However, Caitel still didnât understand me. I was sure. He must have a communication problem, too. If not, he couldnât be bothered by the level Serira understands!
At that moment, Caitel laughs. That was a slightly different smile.
âYouâve got quite an improvementâI still donât know what youâre talking about.â
âSo you like it? Dad.â
âYeah, I like it, too. Now I can talk shit about you. Of course, you will not understand.â
âBut Iâm not cursing you to understand, so Iâm fine. Youâre gonna get my neck blown off when you understand me.â
I smiled. Should I start with idiot?
âHey, you idiot.â Should I say it?
I was hesitating whether to try it or not, but Caitel smiled again. He patted me on the head.
âYouâre a bit like a dog now.â
⦠huh? What did you just say?
I lost my word, and Iâve lost my laugh. I literally lost all my words.
What did this bastard just say? Dog? Huh?
Ha, a deep sigh. I looked him up with a serious face. I seriously thought about it.
âHey, you. Iâm asking you because Iâm really, really serious⦠When the hell am I gonna be human to you?â
Thereâs one change thatâs been blowing into the palace for the last eight months, and thatâs where Iâm going, thereâs always a babyâs toy and babyâs supplies.
It didnât seem like much, but it was more surprising than I thought. Thatâs because there were always things I used in Caitelâs office and also in his bedroom!
Considering the notoriety of Caitel, it was easy to understand.
Well, yeah.
I didnât really know how scary and cruel Caitel was, because I didnât have a chance to experience it myself, but all the maids including Elene, praised the new atmosphere of the Solay palace. They said that now, Emperor was becoming like a âhumanâ, of course, man changes after a babyâs birth, or something like that.
⦠How ridiculous.
âUba-â
In my cradle, my toys were always close to me because I could not walk but crawl with my belly.
I would try to match the animal picture today. Oh, I think Iâm having fun even if Iâm left alone. I was such a good baby, werenât it?
Caitel was such a blessed man. He got blessed on his child too.
He would be perfect if he got a better personality and a better behavior.
I put the toy out of my hand and raised my head for a moment. My dad was still sitting sulky and turning over the papers, umm.
Tomorrow was his birthday, and my dad was not like everyone else. Heâs still spending the day looking at files and reports.
Someone said so many people came, fill the whole palace, but that all the people from different countries came to celebrate his birth, but Caitel, the main event of the celebration, was not interested. Rather than him, Ferdel seemed more excited than Caitel.
Again today, the envoys are Ferdelâs, and Caitel was stuck in his office looking at documents.
âA taunt from Langres.â
People did say men are more charming when theyâre focused. Looking at my dad, I had to agree with that. Roll up your sleeves and focus on paperworkâ¦
Heâs like some corporate CEO. If he wore glasses, it would be perfect. The title would be, âThe concentrated Emperor, Caitelâ. Uh, that sounded great!
Well, the main character was agonizing over his brow, but I was too busy looking at him.
If he sold his beauty for money, heâd be very rich. Of course, he didnât have to do that since heâs an emperor. Still, I didnât think itâs right to let that beauty rot away. He had to spread his splendid genes as much as possible for humanity.
âWhen did you get here?â
Eh.
I was surprised because I heard that while I was imagining stupid things.
I thought he caught thinking nonsense.
I thought he could now read otherâs mind or something, but I guess not.
âJust now.â
With a big smile, Dranste leans over my cradle. Then he reached out and tried to stroke my head.
âYou donât treat me like a dog, do you?!â
I ran away from his hand with a sulky face. When did he come? Heâs like a ghost. He;s a ghost.
It was then. Suddenly, Caitel raised his head.
âGet your hands off my daughter.â
Dranste shruged at Caitelâs warning. He reached out even more and eventually stroked my head. The look on his face, looking back on Caitel, was nasty.
âOh, my. Youâre not some animal that marks your territoryâ¦Why do you keep emphasizing sheâs yours?â
âOh, by the way, hmm?â
Now that I look at him, his eyes were a different color. I always thought his eyes were his only pride, so it was a little bit more heartbreaking than I thought.
He lost his only pride.
However, itâs a bit weird. What he looked like was not that different from what I used to see. However, judging from the reaction of Caitel, he certainly appeared.
Oh, wait! Did that mean his eyes didnât shine when he revealed himself? How fascinating!
I looked him up with what I had figured out. That made Caitelâs face more distorted. Caitel warned Dranste.
âI said, hands off.â
Dranste just patted my cheek with a smile on his face.
Oh, pervert.
Eventually, the cap of Caitelâs anger seemed to have been opened. He stood up and held a sword to Dransteâs neck, which I didnât know when Caitel had held.
âThree, two.â
âAh, okay.â
Dranste released his hand at Caitelâs relentless warnings.
He smacked his lips, and Caitel stared at him with sharp eyes. With a smile, Dranste touches Caitelâs sword.
âThatâs mine. You know it canât hurt me because itâs mine. Remember?â
âShut up.â
âWell well, like father like daughter.â
âYou look at me as if you are sad, but what can I do?
Fuck off. Weâre not friends yet.â
âTsk.â
As Dranste took a step back with a disgruntled look, Caitel, who put his sword back, immediately took me out of the cradle and hugged me. I hugged Caitel back and watched his sword disappear into the air. Itâs not my first time seeing it, but itâs amazing every time I saw it.
Was that sword summoned whenever Caitel called it? Amazing.
Caitel, who carried me back to the sofa, picked up the documents he had seen earlier. I lifted my head in his arms. Dranste still followed Caitelâs footsteps with a smile.
âHowâs your work going?â
With Caitelâs attitude, he certainly didnât like Dranste that much. However, I couldnât feel the wall between them. He was closer than I was. For Caitel, Dranste was.
âIâll have to wipe out Langres soon.â
Itâs only been seven months since I came back from the battlefield, and itâs another war. Heâs a real war buff.
Was it true there were two or three wars a year?
I thought it was just an exaggeration. Now, judging from the attitude of Caitel, these were credible words from the health service. However, my dad was crazy. He wasnât normal.
So was Dranste, who plays with him. He was more of an artist to answering Caitelâs.
âWhy? Are you mad?â
âThey annoy me.â
âDaddy, do you kill people because they annoy you?â
When I grew up, I would send all of them somewhere because it would be annoying if I fought with my peers.
Yeah, I was glad you didnât kill me, that ignorant bastard.
Turning behind the sofa where Caitel was sitting, Dranste leaned over the sofa and peeped at the documents he was reading. My dad seemed to know that, but he didnât mind.
Was it irrelevant?
âWill you go there yourself? Just like Icharta?â
âI wonder.â
âHuh? Youâre not going yourself?â
When I looked up at my father, he looked back at me. I was a bit curious.
âWhy are you looking at me, daddy? Do you have something to say? I didnât borrow any money from you. Iâm still a baby!â
âOh, this is interesting.â
What does that mean? He frowned over Dransteâs laugh behind him, and he got back to his paper works again. That was kind of a relief. Even though he was my father, he was not a person who one would want to have long eye-contact with.
âIâm contemplating about whether to go myself or send Assisi.â
âIsnât your Black Knight in the north right now? Isnât he kind of far from Langres? Thatâs all the way in the south.â
âHe can take care of himself.â
Assisi? Whoâs that?
I had never heard of that name before. I was wondering if Iâd heard it before, and from behind Dranste yelled out with an exaggerated face.
âWow, that was really cold just now.â
âWhy should I care?â
However, Caitel ignored Dranste anyway.
Oh, Dranste, you wereâ¦
I thought Iâd know a little now. That word he said before. He hated him. No, rather hate, he seemed to annoy Caitel very much. No, he was annoyed.
âItâs boring.â
Dranste moved forward, perhaps feeling slighted because he was behind him.
âYouâve been always like that.â
However, what he gets wasâ¦
âMove your face.â
⦠what a pitiful guy.
Even worse than me! What should I do with that poor guy? I was tearing up seeing him gritted and boar it when he got scolded all the time. He was happy even though he was being ignored.
Here you go, an ounce of my attention.
âItâs not like I come here often, but you always seem to hate me.â
Now he was sad to be ignored, but Caitel just ignored Dransteâs grumbling. I was a little sad because of the eyes of Caitel who came back to me for no reason.
âAdda, Adda-â
Yes, acting cute was the best at this time. I called Caitel and hit my head in his arms, and my dad reached out and patted my head. He was obviously treating me like a dog, but I didnât cry!
I was not sad, okay?