It happened so fast.
One second, Yan was ushering me inside the car, and the next, he was shot. It was silent, swift, and I wouldnât have noticed it if he hadnât jerked back, slamming into me.
Blood covered his shoulder, but he still reached out to push me away.
It was too late, though.
While I was preoccupied with trying to stop the bleeding in his shoulder, unyielding hands pulled me into the car as it revved forward.
Yan held on to me with all his might. They shot him again in the same shoulder. I put my chest to his so they wouldnât be able to kill him and used all my energy to pull him inside with me.
I can tell they donât want me dead or they wouldâve shot me, too, so I used my body as a shield against Yan. Itâs clear they didnât want him to join us, and I probably shouldâve let him fall outside the car for the others to find and help him, but I couldnât trust that they wouldnât run him over on their way out, just to make sure he was dead.
My body is still covering his after one of the men in the front cut off my conversation with Adrian. Hereâs to hoping the small bits of information I got to my fake husband will enable him and his men to find us soon. Not only because I have a horrible feeling about where theyâre taking us, but also because Yan has lost a lot of blood. My white gloves have turned red from how much Iâve pressed on the two holes in his shoulder, but the blood wonât stop oozing out.
His lips are pale and he keeps trying to push me off with his good hand, but I refuse to budge. If I do, the man from the front whoâs holding a damn rifle wonât hesitate to shoot him.
I havenât paid attention to where weâre going, but the roads are secluded, silent and dark. There are two men in the front. The one whoâs driving is wearing a leather jacket, hair hidden by a hat, and a black mask covers everything but his mouth and nose. Heâs the silent one, the one who hasnât talked since we got in here. The other man is nestling a rifle as if itâs his pet. Heâs the one who shot Yan, the second time, at least, and cut off my phone call with Adrian.
Theyâre not talking, so I canât tell what nationality they are, but Rifle Man spoke with an accented English just now.
I have no idea what this is, but Iâm almost sure it has to do with Adrian. Are they kidnapping me to force him into doing something? I donât think itâs because of a ransom, or they wouldâve made their demands by now.
In that document, it was mentioned that Adrian was the target of many assassination attempts. Because of his position, he knows more than he should and uses it for the brotherhoodâs benefits. Whether itâs to seize power, to order a hit, or to steal deals. His control over critical information has made him a target for numerous crime organizations and cartelsâincluding the Bratvaâs classic allies.
Ogla mentioned once that he works from home for his own safety, and that the prefers it because it keeps the brotherhoodâs most valuable asset, Adrian, from danger.
âLet me go,â Yan groans.
I shake my head against his shoulder. Iâm straddling his lap, both of my hands pressing on his wound. âTheyâll kill you.â
He raises a brow. âIf they donât, the boss will.â
I scowl. âThis is not the time to think about Adrianâs stupid possessiveness.â
âHeâll really murder me for touching you.â
âYouâre not touching. I am.â I stare behind me at the silent men. âWho are they?â
Yan shakes his head, and Iâm not sure if it means he doesnât know or that I shouldnât talk about them when they can hear us. Probably both.
All I know is that these men are dangerousâprofessional, even. They managed to slip under the heavy security at tonightâs party and even leave unnoticed. The car does have tinted windows, which helped, but still. Yan and I were completely taken off guard.
âWhy are you so calm?â Adrianâs guard asks me, sweat trickling down his temples.
I stare at my steady hands. Even my breathing is calm. I didnât panic, not even when Yan was shot. My immediate thought was to get him safe and sound from that predicament. It still is.
But ever since I got that text, Iâve had a premonition that something bad would happen. Thatâs why I practically begged Adrian to take us home.
âPanic wonât do us any good, Yan.â
âYouâre so different.â He grabs my hand with his non-injured one and tries to pry me off him.
I swat it away as gently as possible. âStop worrying about Adrianâs reaction when youâre about to bleed to death.â
âNot possible. We exist for him.â
âJesus. Thatâs some warped sense of loyalty.â
âHeâs so blinded, thoughâ¦â he trails off, his voice weakening. âHeâs lost sight of whatâs importantâ¦â
I press harder on his wound and he grunts, pursing his lips to stifle a moan of pain. I can feel my strength waning and Yan still wonât stop bleeding.
It doesnât take him long to lose consciousness. He tries to fight it, Iâll give him that. He keeps attempting to open his lids when I call his name, but then heâs out cold.
âYan! Donât faint. Think of your stupid boss and Kolya and Jeremy.â My voice is urgent, hysterical almost. Heâs the only semblance of a friend Iâve had ever since I stepped into Liaâs shoes.
His dry lips twitch, but he doesnât attempt to open his eyes.
âYan!â
âShut the fuck up, bitch!â Rifle Man turns around and hits me across the face with the tip of his rifle. Pain explodes over my temple and I taste metal from my lips.
Tears fill my eyes from the stinging pain, but I donât let them out. I donât release Yanâs inert, cold body either.
The car comes to a halt and I shrink further into Yan. If they throw him in the middle of nowhere, he wonât be able to survive.
âItâs time you deal with this bitch.â Rifle Man retrieves a cigarette. âIâm so tired of her annoying voiceââ
His cigarette falls from his fingers when the driver shoots him between the eyes. His head lolls to the side, face contorted in surprise.
I gasp, my whole body going rigid. He just shot his partner.
The driver tips his head down, and the black hat hides his expression. His hand, covered by a black leather glove, rests on the steering wheel, and his other one thatâs holding the gun is on his lap. His posture is relaxed, nonchalant.
âNoisy fucker,â he mutters casually.
My lips part as the realization slams into me. Itâs the same voice from my nightmare.
The same tone.
The same tenor.
The shadow. The shadow is here.
âLong time no see, Duchess,â he says without turning around. âMiss me?â
I try to wiggle sideways to see him, but the hat and the mask still camouflage his face.
âWho are you?â My voice is calm but cautious.
âWho am I is an interesting way of putting it. Who are you, Duchess? Whatâs your mission?â
âI have no mission.â
âYes, you do.â He twirls the gun in his hand, his forefinger pressing on the trigger. âYou know it. I know it. If you donât make it happen, youâll pay the price.â
âI donât know what the hell youâre talking about,â my lips tremble as the words leave them.
âFinding openings to talk to you is tedious as fuck, Duchess. Stop wasting my time and make it happen. Iâll check on you soon.â He gets out of the car, and before I can release a breath, he yanks my door open and wrenches me out.
I hold on to Yan and we both tumble to the ground. Itâs dark outside. So dark that I can barely see the contours of Yanâs face.
The shadow stands in front of me, but thereâs no way of making out who he is. Heâs tall, lean, and smells likeâ¦bleach.
Bleachâ¦why does he smell like that and why is it familiar?
âIâm not a patient man, Duchess. So donât test my limits.â
And with that, he climbs in the car. The tires screech on the gravel and dirt before it shoots into the distance.
I donât even have my phone to call Adrian or at least use it as a flashlight.
A groan comes from Yan and I feel in front of me until I catch something warm. His hand. Thank God itâs his hand and not another organ.
âYan! Open your eyes.â
Thereâs no response, and when I touch his shoulder, I can feel the blood still oozing. If I donât do something, heâll undoubtedly die.
I strain to place him on his stomach, then I crouch in front of him, hook his good arm around my neck and grab the hem of his jacket with my other hand.
Standing up, I attempt to carry him. Heâs heavier, taller, and bulkier than me, so that mission is an epic fail from the start. But I donât let go of him, even when his entire weight falls on me.
I donât stop.
I kick my heels off and walk barefoot to improve my balance. Pebbles dig into the soles of my feet like tiny needles. At first, I feel like my back will be broken into two, but after a few steps, an adrenaline wave rushes through my limbs.
I recall those times when I spent all-nighters in the studio, dancing and torturing my feet. I practiced again and again to perfect my posture, my technique, and my performance. If I could survive that, I can survive this. Because thereâs no way in hell Iâd leave Yan behind. He took those bullets for me. Heâs dying because of .
The night is calm and dark. There isnât even a moon to help give me direction. A chill covers me from head to toe and my muscles scream in pain.
I walk for so long that I start losing feeling in my feet. I need to find a place to call for help, and I need to find it soon.
My toes touch a solid surface and I smile, even as I strain to hold him up. âI found a road, Yan. Iâm going to get us to safety.â
He doesnât release a sound. His pulse under my fingers is becoming weaker, his body heavier.
âCome on. Stay with me, Yan.â
Headlights shine in the distance and I attempt to make it to the road. I halt mid-step, jerking back when the car speeds past us. Fuck. That was close. If I had been on the road, it wouldâve hit us.
The car stops up ahead, its red lights shining before it reverses at full speed, stopping right in front of us.
I nearly cry with joy when the passenger door opens and Adrian barges out. I stare up at his tightened features and his drawn gun. At the way he looks like a warlord ready to start a battleâand win it.
No clue how he managed to do it so fast, but Iâm so glad that heâs here. He grabs me by the shoulders. âAre you okay?â
I manage a slight nod, then motion at Yan. âHe was shot. Twice. Help him.â
The words arenât fully out before Kolya takes Yan from me and carries him. I donât sag in relief that his weight is gone, though. If anything, my fingers shake as pessimistic thoughts rush in. At least when he was leaning on my back, I could feel his heartbeat, as low as it was, and tell myself he was alive. Now, it feels like heâs closer to death than life.
A second car stops behind this one and Kolya carefully places Yan inside.
âLia.â
âWhat?â I answer absentmindedly, still watching Yanâs lifeless body.
âLia!â
âWhat?â I snap at Adrian.
Heâs wiping under my eyes. I taste salt and thatâs when I realize Iâve been crying. For how long, I have no idea, but itâs been long enough that Iâm sniffling and shaking.
Adrian checks my hands, my dress, and my coat.
âItâs not mine. Itâs Yanâs,â I say to explain the blood.
Adrianâs thumb swipes under my cheek and I wince as he touches my cut lip. âWhereâs the fucker who did this?â
âHe died.â
âDied?â
âHis partner killed him.â
âAnd whereâs his partner?â
âHe left in the car.â I stare up at him as the vehicle carrying Yan revs in the distance. âIs he going to be okay?â
I can sense the hesitation in Adrian. He saw him. He saw the blood. He knows that his second closest guard might not survive.
âLetâs leave.â He ushers me to the back seat and two of his guards get in the front.
Adrian keeps his arms around me during the entire ride home. The stupid tears wonât stop coming and I keep shivering like a leaf in winter.
He removes his jacket and wraps it over my bloodied coat, but that doesnât ease the ache Iâm feeling deep in my chest.
Iâm crying, but itâs not only about Yan. Iâm also crying because I think I know that man, the shadow, the one who said I had a mission.
And something tells me this mission is more dangerous than I could ever imagine.