151: Chapter 134 Nanxi, Donât Lose Your Temper with Me_1 151: Chapter 134 Nanxi, Donât Lose Your Temper with Me_1 âSometimes, I can be real!â His lips moved slightly as he reached out to grab her wrist and held it tightly.
He looked at her and said, âNanxi, I donât mind occasionally being your protector, as long as youâre willing!â
âIâm not willing!â She reflexively blurted out in a loud voice.
She turned her head, not looking at him, âMr.
Lu, youâve overstepped!â
Lu Yinchu pressed his lips together without denying, âNanxi, I admit, I really enjoy the feeling of being with you.
I think, I do like you a bit!â
ââ¦â Nanxi was stunned, looking at him in disbelief.
Lu Yinchu gave a light laugh, continuing, âDonât misunderstand.
I like you, but for now, itâs just liking.â
âI have a boyfriend!â
âDo you love him?â
ââ¦â Nanxi didnât answer or rather, she didnât know how to respond.
Li Weihuan had asked her this question beforeâ¦
âNanxi, why do I emphasize the word âlikeâ?
Because you should understand better than me.
Liking is not the same as love, nor is it sympathy or gratitude!â
ââ¦â Nanxi was taken aback, she didnât understand what he meant, why would he say that?
âNanxi, youâve had feelings for me, havenât you?â
âNo!â Nanxi gritted her teeth and quickly replied.
âReally?â
ââ¦Mr.
Lu, youâre too confident!â
Nanxi bit her lip, feeling a bit sad in her heart as if it had been harshly grabbed⦠although she didnât even know what she was upset aboutâ¦
The man gazed at her brows and eyes for a while.
His eyes were as dark as ink, but there were specks of light twinkling in them!
He stared at Nanxi, making her feel overwhelmed.
Then Nanxi noticed the deepening darkness in his pupils, until the specks of light were obscured by black.
Finally, he spoke again, his voice low, âAlright, I was too confident.
Nanxi, I wonât force you.
Letâs pretend that the kiss earlier never happened, and our relationship returns to how it was before, based solely on our previous agreement!â
Nanxi furrowed her brows, looked away, and her fingers clenched the blanket tighter, âIâm sorry, Mr.
Lu, I donât think we need to maintain our agreement any longer?â
The man hesitated, staring at Nanxiâs profile before sighing, âNanxi, donât you care about your uncle and his calligraphy business?â
ââ¦â
âAnd donât you want to find your missing parents?â
ââ¦â
Nanxiâs eyelashes trembled, revealing signs of moisture.
âNanxi, in this world, many times we canât always do as we wish.
You should understand the need for timely restraint and patience.
And anyway⦠if Iâm willing, but youâre not, whatâs the difference?â
âThere are so many temptations in this world.
If you want to survive among them, what you need to do isnât to shy away and escape but to bravely face them, and use this bravery to hold your own heart!â
Lu Yinchu pursed his lips, the darkness in his eyes seemed to deepen a bit, he spoke again with a hint of despair:
âI admit, just now, I was indeed blinded by emotions.
But Nanxi, Iâm a normal, mature man.
When faced with a woman I like, a woman I have feelings for, doing something against my normal judgement, is that wrong?
And besidesâ¦â
He paused, the corners of his beautiful lips turning upward, âAnd also, Nanxi, you didnât push me away at the time, and you even respondedâ¦
So, this canât all be blamed on me!
If there is fault, it lies with both of us!â
ââ¦â Nanxiâs sadness instantly blew up upon hearing Lu Yinchuâs last sentence as if oil had been splashed onto a fire!
What did Lu Yinchu just say?
That she didnât push him away?
That she responded?
That the fault was on both of them?â¦
What the hell?â¦What was he talking about?
She wanted to push him away, but she had to be able to do soâ¦
And the response?
Did she respond?
She was so weak she had no strength at all, how could she respond?!!!
The fault of both of them?
They had to see who started it first!!!
Nanxi felt as if there was blocked energy in her chest, and no matter how many times she took a deep breath, she couldnât release it.
This man, who looked noble and elegant enough to make people dazzle, was shamelessly so self-righteous when provoked!
âMr.
Lu, youâre not reasonableâ¦â
âReason and truth are twins to begin with.
Itâs impossible to differentiate them clearly no matter how much one talks about it.
So it doesnât matter if we donât talk about it.â
ââ¦â What odd logic?
Nanxi felt even more of a headache than before!