312: Chapter 237: A Kind of Hurt, Called Unloved_1 312: Chapter 237: A Kind of Hurt, Called Unloved_1 He released her lips, staring at her charcoal-black eyes.
Nanxi, too, kept her eyes open to watch him.
Tears alone painted their facesâ¦
Leaning there, Nanxi felt a crippling weakness take over her body.
Her chest felt tight, suffocated.
She could see Li Weihuanâs sorrow, his helplessness, she saw it all.
His tears, his flushed eyes, she saw them all tooâ¦
But, itâs just not possible anymore; they couldnât be together anymore!
Her eyelashes trembled and she slowly closed her eyes.
Tears fell down once again as she said, âIâm sorryâ¦â
One single âIâm sorryâ was, in fact, enough to explain everything.
It spoke of an irreparable past between the two of them!
Li Weihuanâs figure shook.
His trembling hands held onto Nanxiâs, locking their fingers togetherâ
âNanxi, why would you apologize to me?
Why would you say sorry to me?
Weâve been together for six years, six years of sticking together, how can you just throw it all away like this?
I was shameless once, and I can be shameless again if thatâs what it takes.
As long as youâll come with me, Iâll take you away.
I donât want anything else, I only want you!â
âNanxi, I proposed to you before, even though you didnât agree, you said, you said that if someone could lead you to the Lucid World you desired, you hope it will be me, you said you hoped it was meâ¦
But Nanxi, why has it changed?
Why did you change so quickly?
Tell me whyâ¦â
Nanxi bit her lip, not speaking or looking at him, letting her tears fall one by one!
Actually, she also wanted to know why, why did it change so quickly?
Just two months?
Sheâd met a man and then abandoned the relationship of six years so resolutely and firmly!
Lu Yinchu made her feel heartbroken, as did Li Weihuan.
But she was not capable of saving Li Weihuan, instead leading him deeper into the dark chasm!
Given this, how could she once again act selfishly?
Hurting him temporarily was far better than causing him lifelong pain!
Actually, she should have understood sooner.
Even without Lu Yinchu, she shouldnât have kept Li Weihuan to herself.
He was a good boy, deserving of a good girl!
But she, Gu Nanxi, was not a good girl!
From the time she was sixteen until now at twenty-two, six years.
Heâd already given her so much, and she wasnât worthy of receiving more from Li Weihuan, she didnât deserve it!
âNanxi, I want to ask, during the six years we were together, was there even a slight moment of love for me, even a shred?â
Like a man desperate, Li Weihuan grabbed Nanxiâs shoulders, and their noses almost touched!
His breath was right before her eyes, his long eyelashes were against her eyes, when he spoke his lips almost touched hersâ¦
Nanxi bit her lip and spoke, âI have hadâ¦â
It was true.
To have a boy like Li Weihuan be so good to her often made Nanxi feel like the boys around her werenât enough!
Because they were not good enough, throughout the six years she was with Li Weihuan, no matter if he fought, caused trouble, acted capriciously or anything else, she never once thought he was wrong!
Instead, these misdeeds demonstrated her own shortcomings!
Yang Su once said she was incapable of being a virtuous support, of course, not any common girl could deal with Li Weihuan either.
Describing Li Weihuanâs character was tough, Yang Suâs evaluation was: he has passion, but no humanity!
When Nanxi heard this she wanted to laugh, but now thinking back, she only felt sorrow!
Very sorrowful!
Listening to her words, looking into her eyebrows, Li Weihuan smiled, his eyes cloudier than ever.
His voice was slow when he said, âThank you, for letting me feel that these six years of loving you were not in vain!â
Nanxi was taken aback as she saw Li Weihuan push her away, then rub his temples, slowly uttering three words, âYou should leave!â
Nanxi bit her lip.
Li Weihuan pushed her, and her body became unsteady until she fell to the ground.
Looking at her tear-streaked face, Li Weihuanâs heart ached.
He called out again, âLeave quickly, I donât want to see you, just go, just goâ¦â
Nanxi bit her lip as she forced herself up, step by step, towards the door.
Her steps were slow, she felt like her body was no longer her ownâ¦
How could she still have the strength to walk away?
She didnât knowâ¦
Behind her, Li Weihuan watched Nanxi slowly walking away, his pupils contracted, his drunken self found the strength to dash forward, grabbing Nanxi and holding her tightlyâ¦