223: Chapter 187 Nanxi, this hurts my heart_1 223: Chapter 187 Nanxi, this hurts my heart_1 Mo Yan never considered himself as a man of profound emotions, he didnât have many friends, and he barely had contact with the few he had.
People said it was because he was too obsessed.
Since eight years ago, he had closed off his heart and since then he was stuck in a quagmire he could never escape.
But he himself, he never noticed it.
Was he too obsessed?
But if it wasnât for this deep fixation rooted at the bottom of his heart, how could he have survived these eight years?
He often recalled the day she left.
He had finished work, eagerly driving his car to meet her.
He had brought roses because she had always complained that he wasnât a romantic!
That day, for the first time in their five years together, he bought her flowers.
He wanted to be romantic for her, wanted to tell her he loved her.
But he didnât manage to do so in time.
Because just a few minutes before he reached their scheduled meeting place, his phone rang.
Someone informed him that she had an accident.
It was Lu Yinchu, and his voice was filled with sadness.
At that moment, his car skidded and directly hit the road barrier.
As his mind went into a foggy blur, he opened his eyes to see the sky outside his window, feeling a liquid trickling down his foreheadâ¦
It was blood.
The red roses were on the passenger seat.
He had just grazed his fingers along the delicate petals due to the impact.
These were the roses he had prepared for her.
As his consciousness slipped into complete darkness, he heard a voice speaking to him.
âAyan, do you love me?â
âAyan, why do I like you so much, tell me why!â
âAyan, Iâm tired.
After I graduate, letâs get married.â
â¦
â¦
âAfter I graduate, letâs get married.â
At the time, he should have said âYes!â without any hesitation.
But in reality what she said was, âWait until you graduate.
Keep working hard!â
Then, his hand gently brushed her soft hair, she leaned into his arms, closed her eyes and muttered two words, âIdiot!â
Wasnât he an idiot?
He loved her so much that he felt he would die without her!
So why didnât he just simply agree?
Rather, in the end, he realized that he still didnât love her enough because when she really left, he still survived, even through eight years.
Even though during these eight years, he felt like a walking corpse.
He clearly remembered when he woke up in the hospital, the only person with him was Lu Yinchu.
He saw him standing there, lonely and desolate.
He seemed to realize something, fluttered his eyelashes and called out, âXiaoyue, Xiaoyue, sheâ¦â
Lu Yinchu didnât say a word, just lightly patted his shoulder.
At that moment, he felt his world collapse.
He wanted to cry, but couldnât.
His fingers trembled as he tried to grasp something, but he could only grab the comforter beside him which got more and more wrinkled.
His hand was bleeding due to the impact of the intravenous needle.
The red blood rushed up the tube.
He wanted to get out of bed, but his body was suddenly paralyzed, and he couldnât even speakâ¦
Later, the doctor arrived and gave him a sedative, which finally made him relaxâ¦
Actually, he didnât know how he had survived these past eight years, he just remembered that Lu Yinchu told him that her last words were: Live a good life in my stead!
Marry a wife who is better than me in the future!
What a joke, he might be able to live well in her stead, but there was no way he could marry another woman!
All these years, he had stayed by Lu Yinchuâs side, from Lu Yinchu worrying about him, to him worrying about Lu Yinchu, to both of them worrying about each other in the end.
He suddenly had the feeling that some people in this world were destined to be alone!
Just like him, just like Lu Yinchu!
Fortunately, Lu Yinchu has once again met Gu Nanxi, thankfully, some people are still favored by heaven.
He was happy for him, and sincerely blessed him.
He truly hoped that he would be fineâ¦
Unknownst to him, a smile formed on his lips, but at some point, his eyes began to well up.
â¦
Lu Yinchu held Nanxi to the car, Mo Yan indifferently turned aside to make way for the pair.
Lu Yinchu said to the little woman in his arms: âCan you let go for a bit?
Little Nanxi!â
Nanxi already felt embarrassed enough to hide her face.
Although hiding in Lu Yinchuâs arms made her feel awkward, where could she hide if not here?
Nanxi refused to come out or to let go of her grip.
Being called âLittle Nanxiâ made her feel very uncomfortableâ¦
What does he mean?!
Who allowed him to call her that!
How annoying!
Seeing that she didnât move, Lu Yinchu said: âWe need to get in the car.
If you donât let go, how can we get in?â
Nanxi: ââ¦â Get in the car?
Nanxi carefully revealed her head, and the first thing she saw was the silent Mo Yan standing on the side, her face instantly flushed red.
Lu Yinchu didnât pay her any mind, bent down to put her in the car, and seeing that her hand was still on his shoulder, he leaned over to kiss her pink lips, âCanât bear to let go?â
Nanxi was stunned and quickly let go.
She acted impulsively and pushed him away, wanted to say something but at this moment she couldnât utter a word.
She felt like her chest was blocked by somethingâ¦
She was uncomfortable.
Lu Yinchu followed her into the car, and Mo Yan quickly took his place in the driverâs seat.
Nanxi just focused on her blushing face and watched everything unfold in silence, speechless.
She honestly felt that all the face she had built up in her lifetime was completely stripped away todayâ¦
Now she had no face to meet people!
Lu Yinchu fastened her seat belt, she didnât resist anymore, given the situation, the more she explained, the more suspicious it looked!
The more she tried to deny their relationship, the more their relationship seemed to exist!
So she could only turn her gaze to the window and not look at him, responding with indifference!
âGo to the villa!â Lu Yinchu instructed Mo Yan in the front ââ¦â Nanxi.
âI want to go back to school!â Nanxi tried to remain indifferent, but this man was too presumptuous!
Who was he to decide where they were going?!
Lu Yinchu ignored her, so naturally, Mo Yan wouldnât respond either.
He silently started the car, towards the couple in the back seat, he turned a blind eye.
Nanxi gritted her teeth and looked at the man beside her: âLu Yinchu, I have a rash on my face right now, and I donât want to go anywhere else.
I just want to go back to school.
If you wonât take me, Iâll take a taxi myself.
Let me out of the car!â
Lu Yinchu refused: âIf you know you have a rash on your face, and there are so many people at school, wouldnât it be better to not go back and scare others?â
Nanxi: ââ¦â
Lu Yinchu continued, âThis will teach you a lesson, letâs see if youâre still stubborn next time!â
Nanxi grit her teeth: âItâs not like I want to be stubborn.
The food has already been served in your bowl, can you just throw it away?â
âShould I throw it away?!â Lu Yinchuâs voice held a trace of anger.
Hearing this, Nanxi was taken aback.
He was angry again!
âLu Yinchu!â
âNanxiâ¦â He interrupted her, sighed, âNanxi, Iâm heartbroken seeing you like this.â
ââ¦â
Nanxi stopped speaking, a faint red appeared on her face.
She didnât know if it was because of the rash or due to Lu Yinchuâs words just now.
In any case, her ears were burning!
The car arrived at the villa, Lu Yinchuâs villa.
Nanxi never thought she would have the courage to come here with Lu Yinchu, but for some reason, she inexplicably trusted Lu Yinchu!
She felt that Lu Yinchu wouldnât and didnât dare to do anything to herâ¦
Of course, these were just her assumptions!