The sunset bleeds into the ocean, a cascade of crimson that kisses the horizon as I toss a stick along the shoreline.
Luna charges after it, her floppy ears dancing with each bounding step, her joy infectious. I laughâa sound so pure it mingles effortlessly with the sea breeze.
Sheâs more than a pet; sheâs the salve to my guilty conscience. Anthonyâs ghost may hover in the shadows, but Isaiaâs whispered I love you reverberates stronger, his last kiss still lingering on my lips, electric and haunting.
Iâm not sure what kind of person it makes me when my infatuation with Isaia overrides the loss of a friendship that got me through some of the hardest times in my life. But I choose not to think about it because Iâm not sure Iâm going to like the answer.
On the deck, Isaia stands outlined against the darkening sky, without a shirt and a glass of bourbon in hand. Heâs been watching me for an hour, just standing there, staring. I can feel his gaze burning my skin, feel his intensity reaching for me. It does something to my insides, having his eyes on me while I pretend not to notice.
I wonder what heâs thinking while he watches me.
Is he thinking of closing the distance, claiming me right here on the white sand? Or does it go deeper, darker?
Maybe heâs counting every step, memorizing every move, plotting out exactly how heâll draw me into the shadows where no one else can see, where he can ruin and rule my body and mind.
It shouldnât thrill me. It shouldnât make the hair on the back of my neck stand up with excitement. But it does, and each look is a chain he forges, linking me to him, and deep down a part of me loves it. Itâs a dark game, but itâs ours.
Luna collapses, tongue out, sides heaving with happy exhaustion, so I head back to the house to feed her before she passes out.
âIâve said it before, and Iâll say it again.â Isaiaâs eyes track me as I walk up the stairs. âThat dogâs a menace.â
âYouâre just jealous âcause youâre not as cute.â
He scoffs, then swallows the last of his bourbon. âIâm going to check in on security, make sure everyoneâs where they should be.â
âHow many security guards do you have on the island?â
âRight now, twenty-two. Got eight more coming in tomorrow.â
âThirty?â I raise a brow. âYou sure we need that many?â
He pulls me close and places a kiss on my forehead. âBaby, if I had my way, thereâd be a hundred of them around here. Iâll be back soon. Stay in the house.â
An hour later, Iâm curled on the couch reading some book about ancient civilizations, the intricate hieroglyphics and monuments of a long-lost era.
My mind navigates through the stone-laden streets of the past, each turn revealing another piece of the mystery. Luna snoozes on the rug next to me with soft snores punctuating the gentle hum of the air conditioning.
Feet stomp across the deck outside, and when Isaia steps in, I lift my gaze to him, my heart doing that silly flutter it always does when I see him.
Heâs shirtless, his skin sheened with sweat, his hair tousled by the wind. The muscles of his biceps and shoulders ripple, gilded by the dim light of the corner lamp. A pagan God with eyes that gleam a dark, predatory glint.
I close the book. âEverything okay?â
Without saying a word, he settles on the chair across from me, muscled thighs spread wide, elbow resting on the armrest, fingers rubbing along his jaw. The air thickens, his silence a weight that presses against my skin, and I feel the heat of his stare.
âIsaia?â I set the book on the coffee table, his eyes fixed on me, unblinking, a shiver skittering down my spine. âWhatâs going on?â
âTake off your panties.â His voice cuts low, vibrating through the room.
A flush creeps up my neck. âWhat?â
âYou heard me. Take âem off.â His gaze darkens, and my core clenches, heat wrapping around me like a vise.
The old Everly he bumped into months ago would either melt into embarrassment or run as far away as possible. But heâs changed me. His touch, his unapologetic sexuality gives me a confidence I never thought Iâd have. So I stand and reach under my dress, fingers trembling against the soft fabric.
Slowly, I slide my panties downâcotton dragging along my thighs, his eyes tracking every inch, every quiverâuntil they pool around my feet. My pulse races, heart slamming against my ribs like a drum, his intensity stoking the fire already flickering low in my belly.
âNow sit.â His deep, primal growl sends a thrill through me, and I obey, sinking back onto the couch, bare legs brushing together as I settle. He leans back, sprawled and predatory, with eyes that gleam with hunger. âOpen your legs.â
Sucking my bottom lip between my teeth, I let my thighs part, pulse pounding, pussy throbbing as his gaze drops to my core. A dark rumble rolls from his chest, and heat blossoms, my body responding to that feral sound.
âAlways my good fucking girl.â His praise washes over me, spreading fire through my veins as he slips a hand into his pants, pulling out his cock. Thick, hard, it makes my mouth water, desire pooling between my legs. His fingers are wrapped around it, stroking slowly.
âTouch yourself.â
âUmâ¦Iâ ââ
âJust do it, baby girl. Show me how you touch yourself when youâre alone.â His hand tugs his length, and the sight ignites me, overriding any doubt.
With shaking fingers, I slide my hand down between my thighs, conscious of his gaze following every move, and he sucks air through his teethâa sharp hissâgripping his cock tighter, stroking up and down.
Confidence swells, and I lick my lips. âLike that?â
âHmmm.â The sound vibrates across my skin and my eyes flutter shut as I find my clit, circling slowly, warm pleasure unfurling.
âFinger yourself,â he commands, tugging his cock hard, a grunt echoing, and I press my middle finger in, gasping as it glides into my tight warmth.
âAh,â I breathe, surrendering to the sensation.
âTwo fingers, baby.â
His breathing grows ragged, echoing my own as I slowly push another inside myself, a soft gasp escaping my lips at the sensation.
âYour pussyâs glistening, all swollen and plump, ripe for my cock.â His strokes quicken, watching me, needing me, and my control slips, fingers curling, exploring.
Tilting my head back, I cup my breast, squeezing hard when he growls, âJesus, fuck!â
The sound of him shatters me, his chair creaking as he surges forward, rushing to me in a blur of muscle and heat.
Without a word, he drops to his knees, hands jerking me to the couchâs edge, his breath hot against my thighs.
My heart slams, anticipation flooding as he grabs my hips, pulling me close, his fingers digging into my skin with a starved edge. His eyesâdark, wildâlock on mine for a heartbeat then drop, fixated on my sex like itâs his lifeline.
âYouâve got the prettiest pussy Iâve ever seen.â Sucking his bottom lip into his mouth, he grabs my thighs and spreads my legs wideâ¦widerâ¦until Iâm bared to him completely, cool air kissing my slick heat.
A shiver races through me, my pussy aching as his warm breath brushes across my wet flesh, like heâs been stalking this moment, waiting to devour me. Then he leans in, nose grazing my clit, inhaling deep, driving me insane, and his tongue flicks out licking a long, languid stripe up my slit, tasting me like a starved man.
âIsaia,â I moan, reaching down, weaving my fingers through his hair, my hips moving to his rhythm.
A moan spills from me as he dives in, tongue plunging deep, lapping at my wetness with a hunger that shakes me to my core.
My legs tremble, spread wide under his grip, as he licks, savoring every inch, every drop, his lips brushing my folds, teasing, then sucking softly, pulling a cry from my throat.
âFuck, youâre dripping,â he growls, voice thick, vibrating against me. His tongue dives back, licking like heâs memorizing my taste, and my hands clutch the cushions as he presses harder, sucking my clit, rolling it between his lips, pleasure coiling tight, hot, almost unbearable.
His fingers dig into my thighs, spreading me wider, his mouth relentlessâlapping, sucking, teasingâmy moans spilling free, desperate, as he worships me like Iâm his last breath.
His tongue slows, drawing out the torment, tracing my slit, dipping in, then flicking my clit softly, too softly.
âIsaia, I needâ¦â My hips buck, chasing more, but he holds me firmly, controlling me, his breath ragged against my heat.
âYouâre so fucking sweet. I want to make this last,â he rasps, licking deeper, slower, his tongue curling inside me, tasting every shudder, every pulse.
My skin is slick, pleasure so close to cresting, but he pulls back, lips glistening, kissing my inner thigh, nipping the skinâsharp, electricâthen dives in again, tongue plunging, his hands spreading me open, fingers bruising as he licks me slowly, then fast, building me up to that sweet height.
My climax looms, the pressure building to an almost painful peak, his tongue sliding before using his teeth, biting gently, and every muscle in my body starts to tremble as he drives me higher, until Iâm teetering, my pussy contracting. And Iâm thereâ¦Iâm right fucking there, on the brink of coming when he rears back and pulls me up, wrapping my legs around him as he carries me to the bedroom.
âWhat are you doing to me?â I ask, out of breath.
âOnly a fraction of what youâre doing to me. What youâve been doing to me ever since you crashed into my life.â
Our mouths collide, and I taste myself on his lips, his tongue, and itâs raw, wild, the kiss matching the racing rhythm of our hearts.
Weâre on the bed, our lips parting long enough for him to remove my dress, and the force of gravity rushes back, and he kisses me slowly, yet hard and deep as he settles me beneath him, my legs instinctively parting.
His powerful hands roam my body, fingers exploring as he finds every inch of my naked flesh, each touch sending an electric rush through my veins. He dips his head, tongue tracing the curve of my breast before biting down gently, my back arching off the sheets.
âI owe you an apology,â he rasps, sliding his tongue up from my nipple, along the column of my throat.
My hips move in search of him, and I feel the velvet tip of his cock against my thigh. âYou need to be more specific.â
âWhen you woke up after we got here, you were hurting, and I fucked you when I should have made love to you.â
âIsaiaââ
âI need to show you I can be gentle, when you need me to be.â
His hand slides into my hair, pulling my head back slightly as he eases farther into me.
âI need to show you a side of me Iâve never shown anyone else.â My breath hitches as he pulls back and out, only to sink back in, again teasing me with a maddeningly slow entrance. âI need you to know that Iâll fight my very nature for you.â
âIs your nature to fuck?â I whisper, completely entranced by the delicious burn of him.
âIt used to be.â This time he pushes farther into me, hips flexing, my toes curling with pleasure.
âAnd what is it now?â
Warm lips claim mine with a kiss that sears bone, his tongue tangling with mine in a rhythm that matches his tantalizingly slow thrusts. âTo love you,â he murmurs, and I swear my heart explodes into tiny fragments that pierce my soul.
He pulls back to look me in the eye, his steely gaze burning with an intensity I havenât seen before, and his hand cups my cheek as he sinks back into me, slowly and impossibly deep. âIâve never loved someone like this, Everly.â
Itâs no longer just pleasure, or need, or lust. Itâs something profoundly stronger than that. Something that reaches past all the barriers and wallsâsomething bigger than mafia wars and bloodshed.
Itâs love. The kind thatâs impossible to fight.
I search his eyes as I cup his cheeks in my palms, our gazes locked. âAnd Iâve never been loved like this,â I whisper back. âAnd I donât want to be loved like this by anyone but you.â My fingers slide back to tangle in his hair, and he stills.
âYou do things to me. Things Iâve never felt. And it scares the shit out of me, baby girl.â
âMe too.â I bite my bottom lip. âIâm scared, too.â
With a gentle finger, he brushes a strand of hair from my face. âPromise me, no matter what happens, youâll never, ever doubt my love for you.â
âIsaia,â I roll my hips, my body growing desperate, âI need you.â
His eyes roll closed and he lets out a heavy breath. So I do it againâ¦and again, witnessing his control slipping as I take his cock. My insides start to coil tighter, chills erupting across my skin when his hand finds my hip, forcing me to keep still.
âI donât want to lose control with you tonight.â The desperation in his voice strikes a chord deep within me. I can feel the tremor in his grip, the battle between surrendering to his primal instinct and maintaining the tenderness he needs to show me.
With the slide of his hand, he guides my leg around his waist, and I gasp as he pushes in even deeper, hitting the spot that takes my breath. âYou need someone who can be gentle, too.â
I try to move, but he has me pinned. âIsaia, Iâ ââ
âEverly, please.â He places a delicate kiss just below my ear. âI need to do this, but you have to keep still, or I wonât be able to.â My fingers dig into his shoulders, and he hisses. âFuck, woman. Just by touching me, you drive me crazy. Give me your hands.â
I obey, and he takes both wrists in one hand, pinning them above my head, taking complete control, his gaze locked on mine as he rears back slowly, letting me feel every inch of him.
As the head of his cock slides out, he slips back in, and my toes curl, my legs trembling as each stroke sends a wave of pleasure to my core.
His control is as agonizing as it is exquisite, and my entire body quivers with sensations that leave me on the brink of madness. I want to press my fingers into the flesh of his ass, urge him deeper, harder. I want to move my hips to meet his every thrust, but I know he needs this, and maybe I need this, too.
Maybe we both need to feel thisâa different kind of intimacy, a slower pace where each breath and touch is savored, to discover if we can exist within this fragile balance of control and surrender.
Just the look in Isaiaâs eyes pins me down, a claim, a promise, and a wordless plea all at once.
He continues to move with torturous precision, each stroke carefully measured, his restraint underlined by the noticeable clench of his jaw and tension in his broad shoulders. The heat of the room seems to increase, perspiration beading on his face, the air punctuated by sighs and gasps as he makes love to me, claiming me in a way heâs never claimed any woman before.
With every slow thrust into me, his pubic bone gives my clit the pressure my body craves, only to be denied as he withdraws just as slowly, over and over again.
âGod, youâre beautiful like this.â Isaia lowers his head, capturing my lips into a slow, passionate kiss that mirrors the rhythm of our bodies, and the sensation brings me to the precipice of ecstasy. Itâs powerful, potent, his control over every thrust, every breath, every pulse of my veins, creating a storm inside me, an almost painful need. I feel desperate, ready to surrender but kept on the edge by his careful control.
âIsaia,â I beg. âPleaseâ¦I needâ ââ
âShh, baby girl. Iâm going to make you come like this.â The promise of release in his words sends a shiver down my spine, spreading like electricity to the tips of my fingers and toes. The entire world vanishes. Itâs just us. And I wish it could stay like this forever.
He traces one hand down my body, from my heaving chest to the waist that he holds in place. Tension coils even more tightly inside me, a whimper escaping as he leans into my neck, lips just below my ear.
âI love you, Everly Beaumont.â
He slides out and then sinks back in.
âIâve loved you since the moment I first saw you. From our very first kiss, you were mine.â His words hit me like a tidal wave, coursing through my veins, flooding my senses until theyâre all I can taste, hear, feel. âYou are everything to me.â
âIsaia,â I whisper his name, tears slipping from my eyes, which he gently licks away as they run down my face.
âI was born to love you. I exist to love you.â His fervent confession wraps around me like a blanket, offering warmth, protection, and an undeniable truth that makes my heart flutter. Each word is punctuated with a deep thrust that makes me gasp, the promise of a climax looming closer and closer with each meticulous movement.
Cupping my breast, his thumb traces my nipple, his lips claiming the delicate skin of my throat, licking, lapping, kissing.
âYou are the first and only love of my lifeâ¦and youâll be the last,â he adds, thick with emotion. âNow, let me hear you say it,â he urges, slipping his cock into me as deep as it can go, and my mind is on the brink of breaking, my body humming. âSay it out loud. Say that I love you.â He thrusts in deep.
âOh, God.â Pleasure ignites.
âSay it, baby girl.â Heâs out of breath, his cock swelling inside me, his arms and shoulders trembling, but he doesnât quicken the pace. âSay it.â
âIsaia.â My orgasm starts low in my core, rippling out in waves. âYou love me. I know you love meâ¦ahâ¦â
Tears spill down my cheeks as pleasure crests, my mind, my soul, my body falling deeper into him than ever before. Itâs a slow burn of euphoria that keeps on flowing, up my spine, my shoulders, my back arching as it reaches my core.
âAnd I love you, too,â I declare breathlessly as everything peaks.
His control falters once, twice, the rhythm stuttering as he keeps whispering that he loves me, his raw thrusts making me cry out in helpless pleasure.
âFuck,â he growls, burying his face in my neck, his breath coming in hot, desperate bursts. âI love youâ¦Jesusâ¦fuckâ¦I love you.â
His back arches as he flexes, needing to be deeper, and then he stills completely, casting us in silence, allowing me to hear and feel nothing else but him coming inside me.
Every twitch, every pulse, is tightly wrapped within my walls, and time stops. Our world shrinks to this room, this moment. Nothing else matters but usâ¦and thatâs the moment I realize that nothing ever will.