Alexius leans by the window, arms crossed, blue eyes giving me the sharp once-over. Smoke curls from his cigarette into the bourbon-thick air.
âYou sure about this?â
I stare at the footage on my laptop screen, rubbing a finger along my chin. âYeah. I am.â
âDonât get me wrong, I know why youâre doing it. But this plan of yours has a thousand ways it can blow up in your face.â
âYou have any other ideas?â I challenge, flicking my gaze to him.
âI think your feelings for her cloud your judgment.â
I slam my laptop closed and shove my chair back. âDonât you think itâs time you and your wife leave? Itâs been days. Go home to your kids. Iâve got shit covered here.â
âDo you?â His tone sharpens, stepping closer to the desk.
âYes,â I blurt. âIâve got her all snuggled up and safe on this rock, and Talonâs spreading word on the streets that sheâs in Italy. You saw the footage of them leaving Romeâs airport. Theyâre digging. Running in fucking circles.â
âAll youâre doing is buying time. How long you think before theyâll figure out every leadâs bullshit?â
âIâve got plenty of red herrings to throw their way.â
âWhatâs your endgame, huh? You and Everly holed up here forever, hiding behind guards, waiting for the bomb to drop?â
I scoff. âTheyâll never find us. Find her.â
Alexius stubs his cigarette, smoke trailing as he levels me with a look. âDonât underestimate them, Isaia. Especially not Tony.â
Tony Paladinoâor rather, Daddy Paladino.
âThereâs a reason heâs been able to keep his thumb on Rinaldi all these years,â he continues. âHeâs been in this game longer and knows the gameplay better than any of us. Thereâs no end to this manâs connections, and with Anthonyâ ââ
âWhat are you trying to do?â I cut him off. âYou want me to just fly her back to the mainland, wave my little white flag, and hand her over to him?â
âOf course not.â
âThen what the fuck are you saying?â
âIâm saying itâs her choice,â he snaps. âYou canât keep her here forever, tucked away like some prized possession while you lie to her.â
âThatâs rich, coming from you.â I shoot to my feet, palms slamming the desk, leaning forward. âI remember you lying to Leandraâfucking with her pills to knock her up so she wouldnât bolt. Donât preach to me about right and wrong.â
âCareful, brother.â
âNo.â I lean closer, heat pouring off me. âDonât act all high and mighty when you locked Leandra up like your prisoner, playing God over her life.â
âAnd I almost lost her because of it.â Alexius scoffs, emptying his glass in one gulp and slamming it on the mahogany before staring me down. âIâm one lucky son of a bitch for not losing the best thing thatâs ever happened to me. But, Isaia,â he tilts his head, âwhat if youâre not as lucky? What if all this blows up in your face, and you lose her?â
Something sharp and strong tightens around my insides. âThat wonât happen.â
âYou shot her best friend right in front of her. Took her away from her sick mother. How much more do you think sheâll be willing to forgive you for?â
âI wonât lose her again!â My shout rips out, hands slamming the desk, bourbon splashing.
âAnd thatâs exactly why youâll lose her.â He rises, matching my height, voice steady but cutting deep. âYour obsession with her, your need to control her is exactly why youâll end up losing her. Donât you get it? Iâve been where you are. Fuck, Isaiaâyou are me, and Iâm watching you make the same mistakes I did.â
âWhat you see as mistakes, I see as necessary measures. We are not the same.â
He stares me down, smoke still lingering in the air, then lets out a heavy breathâhalf scoff, half surrenderârunning a hand through his hair.
âYouâre right. Weâre not. I pulled my shit together, barely. Youâre still in itâneck-deep, blind to the edge.â His eyes soften, just a flicker, bourbon glass forgotten on the desk. âBut I know that look, that burn. I felt it too. I still do. Daily, I fight the urge to give in to it, to lock Leandra away safe from the world like some sort of precious hoard and keep her to myself. Itâs a constant fucking battle, one I will not lose because I love her. And true love is about trust. Not suffocation.â
âI trust her.â
âEnough to let her choose?â
The tension in the room is a taut string on the verge of snapping. By the way he studies me, searching for a reaction, he knows he struck a chord. He sees past the bullshit because he knows exactly what to look for.
A weighted silence stretchesâseagulls crying outside, their long calls slicing the quiet. I sink back into the chair, rubbing the back of my neck.
âI donât get it. Youâve been here for almost a week, having a great time like youâre on vacation. The four of us spending time together like weâre on a double date. We played fucking Monopoly, for Godâs sake. The worldâs most boring goddamn game ever. And now youâre in my office rattling two-hundred-and-twenty-one reasons Iâm wrong.â
âBecause I see it.â He glances at the wall, eyes tracing the chaos Iâve pinned up thereâpictures and maps sprawling across the plaster like a goddamn war tapestry.
Shots of blurry faces from mainland streets, satellite prints of the island all stitched together with threads in red, blue, green, weaving a web of every move, every lead, every fucking breath. A photo of a New York alley hangs crooked, red string looping to a circled pier; blue ties a burner phone drop to a safehouse Maximo torched last week.
My fingers twitch, the pinned note scribbled with âSan Francisco, 3 days,â the next lie weâll feed them, followed by six more dead ends weâve got ready to go.
My mind has become a chessboard with Everly and me as the king and queen, the other pieces our allies, our enemies, the obstacles we need to overcome to be together. Every move is calculated, and every consequence is considered.
âThese last few days, Iâve watched you with her,â he continues. âYouâre so deep for this woman, brother. Iâm worried youâll drown. Leandraâs worried, too.â
âLeandra needs to chill.â
Alexius scoffs. âBelieve me, that confrontation she had with Everly the other day was her being chill. If she had her way, weâd be hauling your ass back home right now.â
I tut, and Alexius frowns.
âShe cares for you, Isaia. Donât act like sheâs overreacting by worrying. Youâd do the same if roles were reversed.â
Canât argue that. When Alexius had her locked in a room while pregnant, I wanted to storm in there and take her as far away from him as possible. Back then, I seriously contemplated killing him. My own brother.
âIâm not blaming her for being protective,â I say, then shake my head. âBut we got that all sorted. Talked it through. Leandra knows how I feel about Everly.â
âWe all do.â
âSo, what?â I cross my arms, voice rough but steady, tension coiling tighter. âYou gonna keep busting my balls or help me?â
He steps back, grabs the bottle, pouring a fresh one. âYouâre my brother. Iâm with you.â Not a concession, just truth. âNot because I think youâre right. This planâs a goddamn mess, and you know it. But because Iâve been where youâre standing. In fact, Iâm still there, right fucking next to you. Heart pounding, gut twisted, ready to bleed for the women we love.â He eyes me speculatively. âThe women we obsess over.â
I nod, pulling a palm down my face, tension simmering in every muscle.
âLeandra and I are leaving in the morning.â He heads to the door. âYouâve got my support. Always will. But youâre playing with fire, little brother. Keep it tight. Oh, and,â he stills, glancing at me, âyou got everything we have at your disposal, except Davian.â
âWhat?â
âYou got him and Poppy here on the island helping with the protection detail, but other than that, youâre not involving him. In anything.â
âCare to explain why our family assassin is off-limits?â
âBecause thatâll start a war we canât win.â
âWeâre already at war, if you havenât noticed.â
âTrue. But right now, itâs your war. Getting Davian involved will make it our war. As much as I love you, brother, I have a family to protect. And Iâll always choose them. Remember that.â
With that, he walks out, leaving me alone with my chaos, and I stare at the sprawling mess again, each detail piercing me like a thorn.
Does he honestly think I havenât run every possible scenario over and over inside my head?
At night, while Everlyâs asleep, Iâm up here plotting, planning, obsessing over every detail, turning each one over like a puzzle piece until it carves its shapes into my mind. Memorizing each angle, bending and breaking, twisting the edges desperately trying to make everything fit, shaping it into an outcome where I donât fucking lose her.
I flip open my laptop, the screen flaring to life, a clear image searing into me, jagged and haunting as hell. A picture that slams Alexiusâ words into my skull and an image that might prove him right. That Iâll end up losing her.
Itâs the face of the one thing that can take her away from me.
My biggest threat.
Anthony. Fucking. Paladino.
Alive.