I sit next to Isaia at the kitchen counter, his shirt unbuttoned halfway, dark hair tousled, every inch of him radiating raw power.
Will I ever get used to how effortlessly he owns the space around him, space that includes me?
Breakfast is a spread of fresh mangoes, papaya, kiwi, and exotic fruit Iâve never even heard of. His eyes lock on mine, burning with that feral hunger, and he picks up a mango slice, juice dripping down his fingers.
He leans closer, his breath brushing my lips. âOpen.â
One word, like velvet laced with steel.
I part my lips, and he slides the fruit into my mouth, his fingers lingeringâwet, warm, tracing my tongue. My pulse skyrockets, a torrent of heat flooding my core as he watches me with an intensity that sears, his smirk wickedly possessive
âGood girl.â
Everything inside me melts whenever he says those two words.
Still smirking, he grabs another slice and drags it along my bottom lip, painting me with juice, then licks it off with slow strokes of his tongue. âFuck, you taste better than the fruit.â
He lifts me from my stool and pulls me on his lap, straddling him, my back pressed against the cold marble counter.
âGod, youâre beautiful,â he rasps, lips trailing a path burning down my throat, along my collarbone, while his fingers dance expertly under my shirt, raising goosebumps on my skin.
I arch into him, his touch igniting every nerve ending into brilliant flames. And when I feel him hardening against me, I move my hips subtly, teasingly.
âHmmm,â he groans, âyouâre playing with fire, baby girl.â
Grinning, I respond, âAt the risk of sounding cliché, I like getting burned.â
He chuckles, squeezing my ass, forcing me to move on top of him. âMy little virgin turned into a harlot.â
âExcept, you donât pay me.â I hum at his taste on my tongue as I lick up the side of his neck.
He tilts his head, giving me more access. âA shame, too. With the way you play, Iâd give you a fortune.â
I kiss the hollow beneath his throat. âHow come youâve never asked me about birth control?â
âYou really want me to answer that?â
I lean back, eyeing him speculatively. âYou know.â
He doesnât respond, but merely drags a hand down my back, gaze fixed on mine.
âIsaia?â
âYeah, baby girl,â he finally says. âI know.â
I scoff. âOf course, you do. You know everything about me, right?â
âWhere is this coming from?â
I pick at imaginary lint on his shirt, avoiding his eyes. âThis morning, my period showing up for the first time in months. You talking about,â I swallow, feeling my cheeks flush, âbreeding.â
âEverly, itâsâ ââ
âDo you want kids?â
He stares at me.
âBecause I canât have kids. I canât give you that.â Itâs like tiny pinpricks into my heart as I say the words.
âI donât care about that. All I care about is you.â
âBut what if one day you start caring about it? PCOS isnât something thatâll magically go away.â
âStop.â His fingers bracket the back of my neck. âYouâre overthinking. Donât. All I want in this world is you, nothing more, nothing less.â
Iâm about to say something, but he kisses me, swallowing my words, distracting me from my thoughts that always seem to run away with me. I love how he knows me. How he knows exactly what I need when I need it. From my biggest fear to my smallest insecurity.
The comm crackles to life on the counter, Talonâs voice cutting through the moment. âBoss, Romulus just landed. Need you at the docks.â
Isaiaâs expression hardens, his playful hands stalling. âFuck me,â he mutters, grabbing the comm. âOn my way.â
âRomulus?â I sit upright, frowning.
âAlexius seems to think weâre in dire need of his God complex.â
With ease, he lifts me with him as he stands, and carries me over to the couch, plopping me down on my back and settling between my legs, pressing his cock where I need it. And just to prove a point, he thrusts, and I moanâthe point being that Iâd happily let the Pope wait just to get fucked by Isaia Del Rossa right now.
âI wonât be long.â His mouth finds mine, and he kisses me hard, languid, a deep dive of his tongue, and Iâm all whimpers of protest as he pulls away.
âCan I come with you?â
âAbsolutely not. Ryan?â He nods toward a guard outside the door, and my cheeks flush, realizing heâs been there the entire time.
Ryan walks in, young, built like a wall with a rifle at his side. âSir?â
âYouâre on her. Anything happensâscratch, bruise, frown line, Iâll gut you slow and feed you to the sharks. Clear?â
Ryan nods, stone-faced, and Isaia grabs my chin, kisses me hardâtongue deep, owning meâthen strides out, leaving me and Ryan here in an awkward moment of prolonged silence.
I rise, tugging at his shirt draped over my thighs, regretting my choice of boy shorts this morning.
âSo, youâre Ryan. Iâm Everly.â I extend a hand, which he ignores. I wipe my palm on my shirt. âNice day, huh?â
Crickets.
âOkay, then. I think Iâll go take a shower.â
As I start down the hall, a second pair of footsteps follow. I freeze and turn with Ryan behind me, and he stops when I stop.
I cock a brow. âIâm sure you can wait for me in the living room.â
Nothing. The man doesnât even bat an eyelash.
I narrow my eyes at him, then start toward the bedroom, only to hear him no more than two steps behind me, so I pivot. âAre you going to follow me to my room?â
Not. A. Word.
He stares, eyes flat, lips sealed, like Iâm talking to a wall. I roll my eyes and head farther down the hallâbarefoot, hair a mess, his boots thudding behind me like a shadow. The manâs silence is grating, and I clench my teeth to stifle the exasperation.
âYou know,â I say, trying to keep my voice light, âif youâre afraid of being fed to sharks, you could try striking up a conversation. Sharks donât eat talkative people.â
He finally looks at me, studies me for a long moment, managing to look both bored and calculating, then simply straightens without saying a word.
I huff. âYou ever talk? Or is your mouth just decoration?â
He shifts his weight and stares past me.
âReal charmer,â I mutter and decide to just let the awkward silence kill me.
The hall stretches, opulent and endless, and Iâm in the middle of wondering if Ryan plans on stepping into the shower with me at this rate when we pass Isaiaâs office.
I stop dead, eyeing the mahogany door, the deadbolt gleaming like a taunt. Why is it locked like a kingâs crypt?
Hands planted on my hips, I turn to face Ryan. âWhatâs with the vault setup?â
He stands, lips clamped, staring through me.
I step closer. âIs it guns? Drugs? A tiger?â
Nothing. Not a twitch.
âReal helpful,â I quip. âBet youâre a blast at parties.â
He adjusts his rifle and looks past meâmute as a statue.
I walk up to the door and drag a finger along the deadbolt when my mute bodyguard clears his throat. Abruptly, I whip around to face him.
âYou got something to say?â I challenge, and he presses his lips together. My hand moves down to the doorknob. âHow about now?â
Thereâs a little vein in his temple going apeshit.
âWhat is in this office no one wants me to see?â
âMr. Del Rossaâs office is off-limits.â
I gasp. âA statue that talks. Should I curtsy or just applaud the miracle?â
Voices echo down the hall, and I move away from the door, relieved I no longer have to suffocate in Ryanâs enigmatic silence.
âI was sure youâd bring your bodyguard,â I hear Isaia say just as I round the corner, finding him, Alexius, and Leandra.
Alexius smirks. âI did.â Then he glances at Leandra, whoâs clutching his arm as she stares up at him.
Her husbandâs presence fills the room. Even with his collar unbuttoned and sleeves rolled up mid-arm, he looks like a force of cold authority, but Leandra steals the air. Elegant, fierce, her dark hair cascading like a queenâs mantle.
Isaiaâs eyes find mine, burning, but Leandraâs gaze cuts sharperâcool, assessing, a flicker of something hard behind it. She steps closer to Isaia, her hand brushing his arm, and he leans into itâjust a touch, but itâs there, a bond that hums.
âEverly,â Leandra greets, remaining at Isaiaâs side. âIâm so happy to see youâre safe.â
âThank you. Itâs nice to see you again.â
She smiles, but itâs different. Sheâs different. Not at all like I remember her at the fundraiserâsoft and friendly, welcoming. Thereâs more of an edge to her now, a steeliness that wasnât there the night I met her.
Isaia smirks and walks up to me, sliding an arm around my waist. âDid she behave, Ryan?â he asks without looking at my bodyguard.
âYes, sir.â
âGood girl,â he murmurs, and heat instantly pools between my legs, clearly not caring that weâve got company. He leans in, lips brushing my ear. âNow be a good girl for just a little longer, and Iâll fuck you pretending youâve been a really,â he licks my earlobe, âreally bad girl.â
Sweet lord.
With a nod toward Ryan, he says, âWeâll be in my office.â
That damn office is taunting me like a button I was told not to push.
Isaia and Alexius head down the hall, and Leandra lingers, gaze moving down my front, her brows slanted like she disapproves of my outfit.
Of course she does. Look at what sheâs wearing. A short but sophisticated sage dress with a neckline that accentuates her collarbones and a thin belt to cinch her waist, showcasing her stunning figure.
Thereâs no question sheâs a true Del Rossa; itâs all there in the way she carries herself, her poised elegance whether sheâs the center of attention or not. Del Rossa runs in her blood. Clearly.
I clear my throat. âIf youâll excuse me, Iâll go get dressed into something lessâ ââ
âI can assure you, you really donât need less.â
ââPJ-ish. Something lessâ¦never mind.â I bite my bottom lip, diverting my gaze, and I swear to God this womanâs presence is almost as suffocating as her husbandâs. âIâll justâ¦umâ¦â I point toward the bedroom. âGo get changed.â
Thick tension hangs in the air as my bare feet pad down the hall toward the bedroom. Something that pulses.
The fabric in my hands flows like a whisper as I pull on the boho-chic dress, all soft ivory cotton with delicate lace trimming the hem, grazing mid-thigh, embroidered with tiny wildflowers in threads of sage and rust, catching the light as I pull it over my head. It drapes loosely yet clings just right, a breeze of freedom against my skin.
It does something to my insides, the fact that Isaia knows me so well my entire wardrobe is filled with items I would have picked myself. Other women might find itâ¦creepy, maybe disturbing.
But me? Apparently, a man obsessed is my weakness.
After a few moments of pacing the bedroom, muttering a pep-talk under my breath, courage finally kicks in. The trek to the living room looms ahead since Leandraâs waiting there and Iâm picking up a vibe. Not a good one.
Bare feet brush the cool teak as I step out, the boho dress swaying with each stride, but the living room stretches emptily. Confusion creases my brow when I hear a clink echo from the kitchen, movement stirring.
When I approach the counter, Leandraâs there, gliding through the space like she owns it. As Alexius Del Rossaâs wife, she probably does.
Water hisses as she fills the kettle from the sink, her fingers brushing the handle with a casual intimacy, then setting it on the stove with a soft clank.
She moves with a fluid grace, effortless, like this kitchenâs etched into her bones, a thousand mornings carved into every step. Dark hair spills over her shoulders, catching the sunlight as she reaches for a copper kettle on the shelf. No hesitation. Just instinct.
The cabinet swings open under her touch, revealing rows of porcelain cups, and she takes out twoâwhite, delicate, rimmed with goldâlike theyâre old friends.
A tin of loose tea leaves sits on the counterâjasmine, judging by the scent wafting freeâand she scoops a pinch, dropping it into the cup, her movements precise yet unhurried, a queen in her domain.
Leandra glances my way, her eyes sharp, cutting through the steam rising from the kettle. âTea?â
âIâm more of a coffee girl.â
âEspresso?â
The way she says that word has me thinking sheâs offering rat poison. âIâmâ¦uh. Iâm all espressoâd out. One more and Iâll probably start seeing sound,â I manage, my voice flitting between forced humor and genuine discomfort.
She sets the kettle down, her gaze flicking to me, her fingers wrapped around the cup, lifting it to her lips, testing the heat with a sip, every move screaming she belongs here more than I ever will. âThought we could get to know each other while the men catch up.â
I slide onto a stool, elbows on the counter. âSure.â
âDo you love him?â
Whoa. That just went from zero to a hundred in a split second. âIâm sorry?â
âIsaia.â She stares at me from under her lashes, cup close to her lips. âDo you love him?â
I blink, stalling for time. A simple yes or no question, but Iâm not sure whether there will be a right answer for her. âI do,â I reply anyway.
âYou hardly know him.â
Shifting my weight, I meet her gaze. âI think I know enough.â
âDo you?â Her head tilts, dark hair spilling further. âEnough to understand what heâs risking for you?â
âIâm not sure where youâre headed with this.â
âHeâs reckless when it comes to you.â
âIsaia strikes me as the kind of guy whoâs reckless with or without me.â
âTrue.â She shrugs, setting the cup down, fingers tracing its rim. âHeâs always been a wild card. But you seem to add a layer to it.â
I tilt my head. âSo Iâm a layer now?â
âMore like a thread heâs woven himself into.â
âHimself, yes. I didnât ask him to weave anything.â
Her lips curve as she steps closer, the kettleâs steam fading behind her. âAnd yet he has. Now youâre here, both your lives in danger.â
âLeandra, I donât know what youâ ââ
âIâve watched him push limits,â she interrupts. âSometimes too far. Youâre part of that push now, whether you mean to be or not. And Iâm afraidâ¦â Her voice trails off, and suspicion rises.
âYouâre afraid of what?â
Green eyes find mine. âIâm afraid that heâll push too far because of you, and we wonât be able to reel him back in.â She pauses. âOr save him.â
âAre you saying he needs saving from me?â
âMaybe.â
Animosity pulses, blame practically resonating from her and clawing at me. âLeandra, what are you saying?â
âThat I want him safe. Heâs important to us, Everly. Important to me.â
âAnd heâs important to me, too.â
âIâm sure he is.â Her voice softens, but her eyes donât lose their hard glint. âBut heâs our blood.â
âHeâs not your blood,â I snap, looking her in the eye. She feels something for him, something Iâm not sure I like.
Leandraâs gaze locks onto mine, frosty and firm. âI care deeply for Isaia,â she says. âAnd Iâm worried about him. This thing he got himself tangled in with youâ¦heâs risking his life, and I want to make sure heâs risking it for something thatâs worth the fight.â
âOh, my God,â I exclaim. âAre you saying Iâm not worth it?â
âI donât know you well enough. No one does. All I know, all any of us knows, is that youâre the girl who knocked into him at the park, the waitress at Ember and Bean, the woman he risked everything for by declaring war with one of New Yorkâs most powerful families, putting my entire familyâs lives at risk. Other than that, I donât know you at all.â
Her words, each one meticulously chosen and surgically precise, spear through me. I swallow hard, attempting to clear the knot in my throat that each word has tightened a little more firmly. âAnd you donât trust me because of that?â
âItâs not that I donât trust you, Everly. Itâs that I donât trust him when heâs with you.â
âWhat does that even mean?â
âIt means Iâm not convinced youâre good for him,â she retorts. âIsaiaâs already a loose cannon on a good day, but with you, heâs unpredictable. And that scares me. Heâs acting with his heart instead of his head, and while that might be admirable in a romantic sense, itâs dangerous in reality. In our reality.â
I slide off the stool, my first instinct to run from the conflict that seemingly came out of nowhere. But the rational part of me needs to figure out where all this is coming from, so I stay, squaring my shoulders.
âI donât know what you want from me.â
âI donât want anything from you.â Leandra lifts her cup, taking a sip of tea, calm and composed, steam curling around her poised frame. âAll I want is for Isaia to be safe. And the end of this war has only two outcomes.â
Leaning forward, my elbows press into the counter. âWhich are?â
Her gaze lifts, green eyes settling on mine, and her voice dipsânot sharp, not angry, but trembling with something raw, a quiet fear that hums beneath every word. âEither he wins, and he gets you.â She sets the cup down, fingers lingering on the rim, steadying herself as if the thought alone shakes her. âOr he loses, and we all lose him.â
The fear isnât loud. Itâs a shiver, a crack in her polish, like sheâs picturing a void she canât face. Itâs not aimed at me; itâs for him, woven into the way her breath catches, the faint tightening of her jaw. She caresâdeeply, fiercelyâlike losing him would carve out a piece of her world.
Thereâs no way I can ignore her feelings for him. Itâs loud and clear in every word she speaks, and I should probably feel all warm and fuzzy inside over the fact that he has someone who feels so deeply for him, but by God, the jealousy that hardens within me is an emotion so intense itâs almost physical.
âI love him,â I state simply. âI love him more than I ever thought possible. What I feel for him is so fierce, so deep, itâs consuming. Itâsâ¦itâs fucking cataclysmic, and I would march into the very heart of this war if it meant keeping him safe.â
âMaybe itâs something you should consider. Marching.â
âEnough!â Isaia storms in, his presence a thunder, cutting her off. âThatâsâ¦enough.â
He moves to stand beside me, finding my waist, pulling me close, fingers pressing into my skin, possessive and steady, his eyes locking on hers with a silent weight.
She tenses, her breath catching, but his grip on me tightens, his choice clear, unspoken.
Alexius steps up. âWhatâs going on here?â
Isaia steps in like a wall between Leandra and me, facing her. âYour wife and I need to talk.â