Just a one month didn't change anything inside Jisoo's heart. She is surviving with her hands tied, eyes displeased, heart frightened and tears frozen.
The anticipation for being with Taehyung gradually increased in Jisoo. The lingered gazes that used to be given by him, passionate kisses that used to give her love and butterflies-feeling in her stomach and the touches of affection which isn't describable in words, have turned into a battle inside her heart, fighting every seconds of the days. The increased love and affection usually turn black thinking about Jungkook. Thinking about him, her heart starts to bleed inside.
That day, she was saved by Jungkook, though she wasn't supposed to be alive, he became a die hard man to save her, even if she tried to commit suicide by cutting her own wrist. Jisoo had no choice left but to live her life with him that is normal outside, but miserable inside. She had nothing to do with this cruel and stubborn destiny anymore, but nothing can stop what God planned to happen.
That day, she also realized that, even if she tries to escape from Jungkook by even killing herself, Jungkook wouldn't give it up, he will save her in order to make her suffer more.
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Jungkook's right hand swiftly moved over the diary, creating arts of poetry, the means of his life, while his left hand grabbed a glass of red wine. He gulped the wine between the gap of writing one line of the poem. His back is straight, hands are swift, face is bright and heart is capricious.
Jungkook finished writing the poem, his hand didn't stop still. He kept writing, but hand stopped suddenly as Jisoo's face flourished inside his heart. He didn't see this girl's face since morning. He walked towards the bedroom just to take a glance at her.
Jungkook pushed the door and it opened slightly. He stared at Jisoo through the gap in between the door. She's sitting in the balcony floor, eyes stuck at the outside view, mind is inattentive and unconcerned of thinking about the blue.
Jungkook was about to call out Jisoo's name, but he stopped himself as he didn't want to disturb her anymore, he has already done enough. Jungkook sighed and left.
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Nowadays, Jisoo is having different feelings about her surroundings. Everything looks gloomy, the environment itself is disappointed and Jisoo is totally unknown about this type of glimpses. She doesn't have any idea of why she feels like everything's going wrong. Because, it's spring, but it doesn't seem like that. The sky is always overcast, flowers don't bloom or the birds chirping can't be heard, and feels similarity between her life and the environment.
She is hella exhausted and bored. Jisoo, somehow wants get relief from this situation that is giving her stress and oppression inside, it's not because she is captive in his cage, it's because there is no one with whom she can share her words that are stuck in her mind. Her heart feels closed inside.
And nowadays, Jungkook is ignoring her but she cannot find any reason of that. Even a few days ago, everything seemed normal. From waking up early to preparing food for him, waiting for him in the dining table and to sleep in the same bed with him, everything was pretty normal. Though Jisoo was stubborn to live with him, he never harmed Jisoo physically after bringing her here forcefully and the day when she tried to commit suicide. He never even talked rudely with her, rather, he tried to talk with her seemly. Yes, he did use to tease her, she also became irritated, but at the end of the day, it always seemed to be a joke.
And later, Jisoo was also used to it. But nowadays, Jungkook's behaviour changed. He wakes up earlier than Jisoo, leaves for Ashenvale earlier than before without having any breakfast or anything and returns home late at night, not talking or teasing Jisoo and totally ignoring her. It's a white truth that Jisoo hates Jungkook, so, if she doesn't have to tolerate him anymore because he is going away from her by himself, then Jisoo should be happy. But most surprisingly, she doesn't seem to be happy. In stead, she is totally displeased of the fact that Jungkook started to ignore her while lessening their conversation.
It's not like she has feelings for him, but she feels uneasy somewhere inside her heart, when she sees that Jungkook talks less with her and is drowned in his own thoughts. She feels that there is something wrong with him. Why should she think about him while he is her enemy? She doesn't know the answer, but seeing him all alone and depressed, she can't calm herself down inside as well.
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Jungkook didn't come home for last two days straight. Before he left home, he told her, he would be coming back after two and and if she had any emergency or problems, she can just immediately send letters to him. He would reply her anytime.
Meanwhile, Jisoo is waiting for his arrival. There are several thoughts in her mind that are appearing and vanishing immediately not giving her any chance to think more about it.
The door bell rang. He is back! Jisoo thought in her mind being a little bit excited. Why am I being so excited for him? She questioned herself. Jisoo couldn't find any answer of the question.
Her thoughts interrupted as the door bell rang for the second time. She hurriedly appeared before the door and opened it revealing Jungkook outside the door. She let out a sigh of relief, but secretly. Whatever happens, she can't let him know that she was a little bit worried about him.
Jungkook looked at her face which he didn't see for two days. Her every features look the same, nothing's changed.
He sighed and stood still as he doesn't know what to do, because Jisoo is also standing like a statue in front of him.
Jungkook smiled in order to break the uneasy silence that occurred between them. Jisoo flinched and became nervous seeing his smile all of sudden. She almost forgot that she is still standing in front of him. She was staring at his face without blinking.
Jisoo stood aside to let him enter immediately. Aish! Am I stupid? What's wrong with me? Why was I staring at his face like that? What will he think now? Tons of questions raised in Jisoo's head as she is embarrassed at this moment.
Jungkook walked to the washroom to freshen him up still not talking to her or even staring at her. Jisoo became angry at his behaviour. These days, he was keeping Jisoo under his tough gazes, and now? He is totally ignoring her? Like he doesn't care about her?
Jisoo had no choice but to try understanding the matter through Jungkook's expressions. But, there is something hidden inside Jungkook that Jisoo can't even figure out. It totally seems impossible to know why he changed suddenly. And what about the smile that he gave Jisoo today? He never smiled like this before and she didn't know that a smile can be this much beautiful. Really, understanding this guy is the toughest thing ever in this earth.
But Jisoo didn't lose hope, she tried to understand every actions done by Jungkook. But at the end, Jungkook leaves nothing for her to be comprehended or realized.
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Jisoo woke up suddenly at deep night. She looked at her right side where Jungkook should be sleeping right now. But there's no sign of him! She walked towards the drawing room as she saw lights spread from the room. She slowly entered the room and saw Jungkook drunk, sitting on the floor and depressed all alone. He was resting his head on the sofa.
"Jungkook...?" Jisoo called out his name in confusion, though she didn't want to.
Jisoo, he said inside his mind. He raised his head slowly to see her. She approached him and sat next.
Jungkook widened his eyes to see Jisoo clearer. His drunk and red eyes got stuck over her face conquering it once again. He smiled like a fool while itching his back hair.
Jisoo became confused of what to do in this situation and moreover he is drunk right now.
"A-are you drunk?" Jisoo said whatever came into her head. She never felt in such dilemma before.
Jungkook didn't answer. Jisoo decided to carry him to bed. She tried to pull him up but he seemed to be very heavy, not less than a giant.
What the hell does he eat anyways? Why is this guy so heavy? Jisoo thought. She somehow managed to carry him to the bed and made him sit down.
Jisoo got frozen in surprise as Jungkook pulled her hand and made her sit on his lap. Jisoo's heart started to beat louder at his sudden action.
She looked at his face and his breath fell out heavily on her face. Neither she can say anything to him, nor she can push herself away from him. She is too fridged to take any actions against it. She can feel nothing but a weird feeling that she never felt with Jungkook before.
"Y-you are drunk, J-Jungkook," Jisoo managed to say as he removed Jisoo's hair which were fighting against her face. He kissed her soft lips passionately. Butterflies started to be felt inside her stomach one more time when he kissed her twice.
Her heart melted feeling his soft touches. She kissed him back. But She startled suddenly as Taehyung's face flourished inside her mind. She was about to turn the page of unfairness, but she pushed Jungkook away and stood up. What she was doing moments ago, was totally wrong and it would be unfair to Taehyung. She can't cheat him! She loves him more than else.
Jisoo taken aback as Jungkook stood up and calmly said in his husky voice, "Jisoo, I love you! Will you be mine?"
"But I-I don't, I don't love you, I l-love Taehyung, and you k-know that," Jisoo replied but it's too late for Jungkook to stay calm as he heard his name again. He thought that Jisoo would reject but hearing Taehyung's name, it's even worse.
"TAEHYUNG, TAEHYUNG, TAEHYUNG!!!" I'M TIRED OF HEARING THIS NAME!!" Jungkook shouted as his face burned in rage.
Jisoo was stepping one by one step but Jungkook captured her waist and hold her in his grip. He pulled her forcefully to the bed and made her lay on the bed. He put his face near Jisoo's face who was crying hard for mercy. "Why are you crying for some other man in front of your husband, you shameless!" Jungkook shouted at Jisoo and it made Jisoo stop crying immediately and looked at him with her frightened eyes.
Jungkook deepened his touched on Jisoo's face and started to kiss her neck. "D-don't do this, please, I beg," Jisoo cried as she doesn't want Jungkook to do this.
His eyes became fierce as he heard her. "I am your husband, darling, and I have my rights on you," Jungkook spoke up as he left purple colored marks on her neck and continued.
He is right though. He is her husband and he has such rights to take away her virginity, even if it is forceful, he doesn't seem to care. Jisoo sighed as she doesn't have any choice left. Her hands are gripped under his. She cried under his breath without letting him know or realize that she is dying inside.
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Jisoo woke up and found herself staring at the ceiling. After that night, all the kindness that Jisoo gathered in her heart for Jungkook, vanished. And now, she is fighting with her own heart to accept her destiny.
She found empty space beside her, that means, Jungkook is already awake. She freshened her up and walked towards the dining room and heard sounds coming from there. She saw Jungkook serving food in the table. But he was shirtless revealing his wide bare chest. Maybe he took a bath already because water is dripping from his wet hair. His face is sharp and well-shaved.
"Good morning," Jungkook spoke up in between Jisoo's thoughts. Jungkook offered a bunny smile as Jisoo didn't answer. "The breakfast is ready for ya," Jungkook said like he is the one who makes breakfast everyday for Jisoo.
What is he doing? Or it's another plan to make me suffer? Huh, I really don't understand his intentions, Jisoo thought in a witty humour.
"Hey, please have your breakfast," Jungkook said. Jisoo finished eating silently and Jungkook watched her eating.
Jisoo looked at him as he continued lowering his gazes to the floor, "I have something to tell you. Actually, as long as the days passed, I realized that I can't be happy with you anymore, I mean, I tried, but it seems impossible." He stopped in between his words. "I'll let you go, Jisoo," Jungkook said lowering his voice.
Jisoo stunned as she is very shocked to speak. I can be free again? Jisoo thought in disbelief.
He sighed, "I'll send you the divorce papers, just sign it and we'll be separated."
Jisoo nodded as she doesn't have anything to reply, she is just grateful to him that he understood that we can't get anything forcefully.
"Before you go, I have a little gift for you, just a little gift, it's not much," Jungkook forced a smile. He went inside the library and returned with a notebook. He forwarded the notebook towards her. Jisoo received it without any opposition.
"Just read it, whenever you can manage time," Jungkook smiled while itching his right ear while lowering his gazes to the floor. He is too afraid to look at Jisoo's eyes right now.
"And I....I let go of Taehyung too. He is free now," Jungkook said and Jisoo got surprised.
I can go and hug him now? I can cry on his shoulder from now on? And I can have him too? Jisoo's lips smiled out of an unknown happiness.
"Get ready soon. The horse carriage is ready too," Jungkook said and went inside the drawing room.
Jisoo got dressed soon as she doesn't want to waste any more time to leave this hellish place.
She went out of the room and saw Jungkook standing near the main door, waiting for her. He came forward and hold her hand tightly. "Let me guide you to the main gate," he said and Jisoo didn't oppose. He guided her to the main gate where a big horse carriage awaits.
Jungkook caressed Jisoo's hand and called her up in a low soft voice, "Jisoo...." Jisoo looked back at him. "I am sorry," Jungkook said as his beautiful eyes faded up.
Her eyes got stuck on his face. In an unknown corner of her heart, she is feeling uneasy to leave him like this and this isn't for the first time, she felt it before.
She sat inside the horse carriage. The driver started to prepare for her leave. Jungkook stood outside looking at her. He is fighting hard to play the role that he is alright and Jisoo can easily sense that. It's the first time when she really can read his expressions! But why?
She kept staring at his face. What did she usually think about him? Rude? Maniac? Cruel? Heartless? Arrogant? But what a pity for her that she never noticed before that he owns the eyes that sparkle, the lips that smile enchantingly and the heart that fills pain and unconquered love!
And he also has a scar on his left cheek which makes him even more beautiful.
The door of the horse carriage closed and before that, she saw his smile one last time it was nothing but a pain.
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"I loved you, you betrayed my eyes, eyes that will never be sparkled, sparkled smile will also be faded, faded sunset will offer the shades of blue when the blood will turn purple."-Jungkook
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