Coming back to New York is wild. Iâve called this city home for years, but after two and a half months at Drazenâs island paradise, I feel like a tourist when I step out of the car in midtown. Then I look up at the building that houses Crown and Black.
I grin to myself. Okay. Now Iâm home.
âBitch!!â
I laugh as Fumi sprints across the main floor of the offices toward me. She squeals as she plows into me, hugging me tight as we both almost go crashing to the floor in fits of laughter.
âWhat the fuck!â she blurts. âYou said you were coming back tomorrow!â
I shrug. âWanted to keep everyone on their toes?â
âWell, mission accomplished. Iâm guessing I just failed spectacularly calling my boss a bitch in front of the entire staffâ¦â
I grin at her. âTechnically speaking, youâre an equity partner, not to mention an acting co-managing partner for anotherâ¦what, eleven days?â
âI mean, twelve, but whoâs counting.â
I laugh. âSo, Iâm not really your boss right now.â
âPhew.â She mimes wiping her brow.
Upstairs on the executive floor that rings the first level of our offices, Alistair is already waiting for me in my office, shaking his head.
âYou know, the Taylor I remember wasnât a fan of dramatic entrances.â
âDude, I literally just walked in.â
âYeahâ¦a day early,â he smirks.
âThatâs what I said too!â Fumi laughs behind me.
I roll my eyes. âYou know, I think the thing it might be nice if you were both focusing on is that Iâm home?â
Fumi sighs. âThe thing is, I really thought you were coming back tomorrow, so I have a cleaning team scheduled to hit your place tonight to make it look extra tidied up. I think they only quoted two hours, though. So if you want, maybe we can go out and grab dinner while they do their thing?â
I bite my lip, my cheeks flushing. Iâve been debating how to broach this subject the whole way back to New York, and I still canât think of whatâs best. So, seems like Iâm going to go with the band-aid approach.
As in, rip it right off.
âDinner sounds great,â I smile nervously. âBut, Iâ¦â I clear my throat. âI wonât be staying at my apartment.â
Fumi frowns.
âWhere will you be staying?â Alistair asks.
I laugh quietly. âWanna take an early lunch?â
âI mean, shit, girlâ¦â
It turns out that none of us could, in fact, take that early lunch. So I kept going band-aid style and just let it rip that I was maybe-sort-of-kind-of-actually-for-real in a relationship with Drazen.
AÂ relationship. I didnât mention the marriage years ago, because that opens a whole can of worms Iâm still not completely sure about: my past. The fact that Iâm Annika Brancovich. The fact that IÂ might not be. Meeting Fumiâs brother in a freaking rowboat in the middle of the night like a Mission Impossible movie plot.
Basically, a litany of things I still need to figure out myself before springing on my friends before ten oâclock in the morning, at the office, without the benefit of cocktails.
Fumi freaked when I told them about Drazen. Alistair laughed and crowed that Gabriel now owed him five grand for a bet theyâd made.
Thanks, pricks.
But now, hours later after work, Fumi and I are getting drinks, and Iâm giving her a few more details about the last few months.
Well, some of the details.
Okay, broad strokes, if Iâm being honest.
âItâsâ¦complicated, to say the least,â I giggle, rolling my eyes.
âNo shit.â Fumi smirks at me over the rim of her margarita. âButâ¦I get it.â
âYou do?â
She shrugs. âYeah, no, itâs super hard to imagine why you would be attracted to a tall, muscled, dark-haired, blue-eyed man with tattoos, power, and a heavy sprinkling of danger. So weird that you wanted to tap that.â
I snicker. âDonât forget the money.â
âRight,â Fumi rolls her eyes. âBecause boss bitches pulling mid seven figures a year in their corner offices in Midtown and driving Porsches are such notorious gold-diggers.â
âBusted.â
She laughs. I grin at her.
âJust kidding. Itâs not the money.â
âJust the rest of it?â
âTotally. That, and the god-like dick.â
Fumi explodes in laughter, almost spitting out her margarita as my face burns.
âWOW,â I groan, covering my face. âThatâs me cut off. Iâm done.â
âOh no-no-no youâre not,â she laughs. âDetails.â She taps the table with a peremptory finger. âRight the fuck now.â
I blush fiercely as I shake my head. âNot happening. Trust me, you canât handle the details..â I say doing my best Jack Nicholson Few Good Men impression.
Fumi smirks, arching a mischievous brow. âWanna bet?â
âMeaning?â
She grins. âMeaning deets right now, or Iâll start spilling the extremely sordid details of Gabrielâs and myâ¦private lives.â
I make a face. âOh my God, please donât. Lest you forget, youâre married to someone who is basically my brother?â
âSo thatâs a no to hearing about the masks and the breaking-and-entering role-play?â
âOh my fucking God,â I groan, covering my face again as Fumi cackles. âI hate you.â
âNah, you love me.â
I roll my eyes, sighing. âGood thing.â
But also, thatâsâ¦interesting to know about her and Gabriel. Not that I need to think about it too much. Or at all.
My friend shakes her head as she sips on her margarita. âBut damn, girl. You probably had quite the last few months over there with him.â
I bite my lip, my cheeks burning. âYou could say that.â
âGood,â she smiles, squeezing my hand. âIâm happy for you. You deserve itâ¦especially those sordid details you wonât tell me about.â
âNot happening.â
She smirks. âIs it rope play? Maybe a little shibari action?â
âOh my God, Fumiâ¦â
âI mean heâs got Dom written all over him.â
âPlease stop talking.â
âIs it a Daddy kink? Is he Daddy Drazen?â
I groan, dropping my face into my hands again. âYou need psychiatric help.â
âAnd you need to tell me what sort of wild shit you got up to over there,â she giggles. âBecause I can do this all night. Câmon, hot and scary-dark with a mysterious past and controlling a Bratva empire?â She whistles. âHeâs totally Daddy Drazen, isnât he?â
âOnly when she needs me to untie her and take her panties out of her mouth.â
Fumi almost has a heart attack as she spins toward the deep, velvety baritone voice.
Honestly, so do I.
My face burns like molten lava as I whip around and lock eyes with Drazen. Heâs in charcoal gray dress pants and a perfectly fitted black dress shirt, no tie, with the top button undone and the sleeves rolled up his veined, muscled forearms.
His brow is quirked up in amusement, a smug grin on his face as his gaze pierces into me.
âIsnât that right, dear.â
Fumi snorts as my face goes crimson.
âHeâsâ¦joking,â I mumble.
âIâm not.â
I groan as Fumi howls with laughter and stands from her stool to face him, a hand extended. âGood to see you again, Mr. Kryâ ââ
âI think first names are fine once youâre discussing someoneâs sexual tastes, wouldnât you agree?â Drazen interrupts, firmly shaking her hand. âAnd yes, good to see you again, Fumi.â
Her face turns dark red as she glances at me, then back to him. âSo youâ¦definitely just heard all of that.â
âEvery word.â
He lets that sink in for a moment.
âNow, if you donât mind, I need to borrow Ms. Crown for a moment.â He turns to me, his face unreadable. âLetâs step outside.â
As he turns away, I take a gulp of margarita and glance at Fumi. âBe right back.â
âUnless he ties you up and gags you with your undies,â she mutters under her breath.
âOh, that only happens when she misbehaves, Mrs. Black,â Drazen says mildly.
I cringe as Fumi howls with laughter. She eyes me, jerking a thumb at Drazen. âOkay, I like him.â
Outside the bar, I gasp when Drazen turns and pulls me tight against his chest. Without a word, he cups my face, leans down, and kisses me brutally and deeply. The air leaves my lungs. My feet feel like they leave the ground as I melt against him hungrily.
He pulls back, and I exhale a shaky breath.
âFor the record,â I murmur, âyou can interrupt me literally any time if thatâs what you want to talk privately about.â
âNoted,â he grins before his face darkens a little. âUnfortunately, thatâs not the only reason I needed to see you.â
My brow knits at his serious tone of voice. âWhatâs going on?â
âI think we found Vadik.â
My face instantly hardens. âOh?â
He nods.
âSo⦠What happens now?â
He shrugs. âI go make sure, drag him out of whatever hole heâs hiding in, and skin him alive.â
A shudder ripples through me.
Somehow, I donât think that last bit was hyperbole.
âWhen are you leaving?â
He sighs. âNow, actually.â
My mouth twists. But then I flush when he cups my face. âI wonât be gone long. A day. Two at the most. And while Iâm gone, I want you to stay at my place. Itâs well-protected and guarded.â
My brow furrows. âAre you worried about anything?â
Itâs funny. Now that Iâmâ¦well, with Drazen, thereâs an element to all of this Iâve never considered before.
Datingâor whatever Iâm doing with himâa criminal kingpin certainly comes with a healthy dose of excitement. But it also comes with a huge side order of real, actual danger.
He shakes his head. âNot at all. But given that Iâm going to be openly declaring war on the Belov Bratvaâ¦â He lifts a shoulder. âI just want to be extra careful with the things that matter most to me.â
My face burns hotly.
âSoâ¦your houseplants, right? You need me there to water and fertilizeâ ââ
I whimper when he grabs my face and bruises his mouth to mine, silencing me as he steals my breath and my words.
âYou,â he growls. âI was talking about you.â
âOh, wellâ¦â I grin as I bite down on my bottom lip. âIn that caseâ¦â
âThereâs nothing to worry about, at all. But Iâll feel better knowing youâre there. Milos is flying in as we speak. Heâll be on-site to help with anything you need.â
I frown. âMilos isnât really my biggest fan.â
He snorts. âHeâs just a grump.â
âWhat, your best friend is a grump? Go figure.â
Drazen eyes me with a look that makes me grin as much as it sends a heated throb through my core.
âYes. Heâs also who Iâd pick every time to watch over you if I wasnât there to do it myself.â
I sigh. âFair enough. Iâll buy him cookies or something to try and win him over.â
âHeâs a fan of white chocolate.â
I make a face. âIn that case, he and I are mortal fucking enemies. Forever.â
Drazen chuckles as he pulls me to him. I stick out my lower lip as I look up at him.
âYou really have to go tonight?â
He nods.
âThis second?â
âOh no,â he frowns, shaking his head. He leans down, his mouth brushing my ear. âNo, first I need to drag you back through the bar, past your friend, into the bathroom so I can bend you over the sink and fuck your slutty little pussy until you come all over my cock like a good girl.â
âWhat are we waiting for?â I breathe.
âAbsolutely nothing.â