Translator: Nyoi-Bo Studio Editor: Nyoi-Bo Studio
She felt as if a knife were piercing her heart. She had no strong feelings when he was with her every single day. But now, when they were parted, she realized that seeing him suffering any pain and noticing the slight sadness in his heart would even cost her life. She was best at acting, but she didnât expect it to be so difficult and painful.
Yan Su sighed, handed her a piece of tissue, and said, âThose words you said were too hurtful. Mr. Nian couldnât even react.â
âIâll be better soon. When I get the evidence, heâll know the truth.â Luosang nodded with tearful eyes. âI hope he wonât come to see me. I donât want to hurt him deeper, and I donât want him to lose hope, either.â
âEh, you love each other so deeply. I donât think heâll lose hope so easily.â Yan Su sighed. She understood how Luosang felt. If he lost hope too easily, his love for her would be questionable. If he never lost hope, hurting him would be as bad as hurting herself.
Outside the elevator, Nian Junting watched the number on the screen grow bigger. He didnât understand. Seriously, he was such a good man, but why had Luosang called him a freak and accused him of being narcissistic and arrogant? She had never said such words before.
Was he really so repulsive? Wasnât he a good man? Why had she changed suddenly? She said that he was annoying and told him not to bother her again. The more he thought, the more he felt that Luosangâs words were like whips lashing him. Unwittingly, his skin was cut open, and his flesh was torn. The shrimp and fish fell to the ground from his hand. He turned and walked out.
A middle-aged woman walked in, looked at the food on the ground, and said, âYoung man, your shrimp and fish fell on the ground.â
He didnât respond. He got into the car and started the engine. He didnât know where he should go. A while later, his phone rang. It was Sister Lan. âYoung Master, are you coming back for dinner tonight? Is Sangsang coming?â
Sangsang... Nian Junting murmured her name in his head.
âYoung Master...â
âIâm not coming back, neither is she. Sheâll never come back...â
âWhat?â
âSheâs not coming. I said that sheâll never come back again,â Nian Junting yelled at the phone. After that, he found his eyes turning red. He was choked up.
It wasnât the first time he had broken up with someone. When he broke up with Leng Shuangwei, he wasnât as panicked as he was now. Now, he didnât even dare to imagine his life without Luosang. Except for the fact that his parents were divorced and that he was forced to break up with Leng Shuangwei, his life had been perfect. He thought Luosang had a crush on him first. As they spent some time together, he grew fond of her, and naturally, they got together.
After they became boyfriend and girlfriend, he never thought about breaking up with her. All he ever thought about was marrying her. He couldnât tell if the days he spent with her could be counted as a happy time, but he did feel happy. He always wanted to see her. When he couldnât see her, he missed her.
He knew that he loved her but didnât think deeply about how much he loved her. She suddenly told him that sheâs in love with someone else, and that she never really liked him. He felt that his heart had been torn into pieces.
It turned out that he cared about her so much. It turned out that he had unknowingly given her his heart. It turned out that he couldnât live without her, that she was like oxygen to him. His oxygen was gone now, and it felt hard to breathe.
If he had known this earlier, he would have been nicer to her. If he had known, he would have peeled shrimp and fruit for her every single day. If he had known, he wouldnât have always fought with her because of Chi Shengxu.