Chapter 14
âTrying to curry favor with my parents, Taylor? What tricks are you playing now?â Gordonâs tone was mocking, clearly believing I was up to something
âIsnât it normal to prepare a lateânight snack for your parents? As long as weâre not divorced, Iâm still their daughterâinâlaw. Shouldnât I treat them better?â
âNo matter what schemes you come up with, Taylor, forget about getting pregnant.â Gordon was still on
guard.
He really thought I was still the same woman who used to want to have children with him every day,
didnât he?
âIâm going to work for my fatherâs company, so Iâm not planning to have children anytime soon. You donât have to worry about that, Gordon.â
I decided to tell him about my plans, hoping to dispel his suspicions.
Unexpectedly, he sneered and laughed. âWhat can you do at your fatherâs company? Even a college graduate would probably have better business skills than you.â
So, in his eyes, my abilities were so bad that even the most basic entryâlevel employees were better than
âYou donât know that. Gordon, you shouldnât be such a snob.â
I admit his words struck a nerve with me. I impulsively grabbed all the blankets and turned over.
âTaylor, can you sleep more decently? And who did you just call a snob?â Gordon roared in anger and immediately reached over to yank the blankets back.
But, by then, I had rolled myself into a burrito, letting his whole body be exposed to the air.
âTaylor, give me the blankets.â
âNo.â
âTaylor, I warn you not to be too presumptuous!â
âThis is how I sleep. If you donât like it, you can go sleep somewhere else!â
âTaylor, donât get too cocky just because my parents are here!â
âI will be cocky! Bite me if you dare!â
My inâlawsâ recognition tonight gave me some confidence.
I didnât care about what Gordon thought. If he wanted to bicker, I would bicker back.
I had never dared to do this before, as his domineering temper was notorious. I used to always go along with whatever he said and dared not to say no.
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But now, I wasnât afraid. At worst, we would get divorced. Once a person stopped fearing losing what they. cared about most, they became fearless.
The room was pitch black. I couldnât see Gordonâs expression, but I could imagine how furious he was
from his heavy breathing.
Gordon had made me suffer so much before. Tonight, If he wouldnât leave, he could enjoy cooling off
naked.
I lay comfortably in the warmth of the cotton blanket. My mood was as cozy as a cocoon, and I quickly
felt drowsy.
But just as I was about to fall asleep, I suddenly felt heavy. Gordonâs warm body pressed directly onto me.
âGordon, what are you doing?â
Sensing danger, I instinctively began to struggle, but he quickly grabbed both my hands and pinned my arms above my head.
âWhat am I doing? Didnât you ask me to bite you? Do you think I wonât dare?â
His face was close to mine, so close that I could smell the faint scent of alcohol on his breath.
His sixâfootâtall frame pressed down on me through the cotton blanket. This strange sense of intimacy almost shortâcircuited my brain. My heart suddenly raced, and my breathing quickened.
âGordon, you said youâd rather pay to find someone else than touch me!â
I couldnât figure out what he wanted, so I could only shout, but my courage was lacking.
He didnât speak any further, but his face came closer and closer to mine, so close that his lips were
almost on mine.
My heart felt like it had been suddenly thrown into a pot of boiling oil, becoming unbearably hot.
My heart thumped so hard that it seemed like it might jump out of my throat. My mind was filled with wild, uncontrollable thoughts.
What was he doing? Did he want to kiss me?
Oh, please. We never even kissed since we got married.
Could it be that he was overtaken by his beastly nature tonight and really wanted to do something to me?
No, absolutely not! I couldnât let this happen!
But why couldnât I help but swallow hard? Was I secretly hoping for something to happen?
I told myself to not be foolish. I must never forget how he hurt me in my previous life.
It felt like there were two voices in my mind constantly fighting. My thoughts were being pulled back and forth between emotions and reason. In just a few seconds, I went back and forth over 100 times.
I subconsciously tried to push him away, but he was too heavy. With my hands restrained, I didnât have
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the strength to push him off.
His lips began to lightly rub against mine. 10)
I kept telling myself to be rational, but Gordon was clearly a master at flirting. His teasing was so intense that it left me with no willpower.
I was completely overwhelmed by him. My whole body was stiff, like a dried fish. I didnât dare to move or even breathe while he kept probing.
I had never kissed anyone like this before. What was the next step?
My brain was in complete chaos at that moment, and I didnât know how to react. I subconsciously closed
my eyes.
I couldnât describe what I felt at that moment. It was an indescribable experience.
Any remaining rationality was ruthlessly driven away by Gordon at that moment. I realized that my defenses were about to collapse.
Damn it. With my lack of amorous experience, I was no match for this seasoned player.
He had me under his complete control, and I was on the verge of falling.