168: Chapter 145 He said, Iâve Fallen for You_1 168: Chapter 145 He said, Iâve Fallen for You_1 Gui Xi said, âIâve practiced medicine my entire life, treated countless people, but thereâs one illness I canât cure, and thatâs love.â
Thatâs right, in my world, love is an illness, and in my eyes, youâre a patient suffering from a terminal case of it!
The reason I donât cure you is because sometimes no-love, fearing love, or being afraid of love, is also a kind of illness, which also causes pain, but I always feel that falling into love is more likely to find pleasure in pain!
So I just stand by and watch you, watch you experience joy and sorrow in love, sharing each otherâs troublesâ¦
Lu Yinchu is thankful for everything his brothers have done for him, but heâs even more thankful to fate for granting him so much sincerity!
But in fact, is their support and help also a kind of helpless indulgence in a certain sense?
Because no matter what they choose, his choice wonât change.
He wants her, only her, in this life, he can only think of her, Gu Nanxi, sheâs indispensable to him!
Because of deep love, he becomes infatuated and foolish!
Only then would he lose control and rationality like today!
â¦
That day, he accompanied her back to the hospital.
To avoid being noticed, he should have left immediately, but he was reluctant, worried, and scared.
Since when did the always confident Lu Yinchu start to possess such humble emotions?
He didnât know, but the other person he was facing was Nanxi, the girl he loved, so even if he felt humbled, he was willing to!
He had no regrets!
He didnât leave, instead, he got Mo Yan to buy him a casual outfit and a baseball cap in a nearby shopping mall, disguising himself just to get closer to her!
He walked leisurely in the shadow of the trees and in the flower garden of the hospital, his steps relaxed, but no one noticed the subtle waves in his heart!
Li Mufang came out with her, both of their expressions were different, but from Nanxiâs clenched little fists hanging on her sides, he knew she was very nervousâthis was her signature expression when she was nervous!
But he also realized that she had tried to control these nervesâboth of them were quietly conversing, their expressions occasionally changing, inconspicuous, after all, they both were very good at controlling their emotions, especially Li Mufang!
This niece of his, who is three years younger than him, has strong working capabilities, a calm and restrained temperament, and a decisive and steady approach to work.
Although she entered the government building with the support of the Lu Family, her rise from a mere office assistant to one of the notable figures within a few years was due to her own abilities and efforts!
For Li Mufang, who has spent years in government departments, interacting with various people, controlling her emotions was really not difficult!
But for Nanxi, such a simple and transparent girl, to also be able to just as appropriately control her emotions, truly surprised him!
No wonder even Li Mufang showed some admiration for her!
Was it the experience that gave her the chance to grow?
Or was it the molding of fate that forced her to grow up prematurely?
What exactly happened six years ago?
He really wanted to know, but he couldnât find out anything!
At that moment, he felt a bit heartbroken for Nanxi!
â¦
The conversation between the two didnât last long, and soon, Li Mufang left.
Nanxi was left standing there, anxiously waiting.
Her small figure was hidden behind a cluster of shrubs, seemingly also afraid of being discovered by others.
Lu Yinchu was not far behind her.
His thin lips moved, so this is what it feels like⦠to be looking at you while youâre looking at someone else⦠Itâs a bit strange, and a bit bleak!
Li Mufang soon came out again, this time with Qi Qun.
He watched as Nanxi carefully bid farewell to Qi Qun and Li Mufang, then ran towards the inpatient building.
This time, he didnât follow.
Instead, he found a quiet spot in the deep shadows of the trees and started smoking!
He glanced at the azure sky through the hollow tree shadows.
His irritable emotions spread with the summer heat, flowing unrestrained!
The surrounding scenery, even though it appeared to be lush and verdant, because it was intertwined with the complexities of the mundane world and couldnât be freed, it could only sink deeper and deeperâ¦
Suddenly, he thought of himself eight years ago!
Whatâs ironic is that once upon a time, he saw someone as his redemption.
He thought that one day heâd become their redemption too.
However, later on, that person saw someone else as their redemption.
Isnât that ironic?
Probably after about three cigarettes, she came out, but she was not alone.
With her was Li Weihuan!
The two were holding hands, one in front and the other behind, a young and willful couple with good looks and refreshing temperament.
Even while simply walking there, they attracted the attention of countless people around them!
The look in their eyes was either jealousy, envy, marvel, or sighâ¦
And he was standing in the distance along with everyone else, watching, but the emotions reflected in his eyes were different from everyone elseâsâ¦
He was sad, disappointed, blaming himself, even intensely regretful!
Then, he saw the dashing young man couldnât wait to kiss the girl.
He kissed her passionately, wrapping her tightly in his arms, fearing that if he loosens his grip, the person in his arms would disappear and would be nowhere to be found!
At that moment, his expression was numb.
He had a self-mocking smile on his lips.
So, this is what it feels like when it hurts so much that you canât even feel the pain!
It was as if a hand had pierced his flesh and reached into his heart, tearing away something that originally belonged to him, mercilessly from his body.
Faced with such plunder, he couldnât do anything, he had to let it do as it pleased!
Suddenly, he thought that Li Weihuan was indeed smarter than him because when he lost someone in the vast sea of people, Li Weihuan found her!
And he knew how to hold her tightly and not let her disappear from his world inexplicably!
That kiss of theirs was so long that the joy that emerged from it was transformed into pain when it reached his heart, and it also lasted for a very long time!
So long that he couldnât control his emotions at that moment and under her unsuspecting and even vehemently opposed circumstances, he kissed her!
â¦
ââLu Yinchu, are you crazy?â
ââLu Yinchu, this is the end!â
The man listened to her words, each one hitting him like a knife plunged into his heart.
Pain, unbearable pain!
âNanxi, why do you think I came to see you tonight?â He asked her, his black eyes staring at her, bewitching and captivating!
Nanxi was taken aback, completely unsure of how to react, âLu Yinchuâ¦â
âI came to see you!â He interrupted her, his voice low and helpless, he said, âNo other reason, I just came to see you!
Just becauseâ¦I missed you!â
âLu Yinchuâ¦what do you mean?
I donât understand!
Whatâ¦what are you suggesting?â Nanxiâs voice, significantly flustered!
âYou really donât understand?â Lu Yinchu looked at her, a hint of sadness flashing in his eyes, startling Nanxi, âLu Yinchu, youâ¦â
âIâve fallen for you!â He said.
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The remaining two updates will be done as soon as Iâm back!
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