239: Chapter 198 Lu Yinchu, Can You Wait For Me_2 239: Chapter 198 Lu Yinchu, Can You Wait For Me_2 â¦
Indeed, it was that very night that Li Weihuan had an unrestful sleep.
Wave after wave of nightmares came, causing him to wake up and get dressed at two in the morning to go Bai Yuchuanâs apartment, where he roused Bai Yuchuan from his sleep to play video games with him!
Zhang Mu, having drunk too much, was unable to get up.
As for Yan Chenqing, due to his girlfriendâs influence, he was increasingly less present here!
Bai Yuchuan almost thought Yan Chenqing was serious!
But all Yan Chenqing said was, âIf Iâm going to be a boyfriend for a day, I have to act the part, right?
If not, itâs all irrelevant to me!â
Having heard this, Bai Yuchuan only wanted to give a cold laugh and warned him, âDonât go knocking up the girl.
If you do, your life will be pretty much over!â
Yan Chenqing listened but remained silent, his brows furrowed.
Bai Yuchuan told this to Li Weihuan.
Li Weihuan laughed, âThat girl, I saw her once.
Sheâs pretty enough, though I forgot her name.
Is Chenqing serious with her?â
âI donât think so!â Bai Yuchuan shook his head, âI always feel like Chenqing is keeping something hidden.
But he doesnât like pouring his heart out, you know that!â
Li Weihuan thought so too.
Yan Chenqing was kind of the brooding type!
He suddenly remembered something and asked Bai Yuchuan, âYeah, it seems like Lanlan treats Chenqing much better than she does any of us.
Whatâs going on?
Does Lanlan like Chenqing?â
âI asked about it once!â Bai Yuchuan said, âChenqing said there was nothing, that they were just good friends.
There was nothing romantic between them.
But Chenqing stayed in K City for a year and met Lanlan then.
They later met again in H City.
I guess you could call that fateâ¦â
Li Weihuan pursed his lips and nodded.
Bai Yuchuan looked at him and asked, âAs for you, whatâs wrong?
Whyâd you have insomnia?
Do you have something on your mind?â
Li Weihuan pursed his lips; they were a bit dry.
He picked up a can of beer from the side, pulled it open, and took a swig.
It was slightly cool.
âI just feel somewhatâ¦unsettled!â
âBecause of Nanxi?â
Li Weihuanâs eyes dulled slightly, and he tightened his grip on the game controller.
Bai Yuchuan looked at Li Weihuan and said, âHuanzi, what is it about Nanxi that you find so appealing?
Is it really worth giving your whole heart to her?â
âYou wouldnât understand!â Li Weihuan didnât seem to want to say much and was suddenly weary!
âIf I donât understand, you can always explain!
You and Nanxi have been together for many years.
We watched from the sidelines.
Chenqing, Zhang Mu, and I have all had different girlfriends, and youâve always watched us too.
Regardless of whether our love was real or fake, at least we were carefree, not burdened in our love.
We entered a relationship unguarded and left it without feeling any loss.
But youâ¦â
Bai Yuchuanâs eyes flickered, and he said, âBut what about you like this?
â¦Huanzi, sure, Nanxi is wonderful, thereâs no denying that.
But sheâs not the best out there.
She is just an ordinary girl.
As far as Iâm concerned, Susu and Lanlan are no worse than her⦠We didnât stop you when you fell for Nanxi.
But you canât lose yourself just because you like her, forgetting what kind of man you, Li Weihuan, areâ¦â
âEnough, shut up!â
Li Weihuan threw the game controller he was holding and stood up, speaking to Bai Yuchuan, âMaybe in your eyes, Nanxi is just an ordinary girl, but not in mine.
There may be many girls in this world, and most are pretty, but there is only one Gu Nanxi who I find attractive!
Other than her, I canât seem to be bothered with other women.
No, not bothered, I just simply wonât give them a look.
I only need her, only her, do you understand?â
Bai Yuchuanâs eyes flickered as he watched Li Weihuan kick two empty beer cans aside, tossing out a âIâm tired!â
Li Weihuan simply left, heading in the direction of his bedroom!
Bai Yuchuan sat there, staring at the game screen where two characters had been killed by monsters, and the big âgame-over!â banner.
He chuckled sardonically.
After a few seconds, he threw the game controller in his hand far away, feeling particularly unhappy!
â¦
Li Weihuan returned to his room.
Without turning on the light, he lay down on the bed, staring at the ceiling.
His heart felt as empty as if it had been stuffed with cotton.
The oppressive sensation was unbearable!
He had once asked himself if he regretted it, regretted âstealingâ something that belonged to someone else.
Then he fell in love and considered it his own.
He found himself unable to let go as his love kept deepening!
He felt like he was despicable.
True, he was twenty-five, not a child.
In this society, there are many rich kids like him who, even if they accomplish nothing themselves, would receive help from their families!
The fact was, he wanted to work hard and make something of his life.
Otherwise, he wouldnât have gone to the United States two years ago.
But fast forward to today, two years later, and he wondered what exactly he had learned in the United Statesâ¦
His perception was hazy, unclear.
He was born into a privileged environment and pampered by everyone around him.
He never understood the value of things as everything he wanted was always handed to him whenever he asked for it!
Once, he believed he might just muddle through life, since thatâs what everyone around him did.
Life would eventually grind away his hedonistic attitude!
But who made him meet Nanxi?
Who made him fall in love with her!
Being in love is joyous, but it can also hurt!
He remembered reading a melodramatic line in some book: âPain and happiness coexist!â
Later, he heard a song with the same title.
Qi Qin sang: âHatred gives birth to love, and love, to hatred.
Love comes from the sweetest tears.
It has already passed!
People are plural, hearts are singular.
Romantic revenge, no one else has a say.
Like the flow of sand, it quickly slips awayâ¦â
Suddenly he felt a little sorrowful, even though he didnât know why he was upsetâ¦
Love comes from the sweetest tearsâ¦but he has taken othersâ sweetness and made them bear the bitterness alone for so many years.
Wasnât this⦠too selfish?!
But what he couldnât deny was that since meeting a girl named Gu Nanxi, his life had changed.
From then on, he would have to carry some things with him for the deven if he tried with all his might to shake them offâ¦
He took out his phone and sent a text: Iâll come to see you tomorrow morning; we can have breakfast together!
Recipient: Wifey.