386: Chapter 279 If I have another life, I will still love you!_2 386: Chapter 279 If I have another life, I will still love you!_2 âNo!â
She answered hazily, her small face peeking out from his embrace, her lashes wet, âLu Yinchu, why are you so good to me?â
âYouâre my wife.
If Iâm not good to you, who should I be good to?â
âBut Iâm not good to you at all!â
With wet eyelashes, Nanxi bit her lip, feeling very upset deep down!
âWhere have you not been good to me?â
ââ¦â
Nanxi couldnât answer, and finally said, âAnyway, Iâm just not good!â
âThen just be better to me in the future!â
âMm!â Nanxi agreed, âI will be good to you!â
âIsnât that fine!â
âBut I still feel like Iâm not as good to you as you are to me!â
âUm, then Iâll be a little bad to you in the future!â
âYou dare!â
With puckered lips, Nanxi wrapped her arms around his neck, her eyes fixed on his, âLu Yinchu, youâre not allowed to be mean to me.
If youâre mean to me, Iâll be sad!â
Looking at her, Lu Yinchu sighed, holding her tender body and resting his hand on her forehead, âYou little fool, how can I bear to not be good to you!â
âYes, you canât bear to!â
ââ¦â
âLu Yinchu!â
âMm!â
âLu Yinchu, why are you so good!â
âHmm, whatâs with you today?
You keep praising me!â
âYes!â Nanxi nodded, and spoke up, âI just want to praise you!â
âOkay, keep praising!â
âButâ¦because youâre so excellent, so good, it makes me feel so unreal, as if being with you is like a dream!â
âIs that a compliment?â The man frowned.
âShut up and listen to me!â
Nanxi continued, âLu Yinchu, I often think, how lucky am I to know you?
And how did you fall in love with me?
Why would you fall in love with me?â
âI think and think, I still canât figure it out, I donât know what good quality in me you liked, I donât even know if Iâm worthy to be loved by youâ¦â
âNanxiâ¦â
âI told you to stop talking!â
Lu Yinchu closed his mouth.
Nanxi bit her lip, continuing, âBecause I feel like I donât have any qualities that you would like, and I donât feel worthy of your love, so, being with you, Iâm very scared.
Iâm afraid that one day Iâll find out that everything is just a dream, or even if itâs not a dream, Iâm also afraid that one day in the future, you will suddenly stop loving me, stop wanting me, and leave my life.
Because of this fear, I didnât dare to get close to you or love you at first.
More importantly, if I love you and then lose you, I wonât be able to bear itâ¦â
âBut I was still attracted to you, I still fell for you, I canât help but love you.
You donât know how scared I am now.
I am scared that I canât hold onto you, that I donât have the ability to hold onto you.
I donât know how, or what I should do, to make sure that Iâm the only one in your heart, that youâll only protect me, only love me.
Iâm really scaredâ¦â
She bit her lip, her lashes were unknowingly wet again.
Her emotions were a mess.
Even though the man was by her side, she still felt unreal!
âSuch a little foolâ¦â Lu Yinchu sighed, stroking her face, he leaned in to kiss her lips, then fixed his gaze on her eyes, âI am just as worried as you are now.
While youâre worrying that you canât hold onto me, Iâm worrying about how I can make you believe that my feelings for you will last a lifetime.
No, a lifetime is not enough.
Nanxi, if we have a next life, the life after that, and the life after that, as long as I meet you, I will still love you, love only you.
I donât want anyone else but you, Gu Nanxiâ¦do you understand?â
Nanxi bit her lip, the manâs eyes were glowing in the dark, they were like the stars in the night, especially beautiful and enchanting!
Nanxi leaned in to kiss his lips, it was a shy kiss, but it was her brave way to express and release her feelings, telling him she loved him more and more, and couldnât live without him!
She was very happy now, and she hoped that she could be this happy all the time!
Lu Yinchu quickly responded to her kiss, but it was just a light and shallow kiss, nothing more.
His body was already tense, and some things were difficult and painful to control.
âBe good, letâs sleep!â
He released her lips, kissed her forehead, his voice was hoarse after suppression!
Nanxi looked at his face, the faint moonlight spilled on him, outlining his body and making him look even more gentle and handsome, like an unfolding scroll slowly spreading into her heart!
His eyes were profound and enchanting.
Just looking at him, you would naturally fall into them!
Suddenly, she realized that falling in love with him was definitely not a coincidence!
â¦
The next morning, both of them were woken up by the ringing of the phone, it was Lu Yinchuâs phone!
Lu Yinchu picked it up, it was a call from Xia Zhen.
Looking at the time, it was already half past seven in the morning!
Quite late!
Lu Yinchu got out of bed, took his phone and answered the call on the balcony.
On the phone, Xia Zhen said, âAre you up?
I estimated the time, you should be up by now!â
Usually, Lu Yinchu would get up around seven in the morning, so Xia Zhenâs estimation was correct!
Unfortunately, it seems that some of Lu Yinchuâs habits have slightly changed!
âMom, whatâs up?â
âSo, yesterday afternoon I went to Auntie Guâs place and I got a secret recipe for nourishing the body from her.
I made some tonic soup early this morning, planning on sending it over, howeverâ¦â
After last timeâs incident, Xia Zhen was always uneasy and therefore gave a call before deciding to appear again!
âMm, mom, where are you now?â Lu Yinchu asked.
âUncle Zhang is driving me, we should be there in another ten minutes or soâ¦I didnât bring Qingtian with me this time, so donât worry!â
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At home, Lu Qingtian was roaring: Mom, why didnât you bring me?
Why didnât you bring me?
Why?â¦