Only after that could he stop worrying.
At present, he felt that all he had with her was air that he couldnât touch.
Yan Su saw the determined look in his eyes. She liked him, but after what happened that night, she felt a repulsion toward sex.
She told herself not to think about it. However, before it started, she couldnât help but feel sick.
Hurriedly, she pushed him away and laid by the bedside vomiting. She hadnât eaten anything yet, so her gastric juice was coming up. She tasted a strong bitterness.
Looking at her back, Mo Liuxiâs face turned frosty.
The first time, she said that she wasnât feeling well, but the same thing happened again. It could not be an accident.
Yan Su stopped vomiting and found the room strangely quietly. She hurriedly turned back and looked into Mo Liuxiâs cold eyes.
âLiuxi, itâs not what you think. Donât misunderstand,â she hurriedly explained.
âWhy then?â Mo Liuxi clenched his fists and told himself to calm down. âDonât tell me that youâre sick again. Youâre having such a long cold.â
Yan Su couldnât explain. What happened in the hotel affected her strongly. She didnât feel as great as she did before about sex. She didnât realize it at first, but now, she knew the problem.
As she stayed silent, Mo Liuxi put on his pants and got up from the bed.
âLiuxi...â Yan Su held his hand.
Mo Liuxi turned to her with a complicated look. âYou werenât like this before. Ever since that night, I touched you twice and you reacted like this both times. Yan Su, do you hate me touching you now? You donât like me anymore? Youâre just forcing yourself to accept me. Is it like that?â
âNo. If I didnât like you, why would I force myself to accept you?â Yan Su gave a bitter smile. âBelieve it or not, I can tell you that I may have an issue with that thing. Give me some time.â
âWhy do you have an issue with it?â Mo Liuxi furrowed his eyebrows into a deep frown. âDid Shi Xiang do something to you that night?â
âNo...â Yan Su turned her face away.
âYou better tell me, or Iâll go and ask him,â Mo Liuxi stood up.
Yan Su gave a start. Shi Xiang might be suffering severe pain every single day. Asking him about why she felt sick during sex would be like stabbing him in the heart.
âLiuxi, donât.â Yan Su hurriedly held his waist and said, âHe doesnât know. It has nothing to do with him.â
âTell me why you were sick then.â Mo Liuxi turned and questioned her.
Yan Su opened her mouth, paused briefly, then mumbled, âEarlier, during an event, I witnessed a girl being raped. I was scared.â
âWhy didnât you tell me about it?â Mo Liuxi observed her expression, then laughed. âYan Su, you were lying. Every time you told a lie, you didnât dare to look at me in the eyes.â
Yan Su bit her lip and said, âSometimes, you thought I was telling a lie when I wasnât. Liuxi, thereâs something not good that I donât want to tell.â
Mo Liuxi didnât know how to respond.
The two of them spent a short while looking at each other. At last, Mo Liuxi turned and left the room.
Yan Su put her head on her knees, feeling deeply troubled.
...
Because of what happened that morning, neither of them talked to each other. Mo Liuxi left after breakfast, and Yan Su waited until Jiaojiao came to pick her up.
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