camp of vampires, and as expected, a fight broke out, and we won.. We killed the men and took the women as spoils of the win.â
My stomach sinks a little, although deep down I had a feeling that it was something along those lines..
I stop, the smell of the earth filling my nose as a cold wind blows viciously through the trees as I look at my father. His eyes meet mine and I hold his gaze as I look him dead in the eye and ask the one question I wish I never had to.
âSo tell me, did you r*pe her?â
A small frown creases his brow, and he looks away. âNot exactly.â
I scoff. âItâs a yes or no.
It wasnât any different from the claiming of omegas. For centuries women were taken as spoils but since Evangeline has come into my life, I see things differently. She was an omega who could have gone through what we have normalised.
Something that now makes my stomach churn.
âThereâs no yes and no, itâs one or the other.â I say quietly.
He smiles wryly. âShe was spunky and appealing, despite what she was, and I told her if she spent the night Iâll let her leave, she agreed to my condition for her freedom.â
âAnd you werenât worried sheâd bite you?â
âI kept her gagged.â He says pointedly.
Do I want to know this crap?
You asked.â Zerachiel remarks.
âThat would be called rape.â I counter icily.
âIt would, aside from the fact she decided to stay willingly for a grand total of three days and even when I removed her gag, she didnât attack when I assure you she had plenty of chances to bite and more.â He replies smugly and I internally gag.
I donât know why the f**k I asked.
âShe was the enemy.â I say coldly.
âShe was⦠but I was young, and we didnât think of the political side. She left on the third day, and I never heard from her again until one night she returned with you.â
So, she brought me here.
âShe was distraught, and told me to keep you safe, that you were clearly one of us, not one of them.â
âIm a hybrid. Was that not clear?â I ask coldly.
âAs a child, I didnât pick up on it and neither did she. You were more Lycan than Vampire and if kept there, you could have been killed⦠She saved your life by bringing you to me.â He says quietly.
âShe didnât do me any favours nor did you by raising me. You both were the reason I was born. It was only right to do so.â I say, not waiting for a reply. I turn, ready to return to the castle, when he places a hand on my shoulder.
âZedkiel, listen to me, Zeina may not be a threat, but the High Lord who stands as the steward of the vampires is dangerous, they only recognise male heirs as king and if you go there, they will want you dead for who you are. I fear you will be drawn into their games and die.. The Steward is dangerous, be warned.â
I donât reply, and he doesnât try to stop me. I walk back through the trees, his words ringing in my head.
Then perhaps itâs time that this so-called Lord learns exactly who I am.
It only proves that Evangeline was on the right path⦠I just wish she was here with me⦠I need her.
I mind link the men who are going with me tomorrow.
We leave before the first rays of dawn.
They murmur their responses of affirmation and I gaze up at the cloudy skies that block out the moon.
Itâs time to take the next step.