âMy, my.â
Her pale, violet eyes sweep over me appraisingly, a silvery-white brow cocked.
âYouâve really grown up, havenât you?â Yelizaveta Solovyovaâs lips twist up at the corners. âYou look just like your mother, you know.â
A smile tugs at my mouth. I may not remember her at allâin fact, I only have a few old photos of my mom from my great-auntâbut itâs been a long, long time since anyoneâs said that to me. Florence used to tell me the same thing.
Weâre sittingâDrazen, Yelizaveta, and Iâin one of the opulent, Mediterranean-styled courtyards of Drazenâs house. Two potted olive trees stand attention near the soft couches and chairs around the low table weâre all sitting at. A warm, soft ocean breeze wafts in from the arched doorways that lead out to a balcony over the cliffs.
I smile at the White Queen herself, who I know from my lessons with Yaelle is the head of the Solovyova Bratva. Sheâs also the de facto head of the Iron Table collective, even though technically no one family is in charge.
Still, Yelizaveta clearly has power that may rival even Drazenâs. Plus, she has the respect and loyalty of the Iron Table.
Thatâs why sheâs here today. In a week, Drazen and I will attend the Zolotoye Zavtraâthe âGolden TomorrowââGala in Moscow. Ostensibly, itâs a fundraiser for Russian politicians to mingle with big-ticket political donors.
In reality, itâs a way for the families of the Iron Table to show off which politician theyâve each bought, like a huge flex. Itâs there that Iâll have my first âoutingâ as Annika Brancovich and meet the members of the Table.
Yelizaveta, however, decided she wanted to meet with me alone before the gala. The translucently pale older woman sizes me up from across the table.
âDid you know my mother well, Ms. Solovyova?â
The White Queen, famously, never married.
âSlightly, yes,â she says coolly, taking a sip of her tea.
I shiver as Drazen leans back in the loveseat next to me, his muscled arm draping possessively over my shoulders, his hand resting on the far one.
Yelizaveta obviously notices. But she ignores it.
âYour father was actually my godson.â
My brow arches in genuine shock. âIâ¦didnât know that.â
âWell, you did,â she smiles politely. âAt one point.â
My lips twist. âApologies. Iâm sure Drazen has filled you in on the gaps in my memory.â
âGapsâ. Thatâs what weâre calling them. Drazen thought it was best not to mention the complete loss of memory before the age of eighteen, and I agree. I still donât know the exact specifics of his business with the Iron Table, but even without them, itâs obvious me having zero memory might complicate things.
âYes, I was good friends with Drazenâs grandparents, on his fatherâs side. His motherâs sideââ¦she chuckles to herselfâ¦âwell, obviously not so much.â
The furrow in my brow catches her attention.
âYou donât remember?â
I shake my head. My entire being feels like itâs on edge, hanging on her every word for any scraps of my past she might be able to feed me.
âYour grandparentsâ¦â Yelizaveta makes a clucking sound of disapproval with her tongue. âThey werenât too happy about their daughter running off with a Serbian-Russian mafioso.â
So far, the only bits Iâve gleaned from Drazen about my mother is that she had red hair like me, was tall like me, and was American. So was our housekeeper, which I suppose explains why it is I speak with an American accent despite growing up mostly in Serbia.
In the last few weeks, Iâve tried to see if thereâs any glimmer that comes back when I try to read or listen to Serbian. But thereâs nothing. That part is still a total blank.
âYour motherâs family wasâ¦proper, as I gather,â Yelizaveta goes on. âI believe your grandfather was a tycoon or a senator or something. Old money, lots of connections.â
My eyes widen. âDo you know his name?â
She shakes her head. âNo. I donât even know your motherâs maiden name, Iâm afraid,â she shrugs. âBut I did meet her on a few occasions, and I always enjoyed her company. Take that as you will.â
I smile, feeling my heart swell a little.
Yelizaveta clears her throat, eying me coolly. âIâm a busy woman, Annika. As are you, I gather. A lawyer and all now, with a brand-new name.â Her brow cocks, like sheâs amused by something, but she keeps going. âSo I wonât waste any of our time by beating around the bush.â She looks right at me. âIâd like to know why you left your husband, have been missing for the better part of fifteen years, and why youâre living under a new name in New York.â
Iâve been expecting questions like this. Itâs one of the things Yaelle, and later Drazen, has quizzed and coached me on. But hearing it spoken to my face is still jarring.
I take a breath, like Iâm about to give final arguments in court.
âI was a different person back then, Ms. Solovyova. I thought I knew what I wanted and feltâ¦pressured by my family.â
âYes, well, welcome to the world of arranged marriages,â Yelizaveta drawls. âYou can see why I never did.â She sighs, twirling her fingers in the air. âSo, you married Drazen, and then youâ¦what, got bored?â
âMore like curious. I knew what I wanted to do, and in my naiveté , I didnât see that happening as the wife of a Bratva pakhan.â
âWhom youâd been forced to marry.â
I dip my head. âAs I said, I was young and naive.â
Yelizaveta smirks. âAnd smart. And, arguably, right. Sometimes, a woman has to change everything about herself, to become something else, in order to rise in a manâs world,â she spits coldly. Then she sighs, her gaze flipping to Drazen sitting next to me, whoâs been oddly quiet. âHer being back certainly helps your case, Drazen. But the rest of the Table will certainly have questions and concerns about you, given that you allowed your wife to disappear from your life for fifteen years.â
âIâ¦made mistakes, Ms. Solovyova,â I say quietly. âAnd I was very careful to make sure I wasnât found.â
âAnd yetâ¦â She eyes Drazenâs arm over my shoulder. âHere you are.â
I smile, reaching up to squeeze Drazanâs hand affectionately. Hs squeezes back, and when he does, I feel a jolt, my breath catching at the sheer power in his squeeze.
Itâs more like a grab. A hostile takeover.
âPeople change.â
She nods. âIndeed. Well, Drazen,â she says to him. âAs I mentioned, it certainly helps your petition to join the Iron Table.â
Abruptly, one of her guards walks briskly into the courtyard. He leans down to murmur something into Yelizavetaâs ear and hands her a phone. She nods, and then turns her attention to the two of us as her man leaves.
âPlease excuse me for a moment. Business calls.â
Drazen nods as she stands, bringing the phone to her ear and muttering in Russian. She turns and walks through the arched stone doorways to the balcony overlooking the ocean.
âWhy do you want to join the Iron Table?â
I can feel him stiffen, even though I havenât turned to look at him. Iâm just smiling, looking happy as can be, snuggled against my husband.
âI believe we discussed this,â Drazen growls.
âWe discussed that it was none of my business.â
âExactly,â he grunts brusquely.
âYes, well, Iâm making it my business.â
I smirk to myself. Then Iâm gasping as he turns his attention fully to me. I can feel the heat and the wrath in his gaze as his eyes bore into the side of my skull.
âCareful, toy,â he growls quietly.
I keep my composure.
âYouâre going to tell me the truth.â
âI promise you, thatâs not happening,â he hisses.
âI wouldnât make promises you have no way of keeping right now, husband,â I smirk, still looking forward. I see Yelizaveta out on the balcony, gesturing violently with her hands as she barks something I canât hear from here into the phone. She turns, spotting me watching her. She flashes a quick smile and a wave.
I wave back, beaming.
âTell me why you want onto the Table so bad, or when she walks back in here, I tell her everything.â
His grip on my shoulder turns malevolent, his powerful fingers digging into my skin painfully, sending warning alarms blaring through my head.
âHow do you suppose sheâll react to me,â he grunts, âtelling her about youâ ââ
âI think sheâll be a little more concerned about you bribing me to pretend to be your wife so that you can sneakâ ââ
âYou are myâ ââ
âSo that you can sneak,â I barrel on, âyour way onto their Table.â
I finally turn toward him. Something sharp and cold ripples up my spine as his piercing blue eyes eviscerate me.
But I donât scare easily.
âTell me why you want onto that Table.â
âFor the power it brings,â he grunts, smiling coldly at me.
I shake my head. âAgain, the next time you kidnap a girl to use her for your own nefarious purposes, maybe make sure sheâs not one of the top trial lawyers in New York, if not the top. Thatâs one reason you want on. But you already have more power than you could possibly know what to do with, and more money than you could ever spend.â
âNo one has ever in the history of the world said no to more power,â he grunts.
âBut thatâs not why you want that seat, is it.â
I shiver, my spine snapping straight as he leans forward.
âCareful, little girl,â Drazen murmurs darkly. âYouâre way out of your depth here.â
I smile sweetly. âNo, little boy,â I whisper back. âIâm not.â
I glance over to where Yelizaveta is still yammering into her phone.
âTell me.â
âAnnika, Iâm fucking warning you.â
Yelizaveta sighs as she hangs up the phone.
âOoo, tick-tock,â I say quietly. âYou know, I canât wait to see her face when I tell her you bribed me to play along so you can scam your wayâ ââ
âYou will sorely regret this,â he snarls viciously.
âLater, maybe,â I shrug, grinning at him like weâre having a flirty little convo. Then I glance over to see Yelizaveta walking toward us. âBut not until after I destroy whatever plans you haveâ ââ
âFine. Your family killed mine,â Drazen snaps coldly. âBut the order to do so came from higher up.â
Yelizaveta is almost at the arches back into the courtyard.
âThat man sits on the fucking Table. From the outside, I can do nothing. From the inside, I can turn them all against him, and watch as they tear him to pieces for me.â
Fucking hell. The way he says it so coolly, with zero emotion in his voice and a murderous glint in his eyes is scary.
â¦And pretty hot.
âWell,â Yelizaveta comes to a stop near the couch where she was previously sitting. âIâm afraid I have to be somewhere. Unless thereâs anything else?â
Drazen turns to me, a smile on his face and malice in his eyes. His hand squeezes my shoulder tightly again.
âYes, Annika,â he growls quietly. âIs there anything else?â
With a smile, I shake my head. âNo, I donât believe so, hon.â I turn to beam a thousand-watt grin at him.
Yelizaveta chuckles. âYou can drop the theatrics. Iâm old, not stupid. I know what this is,â she murmurs, eyeing me. âTo be honest, I donât care. I think Drazen is a good addition to the Table, regardless of the status of your marriage. But the other membersââ¦her brow cocks meaningly as she looks at meâ¦âthe other men, wonât be so open-minded.â
She levels a gaze at the both of us.
âItâs not me you have to convince, Drazen. Itâs them. And if I were you, Iâd sell thisâ¦thing,â She smirks as she waves a finger between us. âTo them a little bit better than youâve tried selling it to me.â