Translator: Nyoi-Bo Studio Editor: Nyoi-Bo Studio
Nian Xi wanted to vomit blood. She was having insomnia because of what had happened between her and Ji Chuan, and her brother mentioned it with no mercy. âLetâs talk about it. Maybe we can find an answer,â she said.
âYeah,â Nian Junting turned to look outside the window and said, âIâm thinking about sexual relations.â
Nian Xi blushed instantly. âIâm sorry, I donât know much about that. However, I heard from some people that most men put sex first, but women are different. Women put love first.â
âYeah?â Nian Junting frowned.
âYeah.â Nian Xi stayed silent for a second, then continued, âThink about our parents. They used to love each other, didnât they? Why do you think dad cheated on mom with aunty Jiang? Isnât it because he was with one woman for too long, so he got tired of her and lost the feeling of freshness? In fact, what a woman really cares about is if her man truly loves her or not. Women can be swayed by the considerations of gain and loss, and lack of a sense of security. I guess men donât think so much.â
Nian Junting was stunned. So, what Luosang cared about was if he loved her or not?
âWhy did you suddenly mention that? Youâve recovered, havenât you?â said Nian Xi.
Nian Junting felt embarrassed.
âYouâre not ill again, are you?â Nian Xi asked in surprise.
âNo, I donât know why, but my body only responds to Sangsang. My body is healthy, but... I failed the test.â Nian Junting coughed slightly without continuing.
Nian Xi opened her mouth wide in shock. âCan that really happen?â
Nian Junting didnât know what to say.
âSo, is that why Sangsang left?â Nian Xi soon figured it out. âDoes she think that youâre with her for sex?â
Nian Junting still didnât respond.
âAre you?â Nian Xi asked.
âWhy do you women always ask questions like that?â said Nian Junting grumpily.
âWhy wouldnât we? Iâd have the same concern if I were her,â said Nian Xi.
Nian Junting sighed. âSangsang said that I might not even know how I really feel. Iâm confused, indeed.â
Nian Xi thought for a moment and asked, âWhy are you with Sangsang? Donât tell me that she pursued you, or that sheâs pretty. If you told Sangsang that, sheâd be so pissed off.â
Nian Junting responded, âIâm not really sure. I just... I felt happy when we were together. I think that sheâs nice, and that our kids will be outstanding...â
Nian Xi finally understood why Sangsang had left.
âBrother, if you love someone, youâll miss her when sheâs not with you. Your heart will ache when you are having a fight with her and when you watch her suffer. Youâll want to give her all the best of the world.â Nian Xi sighed. âAll in all, if you love her, sheâll constantly affect your feelings, and sheâll become the source of your happiness.â
Nian Junting blinked, nodded, and said, âThatâs how I feel. She left, and I feel like she has taken my heart away.â
Nian Xi looked at her brother and suddenly felt jealous of Luosang. If only Ji Chuan cared about her as much as her brother cared about Luosang. âTell Sangsang that you love her. Tell her that even when your illness is gone, youâll still love her, and that youâll never betray her, not with your heart, nor your body. I think she will come back to you, and I believe that that is also the answer sheâs been waiting for.â Nian Xi patted her brother on the shoulder.
Nian Junting shivered, feeling enlightened. âWill Sangsang despise me if I canât heal myself?â Nian Junting gave a bitter smile.
Nian Xi now understood why her brother never wanted to do blind dates or start a relationship with any girl in the past few years. It was all because of his sexual dysfunction. That was also the reason why his family never put pressure on him. For men, such things could really hurt their pride.