Out on the deck, Isaia paces while Leandra leans against the rail, sage dress rippling, her hair a black storm whipping loose. My chest tightens. Not sharp, not burning, just a dull pinch.
Heâs coiled, shoulders taut, pacing like a caged beast, and sheâs steadyâunmoving, elegantâuntil she turns, green eyes cutting into him. Her hand lifts, brushing his armâlight, familiarâand he stops, leaning into it, just a breath.
The pinch deepens, a quiet twist I canât shake. Thereâs a rhythm between them, a hum thatâs real and beautiful.
Her palm slides to his chest, resting over his heart, and my fingers curl against the glass of orange juice Iâm holding, chill biting my skin. My throat knotsânot rage, not heatâjust a flicker of something green, watching them together.
Footsteps echo behind me, and I turn to find Alexius looming in the doorway, collar unbuttoned, sleeves rolled, a cigarette dangling from his lips, cold authority radiating even in the haze. His blue eyes flick to the deck, then me. âSpying, huh?â
âObserving.â
He smirks, stepping closer, lighting the cigarette. âSame difference.â Taking a drag, he nods toward them, Isaia leaning beside Leandra now, shoulders brushing. âItâll take some time getting used to.â
âUsed to what?â
âTheir bondâ¦or whatever the hell it is they have.â
âWhat is it that they haveâ¦exactly?â My voice holds steady, chin lifting.
Alexius exhales, smoke spiraling, his gaze cutting to the deck, lingering. âFuck if I know.â He leans against the wall, one hand in his pocket, casual but sharp. âNo one really knows. Iâm not sure even they know. Itâs just,â he shrugs, âthere.â
âAnd it doesnât bother you?â
âOh, it bothers the shit out of me. I want to stab my little brother in the eye half the time.â He pushes off the wall and slides in next to me, gazing out at them. âBut they need each other. She steadies him. He grounds her. Gives her what I canât.â
âAnd whatâs that?â
âBalance.â He glances at me. âYou know who we are. What our family does. My position. Being my wife comes with certainâ¦challenges, expectations. Risks. And my little brother seems to provide some equilibrium for her. How, why, I donât know. But it is what it is, and as much as Iâd like to dissect it, to understand it, Iâve learned that in our world, you donât question the things that keep you tethered to sanity. And if heâs that for her, Iâll be damned if I ruin that.â
I sigh, slanting my head as I stare at them. âWell, I hate it.â
Alexius laughs. âOf course, you do. Iâd be worried if you didnât. At first, I hated it so much I kept my distance from Isaia, afraid I might kill him. Fuck knows, Iâve thought it about it a thousand times.â
âHowâd you get past it?â
âBy realizing that taking him from her would cause her an immense amount of pain, and as her husband, Iâm not in the business of hurting my wife.â He turns his back to the deck, leaning against the glass. âWhat Leandra and I have isâfuckâitâs fire, blood, everything.â He pauses, staring blankly. âItâs a dangerous, wild, beautiful, raw energy that burns fiercely.â
âAnd Isaia?â I prompt, my gaze still fixed on the intertwined silhouette of the two on the deck.
âHmm.â He leans his head back against the glass, staring at the ceiling. âI guess my little brotherâs the rain to her. A gentle calm.â
I snort. âHeâs everything but that. I think heâs right up there with all the fire and blood you mentioned.â
Alexius chuckles. âWith you, yeah. With you, heâs a motherfucking tempest. The men in this family burn for their women. We set the world on fire for them. And thatâs the difference between their bond and ours.â
I brush the rim of my glass against my lips. âHe doesnât set the world on fire for her.â
âNope. Only for you.â Alexius places a hand on my shoulder, power emanating. âAnd the moment you realize that, thisââ he waves out toward them ââwonât matter to you because his fire is yours, and no one elseâs. Just like her fire is mine.â
âAs simple as that, huh?â I glance at him, his eyes a hypnotic blend of iron and ice.
âAs simple as that.â He pushes away from the glass. âI have some calls to make. Tell my wife to come straight to our bedroom when theyâre done. All this talk about fire and bonds makes me want to fuck her.â
I gasp and gulp simultaneously, choking air and orange juice, cheeks flushed.
Alexius smirks, and then I see itâthat same cocky swagger Isaia flaunts like itâs a goddamn talent.
âJesus, it must run in the family,â I quip, my eyes rolling involuntarily as I watch him saunter away, his chuckle echoing back at me.
Alexius is many things, but for now, heâs the man who gave me a glimpse of some perspective on something that could have turned ugly. Jealousy always does.
Turning away from them, I take a deep breath, knowing heâs her rain. But to me? Isaia Del Rossa is my fire, and Iâm done fighting the burn.